next week
I lay in bed, her beautiful brown hair sprawled across my chest as we lay together. We're like this alot, but I love it.
"tomorrow is our 5 month anniversary" I say playing with her hair
"hmm" she says. These 5 months have been the best 5 months of my life. I honestly don't remember a time where I've been happier.
I love her so much I think I'm going insane. I feel like a 13 year old boy, I'm obsessed. I wake up and I think about her. I go to sleep thinking about her. At training I wonder what we'll do after, while shes at shoots I wonder about her.
And these 5 months are months I've needed. Alot. I'm not going to blame everything on magui, but, her and moving to Athletico were two bad choices for me. And for about a year, I was in my personal hell.
I was losing friends, I was constantly mad for no reason, I had shit games and I was horrible. My relationship wasnt good too.
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"amor lets go for dinner" I smile kissing her cheek.
"cant going to bar with friends" she says immediately moving.
"oh okay, whose coming?" I ask
"uh the guys and Rosa" she says. THe guys is about 5 guys and Rosa is a girl who sleeps at a different guys house every night.
"oh can I come? I'm not doing anything tonight" I say
"umm that's okay" she says "but you know I am out of money" she sighs coming closer to me.
"oh" I say as she puts her hand on my neck
"wonder what I'm gonna do" she says, fiddling with the chain around my neck
"hm" I say. Then, she kisses me. She hasn't kissed me in a while.
"nice abs" she grinns kissing my cheek
"heres my card" I say giving it to her "have fun meu amor"
"bye" she says leaving. Shes always complimenting my looks, not all my looks, my body and shit. I don't mind it obviously but, am I really just that?
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"I love your laugh" Arya says, snapping me out of my thoughts.
"huh?" I raise my brows
"you have a very pretty laugh" she says, continuing scrolling on TikTok. And I'm back to thinking. I don't think magui ever said that. I don't think anyone has said that to me.
Anyways, I was down bad for magui. But it was really one sided, and I later learned that she didn't deserve all the love I gave her.
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I get a message from an unknown number. Its a video, and once I click on it I realise its magui. Magui and - doesn't even matter- magui is cheating again.
I sigh and grab myself a drink before sitting outside by the fireplace on my patio.
What was I even expecting. Soon after she comes back, I don't think she wouldve come to me but the amount of alchohol I've had is most likely leaving a scent.
"Joao?" she asks coming outside
"Ms hat trick!" I gasp raising my brows "3rd time you've been caught"
"what" she says, shes absolutely horrible at lying. Or maybe I've learnt when to know if shes lying.
"Joao youre drunk I don't know what your talking about" she shakes her head.
"liar liar pants on fire! pants burnt off so quick you went out in your underwear!" I stand up and stumble to the bin. I accidentally drop the bottle of vodka on the ground instead of the bin.
She screams.
"calm down will you! be glad I haven't kicked you out of this house yet" I mutter picking up glass shards from the ground.
"Joao its - your foot!" she shrieks. I look down at my foot. Covered in blood. I don't know what the hell I think but I start laughing
"oopsiesss" I laugh pulling pieces out of my foot.
"joao I'm scared" she says backing away from me.
"magui. in these 4 years I have not once hit you, I've not once disrespected you, I've not once tried to do things to you in your sleep- all things you cant say!" I say
I finish pulling out glass from my foot, I cant feel anything but I think I need to call an ambulance.
"what now" she says crying
"why are you crying!" I groan "j-joao I'm sowwy I cheated on you for the MILLIONTH TIME please forgive me I'll give you head!" I mock her
"I'm not doing this again magui" I mutter going to the bedroom.
"what are you-" she freezes as I put all her clothes, makeup, things, in a box.
"go stay with one of the 'guys'" I say throwing her things out the door.
"oh one more thing!" I gasp. I grab her phone and unlock it using her face id. I dial a number
"hello, come pick magui up from my house please" I say before hanging up
"goodbye Magui!" I wave
"Joao your mad" she says
"do you want me to be happy? ooh yippeee lets have a threesome in that case!" I huff
"crazy bitch" I mutter calling the ambulence because the pain is starting to get to me.
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That's a night that I don't think about often. Try not to at least.
"Joao" Arya says, turning the phone off and laying on top of me.
"hm?" I ask, intertwining our fingers
"I forgot what I was gonna say" she smiles laying back beside me. I chuckle and wrap my arms around her from behind.
"I love you" I kiss her cheek.
"I love you more" she smiles
"nao possive" I say tightening my grip on her and kissing her cheek a couple more times. She turns and makes me let her go.
She smiles at me "you have such a cute smileee" she says "you look like a puppy" she smiles kissing my cheek.
"I got you something" she gets up to her desk
"what?" I widen my eyes as she comes back with a box
"I was at the shops before, and I thought you might like it" she says sitting beside me.
"I love it" I say grabbing her head and kissing it
"you haven't even opened it!" she laughs
"I already love it" I say opening the box. Its a ring. and around it is some writing. 'for my pretty boy- i love you'
I smile even wider, and put it on my finger.Im going to marry this girl.
🗝
chat my man is acting up and not playing roblx 😢
(he's asleep)
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