How deep is your love?
Is it like the ocean?What devotion? Are you?How deep is your love?Is it like nirvana?Hit me harder, again - Calvin Harris
We belong to you and me(Unedited)
Thump Thump Thump
How deep is your love?
Is it like the ocean?
What devotion are you?
How deep is your love?
Is it like nirvana?
Hit me harder, again
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love?
Is it like the ocean?
Pull me closer, again
How deep is your love?
I feel the base of the music vibrating the floor beneath my feet. The lyric of How Deep is your love all around me. People are staring at me, probably because I'm wearing my puppy pajamas. Now you are probably asking yourself why is she wearing puppy pajamas in a bar? The answer to that is quite simple really the explanation is a name a simple fucking name, Aiden fucking White my best friend since childhood and the lead singer of T.R.U.C.E a fast and upcoming band. Oh, and did I forget to mention that I'm also their manager.
I make my way towards the back of the bar and I'm pissed I haven't slept in three days because of the band have been on a short tour and the last three days were a complete and utter nightmare from cars breaking down to crazy stalker chicks, and trying to keep the band on their feet from a night of drinking and doing drugs. Welcome to my wonderful life, I'm being sarcastic by the way this is far from wonderful. Once I reach the door I see Knox standing there looking scary and intimidating he head security for the band and I have a soft spot for this big burly man. Knox is a beautiful specimen of a man he is all muscular dirty blond hair and green eyes that almost look like emeralds. I don't think there is an ounce of fat on him, and he has a tattoo going up both arms.
"Hey Knox, he in there?" he looks at me up and down and I cross my arms over my chest and lift my eyebrow up and dare him to say something not like he will
He just nods and opens the door form did I forget to mention that Knox is a man of a few words, oh and he doesn't smile, actually he doesn't show much emotion at all, but I know deep down inside he a big sexy teddy bear
I smile at him and walk in through the door and prepare myself what I am about to see. The first thing that I smell is marijuana, I look around and I see half-naked girls walking around, ecstasy pills scattered on the table, and I see their lines of coke on a table I roll my eyes, of course, what is a rock and roll party without the drugs and half-naked girls. I look around again and see if I can find Aiden and when I finally spot him my heart breaks a little.
He has a girl straddling his lap making out with her while a guy is kissing on his neck, yup you heard right a guy did I forget to mention that Aiden is bisexual, he loves women a lot more than men but sometimes when he feels attracted to one he likes to experiment with them. Every time I see things like this a piece of my heart breaks. I know it's not going to take long before he breaks my heart completely. I have been in love with my best friend who sees me as a little sister since we were kids, more like since the first time I laid eyes on him when I was 5 years old.
Flashback
Isabella (5years old)
Aiden (7years old)
Sitting on the sidewalk crying because I fell off my bike, and I scraped up both of my knees
"Stupid bike" I mumbled if my mom ever heard me say those words she would swat my behind
"Hey what did the bike ever do to you" I hear someone say
I look up and I see a boy in front he looks so pretty there smiling at me.
"I fell off," I said and a new set of tears started to fall down my cheeks
"Hey," the boy says while he kneeled down before me
"Don't cry" he gave me a worried
"It Hurts," I say, and he looks down at my knees and he gives them a small kiss
I look at him shocked it's the first time anyone has kissed my bobos other than if it was my mom, but this boy just came and did it like it was no big deal, little did he know that it was a huge deal to a 5 year girl.
"All better?" he asks
My eyes are big staring at him and I just nod
"My mom always kisses my bobos when I have them so I thought I should do it to you and hope it will make you feel better," he says with a shrug
"Tanks" I say, I have problems pronouncing my h's, I hope he doesn't make fun of me.
He shrugs again "Do you need help with the bike"
I smile up at him and yes. He teaches me the rest of the day how to ride my bike. That was the day I made meet my best friend, that was the day I first fell in love, and sadly that was the day when I meet the man that shatter me completely.
Flashback ended
Putting my girl panties on I stride towards Aiden and his two groupies and I stand in front of him my hands on his hips and clear my throat. They still continue on with their little orgy and I just stand there and wait until I see the girl reach Aiden zipper while he makes out with the guy, that is when I break
"Aiden" I yell
Nothing
"Aiden"
Nothing
What the Fuck I feel like I'm talking to a damn wall!
