Every so often
We all entertain the thoughts
Of disappearing
Even if it is for a little bit
No human contact
Or electronical
For days
Though still at home
Just want to fly
Below the radar
Segregate oneself from the world
Minimal exposure
Don't want to deal
With issues
Or people
Want to
Need to
Be invisible
From absolutely
Each person
Time to regroup
Many think that
I am the strong one
Who can kick ass
Take names
And be there
Maybe so
But I need protection too
I'm after all
Only human
And female
I want to fly
Below the radar
Vulnerability is my enemy
I may be a shrink to you
Solve your issues
But I can't even get a handle
On my own.....
Do always wish
Close friends saw
Behind the façade
And took the time to
Stop and ask
If I was ok.....
Flying below the radar
Is the only way I can deal
With me
Alone
As I have always been
Though I smile
I feel hollow
Many a time
Running for the hills
Is the only way I know
How to survive
Flying below the radar
I can get away
From all
From me
But gosh
I wish I didn't have to