I wanna sleep next to you
But that's all I wanna do right now
And I wanna come home to you
But home is just a room full of my safest sounds
He'd finally done it.
You and Sherlock Holmes had been in a relationship for two whole years together. You seemed happy. At least you were happy. Apparently he wasn't.
Cause you know that I can't trust myself with my 3AM shadow
I'd rather fuel a fantasy than deal with this alone
You carefully took a bottle of Whiskey off of the top shelf of your cabinet.
You loved him and he had to go and throw it all away.
You poured the whiskey into a small glass and downed it in one gulp. It was good to feel the rush of the alcohol. It was good to feel anything other than the pain you were going through.
I wanna sleep next to you
But that's all I wanna do right now
So come over now and talk me down
You just wanted him back. Was that too much to ask?
You wanted back all the nights working on cases together. You wanted back all the times he'd kissed you. You wanted him. No. You needed him.
I wanna hold hands with you
But that's all I wanna do right now
And I wanna get close to you
Cause your hands and lips still know their way around
And I know I like to draw at night; it starts to get surreal
But the less time that I spend with you, the less you need to heal
He said he needed space.
He told you it would all be okay.
He told you he was doing this for your sake, not for his.
I wanna sleep next to you
But that's all I wanna do right now
So come over now and talk me down
(Talk me down)
You screamed. You screamed until you couldn't scream anymore. You screamed until you cried.
You just wanted him back.
Were you just not good enough?
So if you don't mind, I'll walk that line
Stuck on the bridge between us
Gray areas and expectations
But I'm not the one if we're honest, yeah
But I wanna sleep next to you
And I wanna come home to you
I wanna hold hands with you
I wanna be close to you
You couldn't stand all this pain. You needed a way out. You wanted to die.
You didn't feel like you could live without him.
But I wanna sleep next to you
And that's all I wanna do right now
And I wanna come home to you
But home is just a room full of my safest sounds
So come over now and talk me down
(Talk me down)
You dropped to your knees. Your body sunk to the floor.
Your phone started ringing on the floor next to you. You slowly picked it up. It was Lestrade.
"I'm so sorry." He said through tears "I'm so sorry Y/N, there was nothing I could do. He jumped, and now he's dead"
You hung up the phone.
He's never coming back
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I'm sorry for such a short/sad one shot.
But here is a really happy authors note!
1. I am doing so much better!
Every time one of you comments on one of my books it makes me smile like crazy. You guys make me so so so happy and you brighten up my day!
Even though my boyfriend did break up with me, I'm managing. I still have to see him at school but only sometimes, thankfully.
I've made such a wonderful group of supporting and loving friends too.
2. This one is big
I know I say this every time
BUT
I AM NOW THE FIRST RESULT THAT COMES UP WHEN YOU SEARCH SHERLOCK X READER ON WATTPAD!!!!!!!
I NOW HAVE OVER 60K READS!!!
I actually started crying when I found out.
This is amazing and I never thought I would ever achieve this
In like my entire life
Thank you all so much
Because it's thanks to you my dear readers that I have gotten so far.
3. So, I secretly got all my friends into Wattpad so go follow these lovely memes:
- scarletandwolfyay
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-Naffel (go check out his book different world. It's really good.)
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4. I am currently writing a new book! It's not fanfiction but it's called Forgotten if you want to check it out! I've also been writing mini story/poem things that made my mom cry on my other book of random stuff called Thoughts on life, the universe, and everything !
5. Jessica who the last chapter was for is doing much much better! She is now out of the hospital too! You can follow her at MissJessicaMichelle !
I love you all so so much and thank you all for sticking with me through this journey!
And hey
Thanks
-Kay