MIA'S P.O.V.
Darren drove me home and i headed for my room as depressed as ever. Oh well. I still can't can't get Jason off of my mind. Laying on my bed, i put on Set Fire To The Rain on sang along. I broke down again. I wish i could stop crying, but as try, i fail. I heard my phone ring and saw a text from Darren, it asked if i wanted to get someice-scream. I declined. He insisted, i said ok then got dressed and headed to Bruster's.
" Hey .", Darren greeted sitting down. " Hi.", i mumbled. " Hey, Mia, don't be like that, take your mind off of him for while.", he said touching my hand.
Mia: " I can't."
Darren: " Of course you can. Ok, we'll eat some ice-cream, then go for a walk. Ok?",
I looked at him and nodded sheepishly.
While walking, I noticed Darren hesitating. " What is it?", I asked him. He was silent for a while then came closer, " Just...., try not to get mad, ok?", he asked looking at me. We stopped walking and were staring at eachother. I was confused . " What is it?" I asked. His lips caught on to mine, and his hands were on my hips. I kissed him back, it numbed the pain of being without Jason. I know its wrong to just use Darren to get rid of my pain when I don't really love him, but...... I just can't take dealing with the pain anymore. So... I think I'll stick with Darren.... for a little while.
" Are you mad?", Darren asked. I gave a small wmile. " No.", I said and he kissed me again.
Its wrong, but.... it helps.
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Hi, I'm back. its finally summer. Well, the reason why my summer started so late is because in my country, Guyana, summer is shorter than some places. So... IM BACK!!!!
Remember, i love you guys.
love
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