Harry's P.O.V :
I just don't know what happened to me but those words came out from my mouth automatically and unwillinglly but in somehow i'm glad that i let it all out and at the same time i'm feeling ashamed and so guilty . i have no idea about what happened but mechanically i opened my mouth and let the bullshit that was on my head come out.
" i love you " i silenty and trendly with no fear pleaded .
she stared at me with sadness on her eyes then she glared at the air throwing her hands up to then down , i can feel she felt so disspointed and she hated herself at the moment .
" look .. - i had enough and i..- really , really don't wanna lose you as my bestfriend , please understand " she mouthed with a lazy voice after tooking some time to think . she was talkless , speechless and she just froze at her place .
I couldn't turn back time and i can't jus delete the true and honest feelings that came out as words.
Everything was going on slow version . those words kept repeating on my mind and i broke down , i couldn't take it . i truly felt like a crap , my heart hurt a lot and there's tears on my eyes and i just wanted to run away from the world or only turn back time .
" i got it ..- i got it.. " i muttered as i can see a big frown on her face then i looked down , it was the bad time ever and i don't think i can face her or we can face eachother again .
I stepped towards my bed room as faster as i could on that moment and locked the door behind me , jumped to my bed and burried my face into the pillow as i screamed out loud , i tried to calm down so i puted some music on till i felt asleep.
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Music saved me .
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To me It's a new day i'll act normal and i'll forget everything that happened yesterday . it's history right now , i won't even remind her of what i said and i think maybe it's the right solution to take , to forget the past because if you can't forget the past you can't step forward and you won't move on with your life besides i want all these to be over soon .
" good morning everyone . Glad to see everybody up to eat bearkfast with me ." i beamed as i'm spining on my chair while trying to play it all cool .
" that for sure broh " Zayn answered with a tiny smirk .
" you sure ? i mean you're in love with your bed " i scoffed sending him a big smirk .
" correct harry " Louis mouthed cheerfully .
I was thinking of going out like all of us and have some fun and just forget our problems and leave all the issues behind .
" So i was thinking of Camping " i suggested but it looked random , well that's me iam random and wierd , everone looked at me and wiggled their eyebrows .
" What ? " i demanded trying to gave them the same look .
" Camping ? " Niall wondered as he gave me a wierd look .
" That will be awesome" Liam talked excitedly , finally .
" what you think Ria ? " i asked pointing with my eyes at her but she was lost for a second . that was even the weirdest action from me i bet she never expected that from me .
" huh ? yeah ..it will be great " she replied hesitantly as she glared at the ground once again . .
" so let's start packing "
" Who's gonna drive ? " Niall asked facing me and louis who was sitiing next to me .
" Daddy directioner " Ria spoke with a smile on her face as her eyes pointed at liam.
" that so carotty " he smiled back at her ofcourse and i was just sitting on the middle watching them having fun i won't let that spoil my day i'll just have fun as always .
" Zayn don't forget the motherfucker of the food " i yelled angrily making their eye contacting go away .
" take it easy bruh "
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" let's sit on the the closer big tree of the road ." Zayn suggested after hoping out from the car after we find a place to stay on .
" and don't forget the fire " i added following him .
" Ria , go and bring the food from the car " Liam demanded as he find us a good place to sit on . it's a sunny day today
" i'll join you Ria " Niall said But isn't that wierd ? they haven't talk for like ages and as much as i know he's super mad at her .
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Ria's P.O.V :
" i'll join you Ria " Niall said puting impressed and surprised look on my face .
It is just me or Niall accpeted to help me . can't believe what i just heard ,what if he really forgave me ? or what if it was just for the food ? i pouted .
" since when and you wanna help me ?" i teased him as i'm carrying the bags.
" C'mon it's not for you , it's for food " he replied , that was rude and for the first time i was right .
" so you can do anything for food ? " i asked teasing him .
" yep , you are very smart " he said using his sarcasm .
i stopped walking , then he stopped either looking worriedly at me . i faced him and decided to let go what it's inside me .
" Stop being mean to me . what have i done to you ?damn it " i shouted then puted my hands on my mouth those words just slip up . i forgot that we are not alone here . I hope no one heard this conversation .
" Not really .. not to me ? " he cotinued. he's making no sence now . god help me .
" But you know what ? they 're gonna find out soon so i'm gonna forgive ya " he talked with nods and i just put a smile on my face . i think tonight's gonna be fun unless if i avoided the awkwardness between me and harry .
" you know what ... i need some timber " Harry exclaimed as he rufffeled his curly beautiful hair .
" Won't you come with me Ria " he mouthed looking down at the floor .
The other one ? i gave up .. i puted down what i had on my hands and followed him .
" Look , i just don't wanna be lost in this shit of woods " i scoffed as i'm trying to break the silence .
" I don't wanna be lost in your eyes " he muterred but i couldn't hear him a bit .
