I was in the play room each day at 10am, waiting naked and in the position on the mat. Each day Stephen was purposely late, which made me fuming mad. I had time to think about why I was doing this, a lot of time to wonder if I was crazy. Having a dominating male mate was the usual scenario for female weres, it was our natures since we were half wolves and controlled by their instincts. And she-wolves were submissive to their mates. Many women weres were dominant like me, but we just couldn't dominate our huge mates. Did I like being submissive like this? I actually loved it more than I wanted to admit. It wasn't natural for me to submit to my Alpha Mate, but the pleasure was out of this world. I was addicted to my orgasms, which meant I had to play this game.
Gritting my teeth I fumed while I waited. Stephen knew this of course, and the first day he walked in ten minutes late. I had my dog collar on and was waiting for him with my head down. I wasn't smiling which seemed to add to his enthusiasm. He instructed me lean over the padded A-frame bench, and he proceeded to blindfold me, and strap my hands and legs onto it.
"It's for your own good, slave," he told me as I rolled my eyes behind the blindfold. "You won't be able to remain still or quiet yet." Slave? He called me slave. But he was correct, I wouldn't be able to remain still. Stephen moved fairly rapidly, first he pulled my ass plug out, and added some lube while he shoved my ass vibrator in and turned it on fairly high. I tried to buck, but he had strapped my back down as well. I was immobile. He then put on my nipple clamps (ouch!) and brushed them with his fingers a few times just in case I wasn't in enough pain.
"I'll put the gag in your mouth in later sessions after I have shown you how to take my cock down your throat." I wondered where the foreplay was, and then he shoved the huge pussy vibrator in and turned it on fairly high as well. Oh sweet jesus that felt like heaven. I tried to arch my back while Stephen strapped the vibrator in place. While I was moaning he shoved his cock in my mouth. I gagged a little bit from the surprise, and he ran his hand over my hair, petting me I suppose.
"It's important for you to relax your neck muscles. You will want to gag, so practice relaxing all your muscles while you breathe though the sensation. I will push in and hold still while you get used to it." And he did. He would push in hard to the back of my throat, and I would try to relax my gag reflex and let it sit there. I breathed in through my nose when I could, and Stephen always made sure I could breathe. After a few minutes he began to push his huge cock further past the back of my mouth and down my throat a little ways.
"Slave, I will always let you breathe, always. Relax, just relax your throat." And I did, trusting him since I couldn't breathe. He pulled out of me in a few seconds and I took in great gulps of air. When I had calmed down he did it again, and we kept going for about fifteen minutes. It was hard to tell time with vibrators in my holes and a blindfold on, and a huge cock thrusting in and out of my mouth. His breathing was starting to get faster and louder, I knew he wouldn't last much longer.
"Slave, I'm going to shove my cock down your throat as far as I can, and will cum. I want you to swallow all of it, then lick my cock when I'm done. I'll let you breathe, don't worry." And Stephen shoved is cock down my throat and pumped his hot liquid down my throat. I swallowed all of it and he pulled out, allowing me to breathe deep.
"Good girl, you were fantastic for your first session. You earned your reward." Stephen took off my restraints and picked me up and put me down on my back on a padded table. The vibrators were still going and he took off both nipple clamps without warning. Christ almighty that hurt! He rubbed my nipples, knowing it hurt.
"Shhh slave, I'm allowing the blood to flow back. This makes the pain go away quicker." Well, I disagreed about that but remained silent. I think he had the whole nipple clamp thing wrong. And the paddle thing. Stephen pulled out my pussy vibrator and turned it off. He pulled my ass down to the end of the table leaving the vibrator in, then put my legs over his shoulders. I think he was sitting on a chair, and he started blowing across my pussy lips and ass.
"God you smell good, slave." He seemed to dive into my pussy as I arched my back and started to pull his hair. "Go ahead and scream slave, swear, buck, moan, react however you want to. There will be no penalties." Stephen said this as he pinched my clit and I just screamed at the sudden sensations! and bucked up. He pressed down on my abdomen to make sure I stayed on the table. He started to lap his tongue up my pussy lips and nibbled on my clit as he slowly rubbed my bruised nipples. I groaned and bucked, I loved being noisy.
Stephen loved to watch my reactions, he loved to watch his cock disappear in my hot canal, and he loved to watch his fingers make me climax. He shoved three fingers in me suddenly and I gasped at the surprise.
"God you feel good, Mate!" I cried at him as he moved is fingers in and out. He went faster, and started to gently slap the top of my pussy with his other hand. I just bucked harder into his hand and clamped my legs closed. Stephen pulled his fingers out and held my legs open while he slapped my clit a little harder. He then pulled my legs open wider and moved them toward my head, and dived into my pussy. He moved his tongue and mouth faster and faster, then bit down on my clit and rubbed his tongue all around. My orgasm washed over me like waves and Stephen continued. I kept cumming, my orgasms ran into each other and I started seeing stars.
