Something was up in his mind I know it, my stepfather's actions aren't normal but I didn't have the time to check what's going on. Sora was grumpy in the morning so his father asked me to stay with them until he come to terms with his emotions so he was distracting him long enough for me to take my things and come back to their house.
"papa I'm leaving, whatever you're thinking so hard is going to be ok"
>"Evan I think your mm could be pregnant, somehow..."
"congratulations then... go get her and spend more time together, she loves you so if you guys are going to have a baby you need to plan what you want to do"
>" so you are ok with it, we can have it?"
"of course, don't tell me you were freaking because of me... go get her after job and go to the clinic, when you guys find out what it is text or call me, everything is going to be ok"
>" thanks, we call you, be careful and have fun"
"see you around"
I was at his door in less than an hour but I could heard his voice asking for me I nocked the door and the ward sighed relived when he saw me. I walked to the entrance and left my bag out the way, by the door.
"I'm home!" I yelled and he came running full speed to have me.
*"where you were? I believed that you lied to me and I ... please don't leave me"
"here" I hold my bag for him o carry to my room "I need some thing to stay here until you are ok again, so show me my room"
*" seriously? you'll stay?" I nodded my answer "then you are sleeping with me"
**" Sora behave if not he's going to sleep in the far away room from yours we have in the property"
*" Dad you know I love him"
**"exactly, so be sensitive, go sort his belongings and bring him to have some tea and sweets, you have to explain me why you were kidnapped" We did as his father has said, even asked nicely to bring me a cup so I can see through and enjoy my tea as I liked it, boiling and strong blended. The pastries were pretty sweet so I didn't use sugar on my tea
**" so... why that girl wanted you so bad?"
*"She asked me to date her I tell her no but if I was free and liked the idea we hanged out but in a group, I didn't like her that much so she wasn't one of the girls I dated or had sex with" he was eying me as he said that but I was munching happily and blowing my cup as if they weren't here. He moved and sat down behind me so I was in between his legs I offered him my half ate cookie and he opened wide for me to feed him over my shoulder and warmed my hands with the cup looking to the red colored water.
His father didn't ask anything else about the mater as he watched us interact, we spend the afternoon there talking peacefully with the guys and I told them what my papa told me before I left my house, so Sora doesn't freaked out when I exited the room to answer my phone. I returned happy as ever with the news my family was growing and that we would celebrate it with a big barbeque when my mom passed the morning sickness and to invite all of them. They could be from a yakuza family but to me they were fine people with a lot of business most of then night clubs but nothing illegal.
After dinner I asked him to watch a film and his father convinced him to do it, I feel a little like their entertainment but I suppose that they never saw Sora behave like this, two years ago he was very commanding and no so caring. They were so curious about what he was doing to me that I wanted to laugh at them. I didn't know what Sora was about to do next but I believed he was fixing his anxiety touching me and satisfying his desires having me as close as he could.
Monday ... was raining and my hair doesn't do very well in that weather too short now in a horrible shape so I was planning to leave my hood on as much as possible and go to a shop for a nice cut when the school ended. Sora was bearing his angry side because he didn't like how hardly I tried to comb it and not liking the result. He wanted to kiss me a lot in the ride to school, I told him to behave like usual and no more weird people paying attention to us. But he wanted to know where I spend my free time because he always ate with the guys and only sometimes I went to the canteen to buy my food, he knows I cook a lot but not always. I told him I use the theatre or the music class if they were free and go to the library if none was able.
I was feeling terrible cold without my hair, the music class was my choice today and after a brief lunch siting on the floor against a heather I decided to dance a little to warm up, I can't do so well as before because my heart beats so strong that hurts and I was done going to the nurse to check up on me. Feeling good by Muse has to do, it was quite slow so I will be fine with the beat. I liked so much move with my customized uniform, it was the yellow trousers with one leg short and the other long and over the short part half skirt from the female uniform so in that leg I was using woolen thigh length tights and my leather boots.
I lost myself in the music, I didn't know how many songs my phone played when I felt hands on me, someone was dancing with me, Bailando by Enrique Iglesias was finishing so y turned around to dance looking to the boy It was him, Sora was following my steps the next song was I'm no the only one by Sam Smith and his slow pace invited me to swing my hips one side to the other making sharp stops to match the song he made me spin and pulled and pushed my body to dance with him, the next one was Bitch better have my money by Rihanna so I unlaced our bodies to show him some moves and made my way to my phone so I left the room with the next song ringing happily in my hand there was a lot of people stunned faced blocking the door but I made myself as invisible as possible and turn off the music to enter my classroom and wait in my seat the afternoon classes.
