First of all, I would like to apologize if this chapter offended you, ladies in particular. It's all just a joke and not to be taken seriously. Furthermore, this is a fanfiction, which basically mean it's all fake. If you tend to be uncomfortable reading this, please do not continue or you could just simply skip the uneasy part. Again, I am very sorry.
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Hyemi's POV
Wait, Did Hoshi just confessed to me?
He placed his hand on my hand. "I'm not forcing you to pick me. I'll just let you think" he smiled. I nodded my head. "I'll bring you some food" he said, walking off.
I don't know who to pick. I don't want to choose. I don't even have that kind of feelings towards them, yet. Seungkwan came inside the room, bringing a towel and a bowl of warm water in his other hand.
"Why don't you tell me you weren't feeling well?" He asked, placing the wet towel on my head.
"I don't know" I muttered. I really don't think that I was sick. I think I was thinking too much, that's why I ended up like this.
He sighed, "you should take a rest. Call me if you need something" he said, walking out.
I sat up, as the towel on my head fell down to my legs. What happen if I choose one of them? Will the other hate me if I do? This is too complicated for me.
DK's POV
I wanted to see Hyemi again since she's sick but I can't. The members might think differently. I hope she's alright. I know I give her too much pressure but I just can't help myself. She's like playing with my feelings.
She was the second girl I had ever confessed to. The first girl was Kim Su Bin. She used to be my classmate in middle school. She was my first love. Everyone knows that, my family knows, the SEVENTEEN members know. Still, it breaks my heart to know that I can't see her again. I still blame myself for what happened.
{Flashback}
We were at the waiting room, it was my first time performing as a pledis trainee. It was my dream to sing infront of people.
Everything went perfectly until I got an unexpecting call.
"Hello?" I answered. Turned out it was my girlfriend's mom.
"Seokmin..." She cried. "Can you please come to the hospital now?" She asked.
Suddenly, out manager called me up to the stage. "Sorry, I'm busy. I'll call you back" I quickly hung up and ran to the stage.
After my performance, everyone told me I did great, which made me feel good about myself. I went to the backstage to call Su Bin. However, no one answered. I dialled her mom's number.
"Seokmin..." Her mom answered, sounded a bit sad.
"Where's Su Bin?" I asked.
Her mom sighed, "s-she's in a..." She didn't finished her sentence. Instead, she sobbed on the phone.
I was worried. "What? Where is she?" I really want to know.
"She's in a coma" her mom said, ending the phone call.
My eyes were wide as I felt the pain on my chest. I quickly ran to the hospital without telling anyone.
{End Flashback}
I should've come to the hospital earlier. She was in a coma because she got into an accident. It had been 2 years since I saw her. I can't even contact their family because all of them had changed their phone numbers.
*****
"Morning!!" Seungkwan yelled, sitting on me. I was on the couch, sleeping when he jumped on me. "Aish... Don't wake me up like that" I said, covering my head with a pillow.
Seungkwan grabbed the pillow from me and hit me with it multiple times. "Wake up~ Wake up~!" He sings loudly, almost damaging my ears. "Aaahh.. Stop singing!" I whinned, putting covering both of my ears with my hands.
He pulled me off the couch, causing me to fall to the floor. "Ouch!" I cried, getting up. "Good, you're awake. We have to reherse tomorrow is our performance" He said, marching his way to the boys room, doing what he did to me.
I walked to our room and saw Hyemi was still asleep. She looked tired. Should I wake her up? I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. I quickly turned and saw it was Hoshi. "Let her sleep" he whispered, walking off. Does he know I was thinking about waking he up?
Everyone was in the kitchen, eating breakfast. Joshua left Hyemi a plate of bacon. It seemed like non of the boy bother to wake her up. I know she's sick and all but leaving her in the dorm alone could be dangerous. She could hurt herself.
