I Slowly Took A Deep Breath And Opened The Door
And He Lost His Mind
"You Pregnant !"He Said Angrily
He Still Looked Good His Lips Still Looked So Luscious Reminiscing How I Use To Kiss Those Lips All Day Long
Couldn't Believe He Was Standing At My Front Door
The Last Time I Saw Him He Was Walking Out The Door Leaving Me Brokenhearted
I Was Staring At Him Remembering All The Pain I Felt When I Watched Him Leave Me
Never Knew How I Would Feel When I Saw I Still Can't Tell How I Was Feelin When I Was Looking Right At Him
I Was Feelin So Many Different Things At Once
"Is It Mines!"He Yelled In That Nola Accent
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She Smiled And Said "Finally I Can Have A Normal Life It Feels Good To Wake Up And Look In The Mirror Without Seeing Any Scars Or Bruises On My Face"
"Your Much Prettier Without Black Eyes You Kno"I Said
"Thank You.."She Said As She Smile
"What Happened With August"She Said
I Smack My Lips And Said "He Think He Has Some Rights Ova This Baby...I Just Want Him To Leave Us Alone But He Made It Clear He Wont So We Gon Take This Shit To The Judge"I Said
"Judge...Yall Gon Fight Over Your Child In Court"She Said
"I Don't Wanna Fight I Just Want Full Custody Of My Son"I Said
"Listen To How You Sound Ziah...Its His Baby Too"Mimi Said
"No Its Not...Its My Baby ! Why Can't He ** Go Have A Baby By That Bitch He Cheated On Me With"I Said
She Looked At Me And Said "Stop It,Stop It Now Just Because He Hurt You But Doesn't Mean You Get To Keep Him From His Child,You Only Gon Hurt Ayden In The End Thats What Important In All Of This Is Ayden,Girl I Been Through A Custody Battle And Trust Me You Don't Wanna Do That" Making Me Instantly Cry
Cause I Only Wanted To Hurt August I Never Wanna Hurt Ayden If Anything I Wanted Nothing But The Best For Ayden
I Really Didn't Wanna Go To Court I Had Finally Realized I Was Being Selfish To My Son Who Didn't Ask For To Be Here And Thats The Only Reason Why I Was Willing To Sit Down And Have A Conversation With August
A Little Later On I Got A Unexpected Visit From Brea And Gia
"Oh Look Its My Two Best Back Stabbin Ex Friends"I Said As I Smiled
"Drop The Phoniness Ho"Brea Said As Walked In While Pulling Gia By Her Arm
"Why Are We Doing This Again"Gia Whined To Brea While Im Standing Ther In Confusion
"Because Bitch You Know You Was Dead Wrong And You Owe Aziah An Apology"Brea Said To Gia
"Oh My God..Im Sorry Aziah"Gia Said Quickly
"Now Lets Go"Gia Said
"Bitch That Wasn't No Real Apology"Brea Said
I Rolled My Eyes "Its Cool I Don't Need An Apology From Low Class Ass Bitch"
Gia Looked At Me And Said "I Was Nice Enough To Come Over And Say Sorry You Ungrateful Unlucky Ass Hoe"
I Stepped To This Bitch And Said "Bitch You Must Want Another Beatdown Bitch Don't Let This Big Belly Fool You Hoe I Still Got Them Hands Hoe"
She Rolled Her Eyes And Said "Woow You Busted My Lip...Bitch Im Not Heartless Like You I Wouldn't Dear Fight You While You Pregnant..Im That Bad Of A Person"
I Folded My Arms And Said "You Must Know My Life Is A Disaster Now"
And Than A Tear Fell From My Eye
"Im Cryin Like Every Minute Of The Day..God.What Have I Turned Into"I Cried Out
Gia Realize How Bad I Was Hurting And She Hugged Me
She Hugged Me The Person Who I Had Hurt The Most Was Giving Me A Hug That I Didn't Even Deserve
Brea Join In And Said "Everything Gone Be Okay"
Everything Wasn't Okay Tho I Was Going Through Never Ending Pain Well Atleast That What It Feel Like
Soon Gia And Brea Left And Jalen And I Was On The Couch Watching Movies
We Was Cuddle Up I Ain't Gon Lie But Just As Friends
Than My Stomach Started Growling Loudly
