India 🌺 🍃 (2 Nights later in California)
"I really thought he was the one Jenny, I just don't even know how to forget it, maybe love ain't for me, cause I can't seem to find the right man" I sniffed as I took a sip of my Hennessy.
"That's not true, you just keep settling for less boo." She rubbed her growing belly and smiled.
For some reason a spite of jealousy came over me, looking at her in her pregnant condition made me feel some type of way. They both got another woman pregnant, when they knew I wanted to have thier children.
I straight faced her while talking a swig of my alcohol beverage. "I'm not good enough, that's why they didn't want me to have thier children."
"You are good enough girl, they just stupid. Come on, stop beating yourself up."
My phone begin ringing, for probably the twentieth time. I looked at the caller identification and of course it was Aiden.
"Maybe-- maybe he does love me....we should talk it out." I cried "its happening again, I can't get over this"
She conviscated the phone, and pressed ignore, then her two thumb fingers kept traveling againts the screen.
"I blocked his number, don't you dare run back to him. Especially this soon , if you let him exsplain, he's just gonna cheat again and allow you to look like a damn fool. Change your number and stay in Cali, you need to be worried about you and Jeremiah right now anyway"
"He said that I loved me" I broke down and she laid my head on her shoulder.
"Don't nobody love me, they always fuck up, don't nobody love me!"
11 Months Later.
I looked online for buildings on sale, I'm trying to achieve my own designer warehouse and a botique as well, the two million that I received went towards a luxury condo for Jeremiah and I, and I also put him in private school and he takes piano lessons, the rest is being saved and i'm just stackinh up. Being a mother is hard but such a blessing!
I feel like I'm a little too over protective when it comes to him and spoil him too much but he's my baby, it's been six years, he deserves the best.
"Mom?" Jeremiah came into my art room with his dog Chimpy and they both posted up at my desk
"Yes baby?" I asked as I looked up from my computer.
"Can I play my video game now?"
"Did you do all of your homework?"
"Yes ma'am."
"Did you practice on the piano for twenty minutes?"
"Mom, that's what piano practice is for."
I raised my eyebrow and bit on my lip, giving him a deadly glare.
"I appoligize ma'am."
"Go ahead and play the game, only for an hour or so though, we're going out to eat tonight."
"Alright."
He left out the room and I decided to draw something, I opened the drawer to my desk and pulled my old sketch book.
A few minutes by and I flipped through the pages, embracing my art.
April 12th 2013
"Aww" I cooed at the picture i made years ago, it was based on the first time Ali and I had sex. I remeber using the green paint on this lamp that he wanted colored. But he said "forget it". He kissed me and one thing led to the other and we had passionate sex and he painted on my back while I was asleep, he's actually way lighter than that and at at the time his hair was curly, my art is never perfect.
I closed the sketch book and put my focus back on the laptop, I browsed the web and went to Facebook and went to my block list and unblocked Aiden.
Suddenly I had 200 messages out of nowhere and they were all from him, the last one was from three months ago.
I miss you Dee.
I went to his page and his relationship status said single, he doesn't post that much. I saw a picture of him and a mixed girl, she looked very young, sixteen or seventeen at the most, she tagged him in a status from a two months ago
Aiden Thomas and I have brought little Ashlen Olivia Perez into the world today! 💞😇. She so cute!
I clicked on her page and she posted a picture of the baby three hours ago
My fat butt 😩😍 Jealous asl, cause she looks so much like him. Ugh!
Her eyes must be deceiving her, they have to. Because this child looks absolutely nothing like Aiden. I went back to my messages and began typing, but I couldn't do it. Like Genesis said, I would be a fool to ever take him back My eyes became moist and I logged out.
Aiden
"I'mma punch you dead in your shit, if you keep talkin to me like that" I told Alivia as she put Ashlen in her bath tub that was placed in the kitchen sink, I hate that she acts like she's my girl, I made it clear to her that she is only the mother of my child.
"You ain't gon do shit to me bitch." She mumbled to me as she applied baby soap to a wash cloth.
I ran up on her and clenched my fist.
"Ooo I really beat your ass."
"Do it" she hit me in my arm, then on my face "Do it, you ain't gon shit anyways."
I stared at her for minute, then raised my hand and back handed her,she stood in shock and touched her face, Ashlen began to fuss and Livia just glared at me.
"Wash her up, why you just standing there"
She quickly picked up the hammer that was on top of the microwave and threw but I was smart enough to duck and then she begin throwing objects at me but missed when I got out the way, out of nowhere I heard a chitter sound and different colors reflected on the kitchen wall.
"My baby! She electrocuting!" She screamed.
I ran in the kitchen and the radio that was plugged into the wall was in the sink and the baby shook out of control.
"You dropped the radio in there?!" I pulled the end of the cord, unplugging it and picked Ashlen up, she contined to shake.
"Go call the ambulance, she's having a seizure" I told Alivia.
"Look what y--"
"Call the ambulance before the little girl die! Damn!"
Alivia❗
"Ms . Perez, your daughter got electrocuted. What happen, we need the full truth." The social worker asked me.
"I told you the truth! The radio fell in the sink!"
"What else happen, your baby girl is probably not gonna make it, did the father have anything to do with this?"
I looked at Aiden as he stood across the hall and looked over Ashlen.
"He hit me, and we started fighting. Well no--he started beating me and all I wanted to do was give her bath!" I cried.
"He pushed me and that's when it fell in the sink and he still hit me while she was-- while she was"
"It's okay sweety, you know if she dies, he is held accountable for all of this."
"And I'll be happy, he deserves to go to prison! He hits me all the time."
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