"Master," I panted, "I can't take anymore."
"Say the safe word, slave, you need to tell me your limits."
"Chopsticks!" I cried as tears streamed down my face.
"Good girl, good girl," Stephen said as he gently brushed my pussy and blew on my clit. "You did good today." Stephen pushed me back up on the table as I bucked and trembled in the climax aftershocks. He took out my ass vibrator and said soothing things as I calmed down.
"Slave, I need to put a larger ass plug in, but go to the bathroom now if you need to." He took off my blindfold and helped me sit up. After a few moments I tried to stand up but my legs gave out. God that man had a gifted mouth. Stephen caught me and lifted me in his arms, kissing me hard. I could taste my juices on his lips and tongue but it didn't bother me as much anymore.
"You taste so wonderful, Mate," he said and carried me to the bathroom. He made sure I could stand up, pointed out a robe, and left me for a few minutes. When I came out Stephen was dressed and stood by the table.
"Up," he said as he patted the table, and I walked over and hopped up. He pushed me back gently and spread my legs. "I want to shave you tomorrow, I love your pubic hair but want to try this also. If you like it then you can start shaving for me, you don't have to if you don't want to. He then put some lube on my ass and his fingers, and worked it in.
"Breathe through this, love," he said and started pushing in a new ass plug. It felt enormous, and I was panting loudly through the pain before he was done. "You're going to feel exquisite as I shove my cock in your back door, I want to keep you ready" he said while tapping my larger plug. He then bent down and kissed it and blew across my pussy again. I shivered and bucked at that, I was still so sensitive. I never knew what to say half time, so just stayed silent. If Stephen wanted to know something he asked me, otherwise I was getting used to all these new sensations and feelings.
"Thank you, love, for saying your 'safe word', you need to know you can use it any time you feel overwhelmed. I'm also practicing self-control while I show you these things."
We met for the next two days and it was similar, and both days I was so swamped with my intense orgasms I called out my safe word. I think Stephen just kept going until I did, he was teaching me and learning about some of my limits. It was unfortunate that Stephen didn't have to ever choose or use a safe word, the intensity of multi-orgasms was a sweet agony. Also he shaved the area between my legs as I was strapped and bound open to him, and I got used to that feeling as I walked around later.
Each day Stephen came in later and later while I just waited, and on the fourth day I couldn't take waiting for Stephen any further- it made me boiling mad. At 10:30 I went to explore the rest of the house instead. I left my scent all over, up and down, in guest rooms, bathrooms, closets, and backtracked a lot, hoping to slow the overbearing Alpha down a little from finding me. I knew eventually he would and I would give him a piece of my mind. A little after 11am I heard Stephen's door shut and walked casually to his empty office and sat in his chair. I thought we could have a little talk about how I don't want to wait for him anymore, I thought our training was over. About a half hour later Stephen burst in his office door, his eyes dark and fuming. He simply walked over to me and picked me up and flung me over his shoulder. Upside down, I tried to reasonably explain to him how I hated waiting so long for him, I thought it was pointless and degrading. I was talking to his back as he walked the back stairs to our play room
Our training was definitely over as he walked into the room and dumped me on the mat like the first time. This time I stayed on the floor and tried to reason with him further. He simply held me head and shoved the gag in my mouth, picked me up like a sack of potatoes and strapped me face down on a large cross in the corner. He didn't say a word as he put a blindfold on me which made me a little nervous.
Stephen was breathing heavy, so I knew he was angry. I felt a different kind of flogger hit my back and winced and hissed at the pain the best I could around the gag. I didn't have any distractions now, I was just left feeling the pain. He hit me five times hard and fast with the pain flogger, then started to spank me hard on my ass with the paddle. He didn't count, and I didn't bother keeping track. I just focused on breathing. He kept going on and on, then stopped and rubbed my burning ass cheeks. He didn't give me pleasure, and I missed it, I craved it. And I was really pissed now.
"These sessions, slave, are about discipline as much as pleasure," Stephen said as he walked back and forth behind me. "You have no idea how much I have to restrain myself from doing even more to you. It's a delicious agony for me, knowing the pain I can inflict on your perfect skin. I could whip you so hard that blood runs down your back or breasts or ass," Stephen stopped a moment and put his forehead against my back and his hands out beyond mine. He didn't touch me except for his forehead.
"I can shove my huge cock in so far you bleed, I can break your ass if I'm not careful. I can push you too far and it would destroy everything we have. I have a monster inside, my wolf unleashed would just kill for indiscriminate pleasure. That's what makes me an Alpha, the ability to lose control of my human self so my wolf can fight for my pack, the ability for him to kill all other wolves without remorse.