"Morning" I heard Hyemi walking in the kitchen. She looked utterly sleepy with her finger rubbing to her eye. "Oh! Morning. Let's eat breakfast" Hoshi said, swingging his arm around her as he leads her to an empty seat. I was staring at her, hoping to get her attention but it didn't.
She sat across me, which made me quiet happy about it. I kept on staring at her but she didn't even noticed. She's been paying attention to Hoshi lately.
Hyemi, remember me?
"Here, eat this.." Hoshi said to Hyemi, bringing up a slice of apple to her mouth. Hyemi didn't hesistate to eat it. "Juicy" she commented, giving him a thumbs up. Hoshi smiled and patted her head. I have to admit, She's like a puppy.
I rest my head on my palm as I watched Hyemi and Hoshi being all sweet and all. Hoshi pinched her cheeks which made me rolled my eyes. I suddenly noticed that Joshua was watching me the whole time. I quickly looked away.
Everyone was done getting ready except for Hyemi. We decided to bring her along now that she's all better. She was taking a shower while all of us wait for her at the living room.
All of a sudden, we heard her scream inside the bathroom. All of us rushed to the bathroom door. "Hyemi, Are you ok?" Woozi asked, knocking the door a few times. We heard her scream again.
"What's going on in there?!" I asked, pushing everyone away. I tried to open the doorknob but it was locked. Jun quickly grabbed a spare of key and lend it to me. I was about to unlock the door but Dino stopped me by pulling my hand away from the door.
"We don't know what's inside. She might be naked" He told me, whispering the last sentence.
"We don't have a choice" I said.
Vernon walked to the door and knocked the door. "Hyemi? Are you alright in there?" He asked.
We thought she wouldn't answer but luckly she did. "T-There's blood flowing" she shuttered.
Blood flowing??
"Who's blood? Where?" Minghao asked, raising his brow.
"I think it's m-my blood" she answered, her voice were shaking. "It's flowing in between my legs"
All of us was teriffied. Maybe we should look inside to check on her. She might be in danger or something. I quickly grabbed the key and tried to unlock it but Joshua prevent me from opening the door.
"What now?! She's bleeding in there!!" Seungkwan told Joshua.
"I think she's not bleeding because of any harm. I think she's just having her p-period" Joshua mumbled the 'period' part.
All of us were confused.
"How could she not know she's having her period?" S.Coups asked.
"Well, the fact that she lost her memories, maybe she forgot or something" Hoshi stated.
"How could you even forgot your period?" Wonwoo questioned.
"I don't know. I'm not a girl" Hoshi answered.
"Ok.. What should we do?!" Minghao panickly asked.
"I think we have to by her... Tampon" Joshua stated.
Just the sound of 'tampon' made us feel the shivers.
"But we're boys. Let's just call somebody" Hoshi said as he fished out his phone and dialed a number.
*****
Hyemi was in the bathroom with our stylish. She was helping Hyemi with her period which was actually awkward for us to explain to our stylish who's the girl but things turned out well.
It had been like 5 minutes of waiting, Hyemi and our stylish finally walked out of the bathroom. "Well, that was absorbing" Our stylish said after she walked out.
"Thank you for helping us, Noona. We don't know what would happen if you're not here" Hoshi said.
"You're welcome. Happy to help" she said, walking out. We exchanged our goodbyes.
As soona s the front door closes, all of the members turned to Hyemi, who was staring at us blankly. She tilt her head. "I still don't get how bloo-" she was cut off by Joshua. "Don't worry about it. It's just... Puberty" he said.
"Does this happens to you too?" She asked.
All of us shook our heads.
"We don't even know how it looks like if it happens to us" Jun answered, scratching his head.
"It's better you don't talk about your personal problems to us, when I say 'personal' I meant sexual" Junghan told her. She nodded her head.
Hyemi's POV
"Truth or dare?" Dino asked Minghao. We were all sitting in a circle. It was the boys 30 minutes break, so we decided to play a game of 'truth and dare'. It took a while for me to understand how to play. Woozi had explained to me a few times, finally I understood the game.
