25th Entry
Incurable Disease. Yes, Krung-Krung is like an incurable disease to me, a type of malignant disease that I don't even want to cure myself.
For the first time in my fcking existence, after seeing how much pain she has gone thorugh after accidentally learning about everything, I wanted to be selfish. I wanted to be selfish with her and take care of her by myself.
After that tragic accident that caused Ate Hera and that child's life, I promised myself not to think of my welfare anymore. I don't even have the slightest right to think of myself after letting two innocent people die right in front of my eyes. But tonight, I wanted to be selfish.
I wanted to take care of Krung-Krung. I wanted to be the one to wipe those beautiful tears away. I wanted to be the one to make her forget about that fcking bastard. And no matter how much I try to deny it, I want her all by myself.
Is that even too much to ask for?
-Blake