It was sunday, just when Su XiaoMi was sitting with QianHui in a mcdonald,XiaoMi stared out through the glass window and think of YanYan. All he wanted was to scold himself stupid and childish.
"What do you want to do after this?" QianHui suddenly speaks, makes XiaoMi turn his attention back to QianHui. QianHui is a normal looking girl, with a cute character. Lu Yiyi said that getting such normal girl for him is more than enough. If she get one prettier girl to date him, it will not be compatible. Now because of Lu Yiyi these words, have make XiaoMi angry inside. He felt that his appearance is consider good looking. Why she say such thing!
"Later i will go home straight away" XiaoMi reply Qianhui.
"So early? Why not let's go for a movie?"
"Ah?... Ok, what movie?"XiaoMi asked.
QianHui did not reply. She stared out the window.XiaoMi follow the direction where QianHui stared and saw YanYan with a beautiful lady. YanYan took a quick glance at the two in the mcdonald , and dissapear with the lady in the crowd.
XioMi wanted to go into the crowd but it seems that it is getting late.XiaoMi was thinking, who is that lady YanYan with? He have never see before. Was she Yanyan's girlfriend?
Suddenly XiaoMi remember that if YanYan have a girlfriend, then he will need not be trouble by these whole silliness! Can breakfree. But now, this know in his heart have become more and more tight.
Qianhui saw that XiaoMi face have became pale, she was shocked. "What happen? Are you ok?"
XiaoMi nodded. " i think i could not watch movie with you today. Let me send you home"
Until after XiaoMi sent Qianhui home, there came one sports car stop right infront of XiaoMi. XiaoMi saw YanYan came down from the car. He could not help it but to start to question " i don't even have a motorcycle, just you... You drive a sports car??!!!"
YanYan ignore his questioning. He grab hold of XiaoMi's hand and throw him into the car. XiaoMi's wrist was hurt. "Very pain! What do you really want?! Why are you here?"
He felt that YanYan hold his wrist even tighter now. XiaoMi keep quite. He just wait and let YanYan drive. The car was calm and quite....
XiaoMi's feeling now is like the waves of the sea. It is not because that he is have car sick, but because when he try to steal a look at YanYan who is seriously driving with a frown eyebrow, he was frighten. YanYan seems look as if he is ready to kill.
" you found a girlfriend?" YanYan finally said. He as always being straight forward.
"Yes"
YanYan grow even more angrier. This time, he grab tight of the car steering. "Wtf! You have the nerve to say yes and admit it!!!"
XiaoMi first time heard YanYan using foul language. But he is not afraid. He proudly reply, "Why can't i say yes? Why can't i admit? You are a nobody to me. Why can't i have a girlfriend? You, you also can have one huge boobs girl with you, why can't i?"
After XiaoMi finish saying,YanYan stop the car at a quite place. Because YanYan stop the car too fast, XiaoMi was shocked and really wanted to scold YanYan.
"Who am i to you?" YanYan stared at XiaoMi with eyes slightly close, he move his body a little closer towardsXiaoMi.
XiaoMi seeing these kind of stare from YanYan, he starts to get goosebumps. He try to backoff when YanYan lean forwards.
" am i not the person that you like? Didn't you said that you like me?" YanYan pinched XiaoMi's chin.
"Me...when did i said that?" XiaoMi blushed after what YanYan said.
"Is that true? Want me to help you remember?" YanYan push XiaoMi's seat way back and put down his seat to the back. He turn his body and press onto XiaoMi's. He move close to XiaoMi's ears and blow air into it.
XiaoMi's head was total blankness. He.. What does he wants to do? Is he planning to do what lovers do? I thought YanYab likes girls... Is he using this position to punish me?
"Let me go" XiaoMi struggle to sit up.
YanYan put in more strenght now. He is very angry. Just few days ago, this man infront of him have admited that he likes him. Today, unbelievable that he bump into him having a date with another girl! What does he things i am?! This flirty little rascal!
Even YanYan do not make it clear to himself why in the world he is so angry about! What happen next, he himself also have never thought it will happen.
XiaoMi continue to struggle "What do you really want?"
"Punish you. This is the result of you finding another girl! I want you to remember, never ever forgot this kind of pain. See how will you ever able to find girls in the future!" YanYan shouted at XiaoMi. This man under him have cause him to loose patient.
"What do you mean? Only you can find other girls? I can't? I will go and find girls and let you see! One girl one month. One week one girl, one day one girl!"
"Is that so?" YanYan remove XiaoMi's pants in a very rough way. He uses both of his hand, one to hold XiaoMi's head and another to unzip his own pants.
No loving foreplay, no kissing.
He inserted his into XiaoMi's.
XiaoMi cried out of pain. YanYan to was in pain.
YanYan wants XiaoMi to remember this pain. And also he wants himself to remember it too.
"I am bleeding" XiaoMi said.
"I told you. This is your punishment"
XiaoMi was confuse. Beside pain, he have just did it with YanYan. They have just did what lovers do... He did not hate this guy that have just force himself into him. He felt he is full of love right now... He even lost his virginity to him... While he was thinking all of these, he fainted. He fainted because it was too painful.
When he wakes up, he is still in YanYan's car. The car now is infront of his house.
Seeing that XiaoMi wakes up, YanYan coldly said " wakes up? Faster get down and go home"
"Wtf! You just force yourself on me! What kind of attitude is this?!"
"Are you getting down or not?"
"You want me to walk home?"
"If not? You want me to carry you home and meet your parents?"
XiaoMi hurried get down. He is not good at words fighting. But this attitude of YanYan are very unacceptable.
Actually for YanYan, he was inshock too. While he was waiting for XiaoMi to wakes up, he looks at XiaoMi, he do not understand why he did it with him. He felt that there is a need for him to go home and get things straight.
XiaoMi reached home. His parents was watching tv. Seeing Xiaomi came home looking haggard, they was concern and ask " are you ok?"
" when i came home, i pass by a construction area and i was hit by the tools there" XiaoMi hurried upstairs and went to his room. He lay on his bed, cover himself with his blanket.
He wanted to give himself two big slap. He is angry not because he was force in by YanYan... But he was angry because of how YanYan treat him after that.
Over the other side, at YanYan's house living room. The tv was on but YanYan didn't watch it. He recap everything, all the event that took place and make a summary of it. He realised his feelings towards XiaoMi is not just likes to make fun out of him... It is more than that.
Tonight, XiaoMi was very sad, until he fall asleep. YanYan was sitting on the sofa for one whole night.