Am I human?
Aren't I a good person?
With meaning
And courage
Power and
Love
Why did I receive
Hell on earth than?
After all I've done
All I've given
Emotionally
Physically
Mentally
Didn't I deserve better?
Than the atomic bomb
Dropped on me
My own Hiroshima
Flames without meaning
I deserve better than being broken up
With via Blackberry Messenger
Like Carrie with a post-it
I deserve to be with someone
Who wants to be with me no matter what
I deserve someone who wants to work
On our relationship
Because that's what makes it grow
No magic pill
Or miracle grow
Will make a partnership flourish
It takes two people
Who care for each other
And want to see where they can go
I deserve someone who doesn't
Give up on me
I deserve to be told to my face
I deserve to receive better treatment
Because the 2D way
Is chicken shit
I deserve a person who
When making decisions
That impacts us both
Does what's best
For "us"
Not just for "him"
I deserve a person
Who is committed to me
Who can make choices
Without pulling teeth
Or throwing it into my face
About why I can't do it
I deserve a man
Who has his shit together
Who doesn't have more
Drama than he knows
What to do with
I deserve a human being
That can love and accept me
For who I am
And enjoy stability
Because insanity
Only brings
Danger and destruction
I deserve a male
That is compatible with me
In every way
Including sexually
And who respects
What I will or will not do
Without whining about it
I deserve the one
The meant to be
The forever
The eternal
My lover
My sanctuary
My partner for life
But most importantly
I deserve someone
Who will keep his promises
Without guesswork
But instead
By following his heart