The Matrimony Book#2 (Completed)

Chapter Nine -Money Ain't My Issue

I Was Working On Operation Get August Back And Nobody Wasn't Gon Stop Me Not Jalen Not Miracle Not Even Cathrine

I Just Want My Baby Back I Want Em Back Now Where Im At Is Where He's Belong Im At His At Best Interest Who Gon Love Him Like I Do?

And I Know He Wants Me Back Too He Just Doesn't Realize It Yet,But Deep Down He Knows Me And Him Are Meant To Be

I Don't Cares What No Ones Say Ima Get My Baby Back And Ima Give My Son A Family With Two Parents

Ayden Deserves Two Parents,He Deserve A Family Thats Why Me And August Gotta Work It Out For Ayden

Remembering Back In My Life And How I Never Had An Family

I Had Two Parents Arguing All Day All Night I Just To Think Back When I Hated Being Home Hearing My Father Call My Mother Every Name But A Child Of Jesus Really Fucked Me Up

I Can Remember Me Being A Young Child Listening To My Mother And Father Yell And Fight I Used To Pray To God To Make It All Stop Cause I Was Just Sick Of Hearing Them Fight

Where Im From We Don't Have Happy Families,Fathers,Or Hope

You Don't Know What Its Like To Watch Your Father Pack All His Things And Leave You Don't Know What Its Like To Watch Your Mother Slowly Die Inside

I Can Remember Askin My Mother "When's Daddy Coming Back"

And I Can Remember Her Tellin Me "You Ain't Got A Daddy No More!"

My Father Left My Mother And My Mother Hated My Father

If They Loved Me They Should Of Put Their Differences Aside And Been There For Me But They Didn't My Mother Got A Drinkin Problem And My Father Got Himself A New Family

Guess Thats Why Im Fightin So Hard For Me And August To Come Together

August Came Over Early Today To Spend Some With Ayden

August Was Layin In My Bed With Ayden And I Was Putting My Hair Up

I Had On A Big T-shirt And No Make Up On

August Was Over There Crackin Up At Ayden

"What Is So Funny"I Said Beginning To Giggle

"Don't Shit Phase Ayden Im Over Here Bein Silly He Will Not Smile He Lookin At Me Like Im Stupid"August Said

"He's Very Observant All He Does Watches You"I Said As I Crawled Next To Him

"Look At My Big Boy,You Ready To Eat Some Cornbread And Collard Greens"I Said To Ayden In A Baby Voice

Ayden Grinned A Little

"There Go A Smile"I Said To Ayden

"Oh You Like It When We Talk About Food Well Ya Want Some Popeyes And My Mama's Gumbo"August Said To Ayden

Than Ayden Grinn Fade Away And He Straight Faced August

I Began Laughing "How Cute Is That I Have The Cutest Little Baby In The World"

"Stop Callin My Son Cute Tell Ya Mama Real Nigga Ain't Cute Say Im Handsome Just Like My Daddy"August Said

"Mama Fine Too Tho"August Said Looking At Me

"Im Very Fine Thank You Very Much"I Said To August

"Beautiful"He Said

I Smiled And Said "Tomorrow Is His First Doctor Appointment And We Would Love It If You Could Join Us"

"Im There I Won't Be Miss Any More Of My Son Life,I Already Missed The Birth I Ain't Missin Nothing Else So I'll Be There,And Oh Yeah My Mama Havin A Get Together She Wanna Show Ayden Off So Yall Be Ready Ima Come Pick Yall Up"He Said