"You'll have to take two of these per day. One in the morning and one during the night" the Nurse informs me.
I nod at her.
"You'll also have to go here" she hands me a pamphlet.
"I don't need help" I look at her.
"I think it would be best if you go sweetie, it'll make you feel better"
"Whatever" I answer.
Jai was watching me. He had a frown on his face when he noticed that I didn't really care about what they were giving me or telling me to do.
The nurse left to get a couple papers for me to sign.
"Are you okay?" Jai asks for the millionth time today.
"Yes" I said with a hint of annoyance.
"Do you want to stay at mines?" He asks.
"No thanks, I rather go home. I'm more comfortable there" I answer him honestly.
He wanted to say something but was interrupted by the nurse walking in.
"Here sign here and date here" she indicates me. I do as told. I sign a couple more papers then I am let free.
I walk to the bathroom and change into some clothes that Jai got me. I sigh when I finish dressing.
Now I have to deal with all of these people that want to get the whole story. Haters.
I walk out to see Jai with a bag of stuff the nudes had given me.
"Ready?" He asks concern.
I nod my head.
He holds my hand but I pull away.
"I can walk alone" I look at him with a straight face.
"I know, but I just wanted to help you"
"It's okay Jai. Don't worry I'll be fine"
He walks behind me just in case I will done something or something will happen.
We walked out and thankfully the hospital had told the paparazzi to stay away from me and the hospital and they had respected that.
Jai walked in front of me when we were in the parking lot.
He opens the back doors to put the bag in and then he opens the passengers door.
He smiles at me when I approach him.
"Thank you" I get in and he closes the door behind me.
He runs to the other side. He gets in and starts the engine.
"You okay?" He asks again.
I roll my eyes because he keeps asking me this question.
Even if I wasn't I would still be answering The same.
"Yes Jai, I'm fine"
"Are you sure you don't want to go to mine?"
"I'm positive Jai, plus I don't want to be a bother to anyone right now" I tell him.
"You won't" he looks over at me.
"Eyes on the road" I panicked for a bit.
"We are at a red light" he looks up at the light.
"Oh, still keep your eyes ahead"
It was silent the whole car ride back to my place.
"You really don't have to come in" I tell him.
"You aren't getting rid of me that easily, you heard what the nurse said. Avoid being alone for a while"
"It's not like I will try to do something like that again" I mumble. "Not now at least" I say to myself.
"Come on, let's go" he gets the bag and waits for me to start walking.
I walk to the building. "You have my key right?" I ask him.
"Yeah" he looks for it in his pocket when we are on the elevator.
The elevator comes to a stop and thankfully it was at our stop.
We walk down the hall in silence. All you could hear was the sound of our shoes on the wooden floor. We go all the way down the hall to the right. Jai opens the door and let's me in.
I turn on the light.
"Woah!" Jai looks around the apartment.
I walk towards the kitchen to get a trash bag to put everything in it.
"It's okay I got this, go rest" he grabs the bag from my hand but I begin to pick up the things j had thrown on the floor.
"Heather I said I got this" he repeated himself.
"Yeah I heard but I'm not letting you do this alone, I clean up as well. I made this mess I should be able to clean it up too"
"But the doc-" I cut him off.
"I don't give a fucking shit about what the doctor said"
"Okay, fine. Please be careful"
"Look Jai, I'm thankful for you being here but you really don't have to be here. I can call someone to come stay with me"
"No, I'm not leaving you again" he looked at me. "Not like this"
"Don't look at me, and don't feel like you have to be here"
"Why can't I look at you?" He asks confused. "And I want to be here"
I don't answer him. I just continue cleaning up the mess I had made not so long ago.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asks.
"No" I defensively say.
"Okay but you will have to tell me soon" he says.
"Look Jai, I know I was stupid and I'm sorry but I never wanted for you to hate me"
"I don't hate you. Everyone makes mistakes. Nobody is perfect" he walks over to me. I look down so I don't look at him.
"I'm sorry for also leaving like that"
"I don't blame you, I probably would've done the same" I answered him even though I knew I wouldn't do the same.
He was trying to make me look at him but I wouldn't so he gave up after a while.
I had finished picking up the glass on the floor by the living room while Jai was somewhere else in the apartment.
"Heather?" I heard a whisper behind me.
I turn around and see him standing holding a bottle of pills.
"Why?" He shakes his head
"They helped" I shamelessly looked down.
"Why?" He repeated a bit angry.
"I was mad at the world"
"So this is how you ended up in hospital?" He asked.
I nodded my head.
"Heather, no" he walks over to me.
"Can I be you a hug?" I play with my fingers waiting for his response.
"You don't have to ask" he laughs a bit.
He walks closer to me and gives me a tight hug.
"Don't ever do that again" he says.
I nod my head.
"And with this whole situation we can move past it. I just can't stand the fact that you went to hospital because of this" he says shaking the bottle.
That wasn't all true but I'll let him believe that.
"I cleaned your room and bathroom so you can go rest. I can do this" he says.
"I can't let you do all of this" I tell him.
"It's fine, I promise" he smiles.
I shake my head.
"Tomorrow we can finish this up now please go rest, you need to rest" he pushes me to my room.
I sigh and change into a big shirt and some shorts.
Jai walked in to make sure I was okay.
"Goodnight beautiful" he kisses the top of my forehead after turning off the lights and just leaving the night stand light on.
"I'll be next door if you need me just call me, okay?" He tells me.
"Okay" I answer him.
"Good, now rest" he closes my door and walks to his room.
I sigh and just look up.
I turn to my side and look out the window.
I must've been up for about three or four hours until I fell asleep around three in the morning.
My sleep is the only place I don't feel anything and that's when my body is feeling relieved.
Nothing bothers me.
My head is blank.
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I have like really bad insomnia and it's Very annoying.
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