Guys, I'm shattered. I know y'all what an update but right now I can't. I'm holding back tears as I write this. I am breaking again. I am under pressure and making mistakes over and over. I just can hardly hold this together any more. I made so many mistakes and they killing me right now. Please y'all you have to understand that I am trying and Wattpad is the last thing in my time schedule. It kills me to have to say theses word. All I want to do is write for y'all and I don't have the time. Please I'm sorry. My depression is getting worse and worse. I feel like if some one touches me I'll break. I want to rip my skin off again, I want to not be here. Guys, I don't know how much long I can lie and say I'm fine. I am so homesick and I don't know how I am going to make it another couple weeks. Please y'all understand that I am trying. HELL I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO HAVE THIS BOOK GO ANY MORE.
If y'all have been with me for any amount of time y'all know how much this book means to me and to do this next thing breaks my heart. I'm putting Baby Packmen on hold. I just can't right now. It will be continued I swear, but right now I need to focus on my work and fixing my head. I am gonna go drown in FOB and homework now. I love y'all and I'm sorry