" what ?"
" Hum .. nothing , err me too " he histated as he bit his lip .
" where we gonna find your timber ?" i asked while i'm trying to shift and switsh the topic . latelly i can't even look at his eyes we will never be like before thought which is killing me .
" Soon " he said quitely , i couldn't hear his voice .It wasn't clear to me or it's just me because i'm feeling dizzy since we came here because it was all hot and sunny .
" let's go there " Harry said after he glared some timber on the flooor .
" okay " i answered quitly and followed his steps.
my head start to hurt . all i see right now is the flashing lights of the sun and chaked my head as im trying to fight the tired and the heat .
i felt like i fainted or something, i slightly and trendly opened my eyes and woke up to find Harry's face so close to mine saying and repeating .
" Are you okay , what happened?" i totally freaked out and freaked harry out .
" i don't know .. maybe i'm just not used to walk.. too much in woods " i muttered as i'm trying to get up but i couldn't and the weather was so hot .
" Well , let's go back maybe you need some water " he mouthed helping me up .
" totally yes , i'm so thirsty " he grabbed my hand and we walked towards the car when there are the boys .
" dont scare the boys im fine " i demanded from Harry on our way . he took seconds to answer but finally agreed.
" here's the water " he handed me a battle of water and we joined the boys in whatever they were doing .
" We need some food out here " Niall yelled .
" Straight away Ninga " Louis mouthed jokingly as he straightly walked towards the car .
" So who wanna play a game ?" liam suggested as we were sitting all together talking and having fun .
" Alll "
" okay okay " Zayn giggled . He was pretending like everything is okay but it's not actually , i know that he's dying inside just like me because i know Zayn is a very cryptical person and so deep when he speaks which is look kinda like my personality .
" i'm In " i exclamied as i raised my hand and watched zayn look down .
" Okay , turn that bottle "
" yayy , i'll ask louis "
" What is the most thing you hate ?" i asked looking straight at his mouth while waiting for the answer .
" Cofee and tattoos and niall when he say " YOLO " he answred immediately and i chuckled .
" y -you are a L-liar" harry said in between laughs .
" What ? i'm not a liar " Louis answered angrily .
" yes you are " Harry said while teasing him .
" okay , yes iam.. turn that fucking bottle " he talked playing madness .
he turned the bottle and unfortunattly to me , Niall had to ask me , i think we're good now so i dont have to worry about it anymore.
" you and .. Justin are Just friends ? " Niall asked me as he kept on thouching that small bottle of beer .
i chuckled then answered ." yes .. obviously "
" okay " he nodded .
" Turn the bottle " i told them.
" it's your turn zayn " Harry said while he's wiggling his eyebrows .
the game still on but im off i mean i'm feeling dizzy and just about to throw up and i have a really bad headache it's like crashing my head .
I wanna womit like very badly . Zayn was turning the bottle but i stood up and walked away as faster as i could .
" Where are you going ?" harry wondered and i ignored it .
"Is everything okay bae ? " Liam wondered too as he followed me .
i just put my left hand on the tree because i barely could stand . i was standing dificultly and my right hand was around my waist because my stomache started to hurt alot .
" did you just threw up ? what wrong ?" liam asked again as he held my hand and helped me to get up and walk .
" hmm.. i 'm not feeling alright " i answered slowly with a tired and clearly sick tone .
" maybe it just the food " i added as i tried to convince everybody .
"No it's not . i noticed that you weren't okay since the morning " Harry had to say this . fuck
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Liam's P.O.V :
We were playing my favorite game which is not flappy bird then Ria just got up and started to vomit , her face was all white and she sound so tired even exhausted .
i don't know what's wrong with her , she was fine this morning .
"No it's not .. i noticed that you weren't okay since the morning " Harry pleaded . so she was sick since we came here but i didn't know about it .
That could be serious , maybe she's in danger or maybe she can't resist the heat
" You need a Doctor " i mouthed as i looked at her exchausted eyes .
" No it's okay .. i'll be fine "
" i'm fine trust me " she muttered with her tired sick voice .
" you don't seem okay .." i disagreed because i know that she's not okay at all and i know she's good at hiding her pain .
" trust me .. i just need some Rest" she insisted and ofcourse i have to go with it .
" okay , then let's get out of here " i demanded .
We packed the stuff we brought puting them all in the car .
generally it was a quite fun night and we had to leave but i will remember it for life but now i'm worried about Ria , i can't get her out of my mind and i hope she just okay . i know she will get better soon she's a badass and a tuff girl , i believe she's strong .
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And now we arrived home she took some medicines and i guess she'll be alright tomorrow mornning , if she won't i'll insist to get her to see the Doctor .
Anyways everyone is asleep now , our turn to take some rest it was a long day .
" goodnight love " i whispered as i kissed her forhead and turned the lights off . i like cuddelling with her . she let a little groan as my skin thouched hers .
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