imagine for Bri
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i sat next to Bellamy's bed watching over him in his weak state after getting attacked by grounders hoping and praying he wouldn't die. A sudden realization hit over me that he might die and i would never be able to tell him i love him ever again. Memories were playing over in my head but my favorite one was when we first met,
-------------flash back---------------
I was climbing up the ladders in the dropship to help Monty with the radios when it happened, when i found the love of my life and the reason for all my pain, i tripped and fell into into his arms and I've never been more thankful in my life for my clumsiness.
I had my eyes closed waiting for the impact of the cold metal floor. i slowly opened them feeling two strong arms holding onto me tightly. I looked up to see the one and only Bellamy Blake my forever long crush staring down at me,
"thank you" i said as he placed me down on my feet, a blush forming on my cheeks
"no problem" He smiled back, i turned around embarrassed that he could see my red cheeks. I started climbing up the ladder again being more careful this time but before i could make it to the second bar i was pulled back down by Bellamy,
"now i can't let you climb up there again" He said not letting go of me, sending butterflies throughout me
"but i need to get to Monty to help him" i replied trying not to stutter
"well i'm going to be standing right underneath here to catch you again" he said grinning
"okay" i said blushing, making my way up the ladder again. Now Bellamy said it was fate but we all really know i just wanted to be in his arms again. I slipped and fell once again into his arms and he chuckled as he placed me down again,
"you really need to stop falling for me" he said with a wink,
"maybe i just can't help it" i replied back gaining some confidence
"well that's good cause i think i'm falling for you too" and with that he kissed me on the lips.
--------present--------
i sat next to his bed waiting for him to wake up but Abby said the odds were very unlikely. i went to check his pulse to see if he was still alive but i couldn't feel it, tears started pouring out of my eyes as i tried to shake him awake
"Bellamy no! you can't leave me! please wake up!" Octavia and Abby came into the room at the sound of my sudden outburst. Octavia grabbed me and tried dragging me out of the room but was unsuccessful, i got out of her grip and ran back over to him, kissing his cold cheek and whispering the last 'i love you' i would ever tell him before Octavia pulled me out of the room and away from my only family, the one who kept me alive from all my clumsiness, the one i loved the most.