hey there lovelies. i just want to say sorry if it bothers you that i haven't updated.
i wanted to, i tried. but it's hard to write when youre emotionally not okay.
my life has been shit lately but one thing that just made me
stop anything and everything is that my love of my life is missing.
idk if i sound ridiculous right now but, yogi, he's gone out and he usually comes home with or without us at home, he would usually come in from where he came out or just sit right outside our house til we get home.
but this time he didnt and my parents are losing hope. i love him a lot, so much. more than anything and anyone. he's been my literal sunshine since i was 8 and i cant fucking go home without breaking down in the car or sleep at night hoping maybe he'll be outside. but he isnt and i dont think he will be. i want my baby boy back but i dont think it'll be happening soon.
i hope you understand, thank you so much.
i'll get back on writing when im feeling better
Update: Just when I almost gave up, my brother and my dad found him. thank god.