"Truth" Minghao answered, causing the members to groaned. "What?" Minghao questioning them.
"It seems like most of us pick truth. For once I need someone to choose dare" S.Coups said.
"Well, I'm not gonna embarrass myself" Minghao crossed his arms together.
"Well, truth it is" Dino continued the game. "How many times have you ever fell in love?" He asked.
Minghao counted with his fingers. "Like 2 times" he said, ended with a laugh.
"Ok! Moving on~" Minghao clapped his hand. "Wonwoo, truth or dare?" He asked.
Wonwoo pick truth which made them groaned again.
"Fine. If you got a chance to have a vacation at your favourite place on earth, who would you bring with?" Minghao asked.
Wonwoo swung his arm around Mingyu. "This guy right here" he said, indicating Mingyu who was smiling like there's no tomorrow.
"Hyemi, it's your turn. Truth or dare?" Wonwoo turned to me.
The boys were staring at me, waiting for my answer. I didn't want to disapoint them. "Dare" I immediately answered, causing the boys to cheer.
"I dare you to..." Wonwoo looked around the room. "I dare you to kiss Woozi on the cheeks" he said, ending his sentence with a giggle, an evil one if I may say.
Woozi and I were surprised, so were the others. "Wait, what?!" Woozi asked in confusion. "Hyemi, you don't have to it" Hoshi told me.
"Shut up, Hoshi. She pick dare and I dared her to kiss Woozi's cheek" Wonwoo said.
I turned to Woozi who was giving me 'are-you-sure' look. I smiled and nodded my head as I slowly leaned closer to him. I kissed his cheek and quickly backed away.
I turned to Seokmin. He was looking at with his wide eyes. I'm sorry..
Woozi turned absolutely red. The member cheered as his face turned redder. I laughed it off.
*****
I was walking to the dorm. I told the boys that I wanted to just walk instead of riding back to the dorm. It was a great opportunity to take a look around the place. I wanted to get some fresh air. It was cool outside at night, it felt great.
Unfortunately, I'm not alone. Someone wants to join and bring me back home safely. And that someone is Seokmin. It's not like I don't want to walk with him, it's just felt awkward. We didn't talk the whole time we were walking.
He was walking behind me and me, infront of him. It was a silent walk until he spoke up.
"Yah" he called out.
I turned around to him. "Hmm?"
"Aren't you going to talk to me? Are you going to keep ignoring me?" He asked. We were a few feets away.
"I'm not ignoring you" I said.
He walked closer to me. "I'm hurt, Hyemi. You know that! You kissed Woozi"
"I have too. Besides, it's just a game" I argued.
"No, it's not! You could've just quit playing!" He speak.
I groaned in frustrated as I walked away. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me into a hug. "Don't you feel the same way as I do to you?" He asked. I could hear his heart beating fast.
"I don't know" I uttered.
"Tell me, Hyemi. Is your heart beating as fast as mine?" He asked, whispering to my ear. Actually, my heart was beating fast. I just don't want him to know that, so I stayed quiet.
I pulled away from his grip. I saw his sadness in his eyes. I felt sorry for him. He looked down. "Let's go home" I said, walking further.
Suddenly, I noticed he wasn't following behind me. I turned around to see him still looking down to the ground. He was pinching his eyes. I couldn't help but to run to him.
"Hyemi, please accept me" he plead. I could see his tears running down to his cheeks. "I really like you... No, I love you" he said, which caused my heart to beat even more faster.
I quickly hugged him. He hugged me back as he cried on my shoulder. "I just don't get this feelings yet. It's complicated" I told him, rubbing his back.
He pulled away. I wiped his tears with my fingers. "Kaja. Let's go back home" I told him but he grabbed my hand.
"Let's walk together this time" he said, locking his finger into mine. I couldn't help but to smile. We walked back to the dorm, hand-in-hand.
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