The Matrimony Book#2 (Completed)

Chapter 12-Alone

Over The Few Next Weeks I Was Depressed More Than Ever

I Couldn't Eat And I Couldn't Smile.... I Felt Alone And I Hated Being Alone

I Felt Hopeless And I Wasn't Getting No Better

Early In The Morning I Was Up Changin Ayden Diaper When Cathrine Walked In Smilin And Cheerful"GoodMornin"

"Mornin"I Said To Cathrine Dryly

She Looked At Me And Said "How Is My Sweet Baby"

As She Picked Up Ayden I Ran My Fingers Through My Hair

Cathrine Looked At Me And Said "Look At You...Why Dont You Let Me Watch Ayden Today While You Go Get Your Hair Done Or Somethin"

I Grabbed A Piece Of My Hair And Said "Whats Wrong With My Hair"

"Whats Not Wrong It You Look A Mess....I Have To Be Honest Oh Darling You Look Terrible,I Know Your A New Mother And You Might Just Be Havin A Case Of Baby Blues But Child Its Been Weeks Since You Left This House Why Don't You Get Your Hair Done,Put On Some Make Up And Put On Your Sexiest Dress And Go Out"She Suggested

"Go Where I Have No Boyfriend No Friends No Family Where Can I Go Out To"I Asked

She Laughed And Said "Girl You Ain't Ever Been Alone Before" She Joked

"Actually....No I Haven't This Is The First Time"I Said Seriously

Than She Just Looked At Me

"Well Now Is The Time To Start"She Said

I Will Admit I Have Let Myself Go Within The Last Weeks I Just Been So Depressed I Haven't Been Able To Even Look In The Mirror

I Didn't Want Too... It Burns My Eyes To Look at My Reflection

"Baby He Gon Move On Even You Never Do Let It Go If Its Really Supposed To Be He'll Come Back To Ya"Cathrine Said Makin Me Wanna Cry

"And What Happens If He Doesn't Come Back"I Asked

"Than You Take It As A Blessin And A Lesson And You Learn From All This"Cathrine Said

"I Already Learned To Never Fall In Love With An Arrogant Cocky Rich Self Absorbed Selfish Unfaithful Man Again"I Said

"Im Out Fightin For Us And All He Cares About Is That Chick With The Fake Eyebrows I Never Thought In A Million Years August Would Choose Another Woman Over Me"I Said

"I Always Thought His Love Was Real Now I Know He Never Loved Me"I Said

"You Gon Put All The Blame On August Its Take Two To Tangle"She Said

I Shook My Head And Than I Heard The Doorbell Ring "That's Probably The Nanny"

I Got Up And Walked To The Front Door

When I Opened The Door It Was Jalen

"Hey"I Said Look In Those Big Beautiful Brown Eyes Of His

I Stepped Out Of My Condo And Closed The Door Behind Me

He Looked At Me And Grabbed My Hand And"She Said Yes"

And My Heart Damn Near Skipped A Beat

I Placed My Hand On My Chest And Thats The Moment When I Knew It Was Truly Over With Me And Jalen

"Congratulations"I Said As My Both My Eyes Filled With Tears

His Eyes Were Looking Into Mine "We Leaving Atlanta For Good Today We Starting A New Start In New York"