Day 1 12:04am
Tim was brought into Dr. Smileys office. He hasn't woken up yet. Slender and Hoodie have been trying to comfort me, it's not working. I have tried to calm down but I can't stop thinking about him. I'm staying next to him no matter what.
Day 1 3:09am
I haven't slept. I'm too worried. Tim made a noise in his sleep. He said my name. I'm about to cry. I miss him so much.
Day 2 7:20am
He still hasn't woken up. He just keeps saying my name and other gibberish I can't understand.
Day 11 1:37am
TIM WAKE UP!!!!! I miss you so much....
Day 19 2:04pm
He moved his arm. That's it....
Day 24 5:09am
Everyone is starting to loose hope. Except me. Hang in there babe. It's gonna be okay.
Day 37 4:08pm
Tim. Even I'm starting to loose hope. Please come back. I've refused to eat or sleep or move. Please. I love you so much.
Day 40 7:48pm
I'm also in a hospital bed now. I've neglected everything for so long that now I'm in bad health. I told them to move my bed next to his so I can still hold his hand. It's still warm. I need you to wake up Tim.
Day 45 3:58pm
He gripped my hand today.
Day 50 1:06am
Dr. Smiley asked if I wanted to cut the cord. I told him that I still believe in him and to do what it takes to bring him back.
Day 56 2:04pm
I'm starting to go crazy. More crazy then a murderer can be. I need him. Please...
Day 62 11:30pm
"I love you Toby." Is what he said.
Day 67 12:34pm
He hasn't said anything. I need to hear his voice again. I keep rewatching old videos of him to see his face with a smile on it.
Day 83 5:40am
I'm not giving up.
Day 95 4:07pm
Dr. Smiley says there is a 5% chance he will wake up. I'm not letting him go.
Day 105 8:05am
Tim....
Day 137 7:30am
I'm not giving up. I still love you!
Day 150 8:24pm
Why.....why me.......
Day 190 12:00am
Happy birthday Tim........
Day 200 3:09am
I want to die........
Day 230 5:24pm
He opened his eyes today. He looked at me and smiled. He's awake. I'm so happy. He's going to need to stay here for a few weeks but he's gonna be fine! I kissed him for the first time in almost a year. I love him so much. I'll never loose hope in him.
~~why did I write this? I was crying the whole time. Hope you enjoyed!~~