"And I would never do it to you, me- the human part will never lose control with you. Even though we heal fast as weres, I would never break you like that. I crave more than your body, I crave your soul. I crave your fire, I crave your resistance, I crave your very spirit." Well, I thought to myself, that's fine for Stephen to say these things to me when I have a gag in my mouth, I wanted to kiss the dominance and anger right out of him.
"When I am able to tame you for a short time it's a type of climax for me," Stephen continued still not moving and I thought it still wasn't entirely fair I was all tied up. "Just like letting my cock shoot my load as far into you as possible. When you wrap your arms around me, or moan my name as you come, those fill me with something that defies description. All the weight of the world is lifted, all my responsibilities are forgotten, and I can merge with my soul-mate, I can die a little death and come back to life in your arms.
"I asked you to wait for me, I'm testing your limits- the same as you're testing mine. I asked you to wait patiently, I asked you to control your temper, you agreed to be submissive and to play this game with me. I've waited over ten years for you. I've already told you I imagined taking you this way, I even imagined whipping you in so many different ways. I've spent my long lonely nights wanting you in my bed, taking some of the load off my shoulders. I wanted you so bad it was driving me mad." Jesus I wanted to hold him, but my back hurt and so I had conflicting feelings about that. Nope, I was mad I decided.
"And then when I heard your voice I thought I had actually gone mad. I was sitting at my desk working and I saw this picture of a car headed right to... you. I saw you were in danger and shouted out loud. I felt your shock, your fear, and then your rage. It was like seeing the scene from your point of view, like you were projecting your danger to me. I couldn't get to you, I couldn't protect you like I needed to protect my Mate. And when we started talking I just needed to touch you. And you were so stubborn, I know you had your life but you know what? I didn't make the rules, and all I know is I need my Mate. You also need your Mate and here you are. Finally. Finally I have some peace.
"And god woman, you can get me all whipped up in a frenzy like no one else. I don't know how you do it, but one minute I want to fuck you senseless, and the next minute I want to whip the defiant skin off your back and ass." I again wondered when Stephen would remember I can't talk and take the gag out of my mouth. And then I thought that maybe, just maybe he knows and just wanted me all tied up so I will listen. Well I'm not a dog and I started to get riled up again.
Stephen started running his fingers up and down my striped back. I winced and inhaled sharply when he ran over my welts. He stepped back and started to take me down, he took out my gag and I loosened up my jaw. After he released my ankles, I stepped off and flexed a little. Ouch, those welts hurt. I slowly turned to him and my eyes were black with rage. Stephen actually took a step back before he stopped himself. I was naked, but I was mad.
"I read your rules out loud, Master, and now I'm telling you a few of mine." I jabbed his chest and he actually took another step back.
"Careful, Luna," he growled.
"No you be careful, Alpha. You will never, and I mean never give me pain without pleasure again." Stephen just held up his hand in front of his chest so I'd stop poking him there. "If I wanted pain I'd just go down to the bar and hear how you broke all the she-wolf hearts around here so my own heart would shatter inside. If all I wanted was pain I'd stay back in my lonely little bed in my boring little life and just wish I could touch your face one time. If I wanted pain, Master, I would try to date and screw some random guy and be so sexually frustrated he's not you. My heart longed for you, and I couldn't find you. I ached, I wanted, I waited, I suffered- I was so lonely without relief. I gave up everything, absolutely everything because I honestly can't live without you." My voice hitched a little, but I continued. I didn't care if I was crying.
"You whipped me in anger. I know you could kill me, that's what trust is all about. You didn't just make me choose to play with you, you asked me to trust you with my life. You will promise me now, right now, not two minutes from now but right now- that you will never again give me pain without pleasure." I was breathing heavily, trying not to cry. Trying not to feel my heart breaking. And I knew Stephen felt it also, we were connected, we were bonded, and we felt each other's emotions.
Stephen stood there looking at me grinding his teeth. Good. A little more calmly I continued, "You can always walk away from this, Alpha. You chose and are choosing to stay and lead these people. It's not a trap, it's a privilege- and all these wolves follow you like you're a god." I took a deep breath and took a step away from him. I wanted a robe, the ass plug was bothering me a little, but I bravely continued like a good little naked soldier.
"I am your Mate and your equal, Alpha. Or I can't be with you. I will play this game because you love it, and because I'm addicted to your cock. I wish I wasn't but I am. And now I can't live without you and I love you with my whole being. If I woke up without you I'd die." I stopped talking, I ran out of anger and I ran out of things to say.
To my surprise Stephen fell on his knees before me and wrapped his arms around me, pressing his face in my stomach. "I'm sorry, Luna, Danika, Mate, I'm so, so sorry." He breathed in my scent the rascal, I could tell he was getting aroused as he slowly moved his fingers to my lowest welt on my back. "I promise to always give you pleasure. Always."
I hissed out at the sensation of his touch, and felt my anger fading. I ran my hand through his hair. "Starting now?" I asked hopefully.
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