It felt so nice to dance with somebody mi mind was melting right there, so warm remembering how his hands traveled up and down me. So bothered washing that touch off from my memories that the rest of the day passed like a blur and I walked in the rain to the barber shop, Sora and some other followed me there, but I was immersed in my own world. I hear the guys comment on my hair cut election but I did it anyway. Sara send them home by the time the nervous hairdresser was done. He probably was scared of the or at less scared of Sora, I'd been ignoring him since lunch so he seriously was rage faced but to me it was the beautiful face of a demon about to grow pretty curly horns either side of his handsome head and he will smile when I look up. His dark eyes hypnotizing me, I realized that I wanted more, I wanted to be touched that way and wanted his attention, I wished that he only noticed me right there... I known I don't to be the focus on the school but how can I when he approaches like that so sweet, so firm and commanding and so really so nice, moving like that.
*" I'll pay sir, his hair was like that because I stopped a second to see him trough the window"
" it wasn't your fault, that chick did it herself so its ok"
*" let me please" I granted his desires, I could see some classmates hiding under their umbrellas to now what was going to happen but I walked in the rain to Sora house, I saw her car around the corner of his street but went straight to my destination, he opened quickly but I didn't cover myself under his umbrella I followed him inside the building I take his hand and bring him to the bathroom I stripped him and started my play list he wasn't the shy type, he hold his chin up as I eyed briefly his toned body, I dressed off as well and he cringed to see what he did when he was out of control. I opened the shower and invited him to come in with me, his lower part was starting to became hard but I focused on the music, I let him wash my back, my short hair and most off my top.
He asked me if I was sore or hurt, were he can touch and this time I was enjoying this I was taking my time turning back and ford to feel his hands over my skin, I traced my palms over him as I soaped him carefully. We kissed, I moaned when he pulled me against his hard chest he was hard rock and needed more than kisses. Taking the risk he, lowered his hand to touch my no so responsive shaft I apologized but he didn't mind it and caressed smoothly my body, I could burn under his touch, but all my excitement was jailed on my mind. I didn't know how to voice it, I kissed him back the best I could, hold on him but didn't know what to do, I wanted to cry... trapped inside my own body when he was so hot, growling in my mouth because I hold him close to me.
I thought he had enough of my so light excitement, I cried softly while he closed the faucet and dried me and I made a ball in his bed, I didn't know were he was or what was he doing as I cried there all alone, so cold and sad I wanted him even if I didn't feel much or nothing at all. I was mess when he returned, he closed the blinds and closed the door of his room but I felt rejected no good enough, he was doing something but I couldn't tell what was it.... suddenly music really loud music filled the room. I haven't heard it before but I couldn't help it my heart was beating with that unknown tune.
My tears stopped by the time he finished whatever he was doing I felt the bed sinking and his hands undoing my nest, first were his fingers brushing my skin as he pulled the bed clothes above us, next was his palm and after that how it traveled down my back and traced his way to my stomach and he embraced me from behind, he was soft like myself now and it hurts me. He kissed my shoulder and I spaced out, the music was so loud so steady and the sweet melody like his hands molding my body to his
*" Baby what I can do to you?"
"sorry I.... I don't know... I promise... I thought it was all right to try I'm sorry... I"
*" tell me baby what you thought, was all right kiss you? was all right caress you? what you want... tell me... if I can have you, Evan tell me you want my kisses"
"when we danced was all right, your hands were on the right places but we had to stop we were in public... then I couldn't stop thinking how nice your hands felt so hot so right" he moved and the music changed to something I would dance. His hands moved to my hips and his fingers tapping inviting me to move to answer their beat on my bones.
I moved to until he was on top of me holding his weight close so I had space, I waved my body under him, he sat me over him and showed him my best moves and his hands all over me, I felt his hard on again and wanted to smile. I wanted to pleasure him but didn't want to stop my lap dance so straddled him and lowered myself until his tip was at my female entrance he reacted immediately holding me in place, moaned no to temp him so bad pleaded me not to let him feel how wet I was if I wasn't sure about having sex but he desired me so much... I wanted more, feel how much was ok.... slowly he entered me, any resistance, too hot inside me so nice...I noticed his heart beat inside me he called out my name as I moved on top of him. How my body can pleasure him so well, like heaven and hell was a mystery to me but I wouldn't change it, I felt loved.... he loved me.
'His tears as he hold me so strong because he was coming in me were real, he loved me'