"Aiden" I yell again but this time I kick his leg, the guy and he break off their kiss and Aiden looks angry and seeing who kicked him, until his eyes land on me and he smiles. The smile he always smiles when he sees me like I'm his whole world if only that was true.
"Isa," he says while he lifts the girl up off his lap, she just pouts and gives me a dirty look but then looks to the guy next to her who was making out with Aiden and goes towards him and they continue making out.
Aiden comes towards me and wraps me up in his arms, he stinks, like sex. I really hate this smell on him.
I push him away and give him a grim smile, I look into his eyes and see that they are dilated of course why am I not surprised that he is high off of what I don't know
He comes towards me again but I hold my hand up to stop me he gives me a confused look
"You stink"
He flinches because he knows how much I hate when he smells like sex, he thinks it's because I have been in a drought since I broke up with my boyfriend two years ago, which is true but way past the point of why I hate it, I just hate the smell on him because it breaks me, that he has been with someone, touching, kissing, someone else other than me
I cross my hand over my chest and narrow my eyes at him
"What the Fuck Aiden, really?" I say
"Isa," he says again and tries to walk towards me again but tumbles to the floor, great he's drunk and high perfect just perfect
I sigh out and go and help him up "Do you know how much I love you Izzy, your like my little sister" hey says out his eyes closing, while my heart is slowly cracking again, I close my eyes and take a deep breath again, and begin to drag Aiden towards the door, and I literally mean drag, because he ways a ton compared to my 120 pounds
I get to the door, and I open it and Knox is right there waiting for me, he grabs Aiden from me I huff out, out of breath
"Take him to the car please, I have to go check on the other guys," I say
He just nods and takes Aiden, see a man of a few words
I walk back into the room and go look for the rest of the band. I spot Luke who is the guitar player right away and I see that a girl is riding him, while he is gripping onto her ass yuck did not want to see that, but nothing new, I walk up to him and tap him on the shoulder, He opens his eyes and yells "Isa" while the girl is still riding him
I just look at him and give a tight smile before I say "Are you Ok"
He gives me a smirk before he sucks on the girl's nipple making her moan, well that gives me an answer.
You are probably thinking how am I so casual about everything that I am seeing, well it's nothing new to me, I have seen these guys at their worst, I have seen their naked asses in compromising position for most of my life, so now I'm kind of just immune to it
I move around to look for Ryder which is out bassist, I see him on the table snorting some coke, great just great I walk to him, and his eyes are closed so he doesn't see me right away, I kick his leg, he looks at me and smiles
"Whats up, pumpkin," he says and I just roll my eyes
"Are you ok, or do you need me to take you home, I already have Aiden." I say
He looks around and before he looks at me again, before he gets up and says "Yea I'm ready to go"
I nod my head and tell him to go to my car and that Knox is already there with Aiden
Last but not least I look for Christian the drummer, and then I see him in a corner already passed out. I look up at the ceiling "Please God give me patience, or just my warm bed so I can sleep, maybe Theo James waiting for me in the bed with his British accent, anything will do really"
I walk towards Christian and I bend down and see nudge his shoulder and nothing he doesn't even move "You have to be kidding me" I mutter
How the hell am I supposed to move him, and in that moment I feel someone behind my back and I see that Knox is there and getting ready to carry Christian
Thank the Lord for Knox
"Thank you" I mouth to him and follow him out the bar, when we reach the car I see that Luke is in the front seat, mhhhhmmm must have been a quickie then
Knox puts Christian in the back seat
I go to the driver seat but before I go, I walk towards Knox and give him a huge tight hug, he tenses but then he relaxes and wraps his arms around me. I smile and look up at him
"Thanks again Knox, you are my life saver"
He smirks and nods before he lets me go I get into the driver seat and begin the drive home to the band's house.
Well, you guys this is my life, the manager of T.R.U.C.E, the hopelessly in love with the best friend, and last but not least the glue to these guys.
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Here is Chapter 1
I hope you guys like it
I know I said that I wouldn't start to write it, untill MY MATE LOVES MY TWIN is done, but since the Athena and Xavier story is almost done I decided to surprise you with the first chapter :D
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