"Somebody Hungry"He Said
I Giggled And Said "Its Not Me Its The Baby"
"Its Cool...I Can Run And Get You Some Food What You Want"He Asked
"A Big Fat Super Deluxe Nacho With Extra Cheese And Extra Sour Cream"I Said Being Greedy
He Laughed And Said "No Problem I Got You"
He Said Kissin Me On My Forehead
"Thank You...For Everything...For Being Here With Me With All This"I Said Grateful
"I Promised You I Wouldn't Leave You Again...I Got You"He Said
And Something Came Over And I Just Started Kissin Him
He Paused And Said "Aziah"
"Sshh"I Said Grabbing His Chin And Started Kissin Him Again
He Had Been So Good To Me These Last Months....We Had Been Spending Alot Of Time Together
So Kissin Him Felt Right Until He Started Kissing Me Back And Undressing Me
And Than Visions Of Me And August Making Love Reappeared In My Head As Jalen Started Sucking On My Neck
And All I Could Think About What That Cheating Ass August And How He Use To Suck On My Neck
And Next Thing I Know Im Reminiscing About Me And August
And Than I Started Feelin Bad...I Was Carrying His Baby There Was No Way I Could Have Sexual Intercourse With Jalen I Just Couldn't Betray August Like That
I Pushed Jalen Up Off Me And Sat Up And Said "I Can't Do This....I Want Too I Just Can't My Heart Won't Let Me"
I Stood Up And Said "How Is It Even Possible For Me To Still Be Loyal To Him After All He Put Me Through!" While Being Frustrated
"Its Cool Its Cool...The Truth Is...You Love That Nigga Aziah"He Said Buckling His Belt Back Up
"Im Sorry"I Apologized I Said Shakin My Head
"Don't Be...Its All Good I Still Got You"He Said Standing Up Kissin Me On My Forehead
Jalen Was Such A Sweetheart
"Ima Go Get Those Nachos For You"He Said
I Smiled And "Well Hurry Up And Get Back So We Can Finished Watching Movies"
"I Betta Leave Right Na Than"He Said Walkin To The Front Door When He Opened It He Stood There And Said "You Got Company!"
"Company"I Said As I Walked To The Front Door And Saw August
Jalen Smiled And Said "Baby Im Be Right Back What That Food" As He Walked Away
August Shook His Hand As I Said "Its Not What It Looks Like"
"Well I Hope Not..Cause It Look Like You Was In Ther Fuckin Anotha Nigga When You So Called Pregnant With My Baby" He Said
"So Called?...No I Am Very Pregnant With Yo Baby..It Ain't No So Called "I Said
"And Here I Was Coming To Sit And Talk Shit Out Without The Help From The Court..But Its Obvious You Too Busy Getting Ya Freak On"He Said
"You Don't Even Know What The Fuck You Talkin Bout August"I Said
"You Know What You Ain't Even My Concern No More..My Concern Is My Child So I Want A DNA Test Just To Make Sure Its Mines"He Said
My Face Quickly Turned Red As I Frowned My Faced Up And Said "Excuse Me"
"You In Here Layin Up With Another Nigga Got This Callin Ya Baby..Maybe Its His Baby"He Said
"I Never Sleep With Him So Thats Impossible You,And Im Not Takin No Fuckin DNA Test Its Yo Baby And You Kno Its Yo Baby..I Am Not A Cheater Like You!"I Said
"And Here We Fuckin Go...You Know What You The Only One Stuck On That Shit...it Happen I Fucked Her I Shouldn't Have But I Did Let It Go....!"He Said
"Let It Go?...How Could I Ever Let It Go When Everything We Were You Destroyed Like Seriously What Did I Do To Deserve You Cheating On Me!?"I Yelled
"Man I Don't Got Time For This Shit!"He Said
"No Answer The Question Thats The Least You Can Do Answer It! Why You Do It...Did I Not Love You Enough,Did I Not Care Enough,Did I Not Fuck You Enough!"I Said As Tear Rush Down My Eyes
He Got In My Face And Said "It Had Nothing To Do With You! I Did Cause I Fuckin Wanted To...There Na Let It Go Now! " And Than He Walked Away
Leaving Me With My Tears