February 16, 2014
Dear J,
I couldn't help it.
I couldn't wait any longer.
I needed to write this letter.
this would probably be the shortest one yet; but my words express how much I truly feel.
the heart wants what it wants, J.
it hurts me because you matter to me.
you had enough to break me.
if we could only have this life for one more day.
if we could only turn back time.
you know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be.
my love, my heart, is breathing for this; moment in time; I'll find the words to say. before you leave me today.
hands are silent, voice is numb, try to scream out my lungs, it makes this harder.
and the tears stream down my face.
I miss you so much.
I hope you do, too.
I love you,
S