I watched how the world works at night
Too tired to sleep and rest my soul
It's like I'm living in the same moment
Over and over and again and again
I cannot stand to repeat all of this
As my life falls back in a circle
With no way out and no sides to see
Sides that I could lurk and cry into
To see how the world revolves
And how the peoples live in it
It saddens me that they are trapped
In their own cycle which they chose
I am trying so hard to save myself
Joining in the lunacy with no purpose
I kind of lose the sense of living
But what if I died a long time ago?
And this was all just a harrow place
In intention not to test but curse me