Chapter 24:The Words You've Been Wanting To Say For So Long That When You Finally Say It..It Becomes The Greatest Moment Of Your Life.
I felt eyes ravishing my head yet I didn't know who was staring at me;I think I've gone mad.The feeling had been there for quite a while as I talked to Nate.
"Are you sure he'd be at that address?"Nate questioned hastily wanting to get Luke already.
"Yes Nate just go!I'll make sure he's still there but you have to go now!"I exclaimed happily and he just smiled.
In a single moment he got up and ran out.I wish I could record this.
As I opened up IMessage I started texting Luke to keep him occupied.
Me:Hey you got everything?:)
Luke:Yeah nearly cutie just need to get the rest of your clothes!:D
Me:Okay is everyone treating you nicely?:)
Luke:Yep since there's no one here except for Ms Baker but she's leaving for work in a couple of minutes-Shes lovely and a doctor!:-)
I stared at the text for a couple of seconds unknowingly.Wheres Mr Baker then? He was there earlier before I ran awa-
"You have got to be fucking kidding me!"I thought outloud in anger and a cup of annoyance.I hadn't realised how loud I spoke my mind till an old lady stared at me in shock as she walked past me with her walking stick.
Why does the universe hate me?!
Luckily Ethan was deep in thought to take account of my outburst;Liam and Kristen were also with him sitting in one of the booths nearly exactly opposite me.
Thank god there were about two coffee tables and a door between the booths and me.
Does he know I'm here?Was he the one staring at me so intensely?All I need to do is get out.
You can't run away from him forever.
I know,I know,I have university tomorrow.
But these feeling that keep rising within me need to be stopped before I get in too deep;deeper than I already am.I just can't deal with any of them right now..I just need to put my head on straight and stop thinking.
With that I got up sneakily whilst I banged my leg against the bottom of it.Classic Blair.Idiot.
I glanced at Ethan who had his beautiful light eyes locked on my dark ones.Oh shit.Now he definitely knows I'm here.
I didn't freeze and think as I just ran out of there the fastest my legs could take me and stood Infront of a strangers car.
Breathing heavily I didn't regret how I had just escaped talking to him,seeing him and stopping my heart beating faster for him.
I had heard footsteps running after me but they disappeared after a while,must of been a kid.Damn kid made me run faster..
Breathing to get myself back to normal,slight rain started splashing down at my feet.I love rain.
Without me even realising it became faster and much heavier till I was totally drenched in five seconds.
It made me calmer.
Heat traveled across my waist as sparks flew everywhere.I gasped quietly as familiar hands wrapped around my waist.My back was pushed into his chest,oh god. His thumbs slowly drew circles at the side making fire grow.
No he can't play with me when he has a girlfriend,Plus he's my proffesor.See two reasons he's an asshole for doing this to me.
He made me feel safe in his arms,a strange comfort that I wanted to stay with him forever.
"Let go on me"I whispered out difficulty.
"I'm sorry"He whispered back softly as his arms slowly let go of my waist.I turned around to face him.
"About what?Playing stupid games with me or being an asshole in general?"I took about five steps away from him so I couldn't feel his sweet breath hovering my lips.
He looked like hated himself-I didn't want that.
"I didn't realise I was doing this to you.."
"Oh you didn't,you didn't realise you were playing with my heart and my mind all the times you wrapped your arms around me...kissed my neck..my collar bone.The times you drove me insane because seeing you just made me realise how amazing you are.All of your tiny features that I started to notice.damn it."i turned back around not wanting to look at the disgust he would have for me on his face.
"I was being selfish...I did all those things for myself.Everday I looked at you and wanted you to be mine.I wanted to kiss you and hold you and wrap my arms around you forever.I tried pushing you away from the start so my feelings would stop.They didn't.
Your moans drive me mad,your scent drives me insane.Just being close to you gives me butterflies..I tried,trust me,I tried to control my self around you but I couldn't.Im sorry..I just thought if I l-l-o- liked someone so much they just had to like me back,that it couldn't go to waste"He couldn't think as he kept breathing in and out.
Wait what did he just say?!
"Fuck it.Blair.."His voice called out my name as I got pulled into his chest.My wet hair touched his face whilst I was spun around.
I couldn't look up though,I was so anxious.
His finger lifted up my chin so gently I had to smile,he's killing me right now.
He looked so serious and cute I forgot everything around me for a second.
"Wait why are you laughing?"He smiled out in a daze.
"You look like a cute puppy"I automatically responded and laughed even more as he pouted.
His smile lit up even more as he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear.
"You think I'm cute..you want to kiss me..you wanna hug me"He sung pushing me closer into him.I carried on laughing whilst he kept smiling and chuckling.
"Fuck...Blair I-i-i-"He stuttered out like he was scared.His face coming closer to mine slowly he didn't realise when he wrapped his arm around me once again.But this time he gripped it and held me against him;like he never wanted to let go.
"Ethan..."I whispered looking up into his eyes once again as I smiled.Our eyes locked on each other's.His mouth opened to speak and is grew anxious of what he was about to say:He looked me dead in the eyes and held me tight.
"I love you"
......... I-I..
Everything around me faded.
Happiness exploded within me.
Fireworks exploded in my stomach,my brain stopped thinking...
"I-i-i love you t-too"I whispered back as a tear slipped out my eye but the rain blended with it.
I had never seen him smile as he did today..it made me melt within his arms.His pearly whites were perfect along with the curve of his lips that were made so beautifully.
As his lips started coming closer towards mine my heart became eager and hungry for him.All I wanted was his lips on mine after all of this mess.My breathe started to hitch in my throat as my heart pounded faster and faster.
"Wait no!"I suddenly shouted covering my mouth and backing away unwillingly. I closed my eyes in pain."You have a girlfriend Ethan!I can't do this and you shouldn't of said you loved me!"I don't like Kristen but no one should go through that.My heart ached.
He ran a hand through his wet hair and looked regretful.
"I can't do this any more!Theres nothing between me and her!I LOVE YOU!And I have the girl I love right Infront of me and I don't want you to slip out my fingertips again.I get so jealous and this feeling inside me erupts every time I see you with another guy..Me and Kristen are not actually girlfriend and boyfriend"He exploded out.
What?
"I saw you kissing her..you looked like you loved her..I saw it in your eyes"
"That's because I had to force myself to think I was kissing you!Everytime she held my hand I thought of you and imagined you were holding it..I know im stupid"
There was a long pause as I processed what he said.
"No you're not.."I breathed out;letting the rain splat loudly on the floor underneath my feet."But why are you two pretending?"
"Mr Dickens..Kristen's father won't allow her to fulfil her dream of being an actress unless she settles down with someone first;Someone rich,but not as rich and powerful as him.Kristen couldn't get a guy that fast so she made me promise I would pretend until he's gone...
So, Infront of him we are together..and we had to fool everyone else too..even you.Kristen doesn't want anyone messing it up for her"He went silent after that.
Dickens..I've heard that name before but why can't I figure it out!?Ive seen him before;I had to he looks so familiar..
"What's Mr Dickens first name?"
"Richard why?"He raised a brow and my mouth fell to the floor.No.Thats where I've heard his name from.No.No.No.
"Oh my god"
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