"Whenever I meet you, my life gets more messed up,"
Yazia uttered with pure venom making Taehyung look at her with a hurt expression. This was it he was done with her blaming him. He burst out in hurt.
"I messed up your life...Wow, I should say this to you because you messed up my life since you showed up at the shooting range. I messed up your life, you messed up my life, my mind, my sleep, my peace and at the top of all my heart just by that one look in your eyes." He almost yelled at her.
"You are hunting me everywhere with your prideful eyes, my dreams are not even a safe place." He said. "What are you talking about?", Yazia asked him getting irritated.
"What I did huh? just cared for you why are you behaving like I am the worst person alive", Taehyung said to her almost crying. He was not able to control his emotions feeling lost.
"You cared for me? why? who you are to care for me?", Yazia asked and stated the answer on her own. "You are nothing to me, stay within your limits, Kim Taehyung."
"What the fuck I fell in love with an audacious Woman, what did I do to deserve this much harshness from you", Taehyung said in a defeated tone. Yazia scowled at his words and retorted, "What did you say, Love, my fucking foot", Yazia spat out and Ayzal Gasp at her words and said loudly. "Yazia! stop."
Yazia stepped forward looking directly into his eyes and said, "You don't even deserve to think about me normally and you are talking about love", she chuckled humorlessly in anger and continued, "You are far from me, the gap between us may seem like only three steps but to take these three steps you have to die thousand times. we both are standing on different paths, and I am sure you can never find the path I am standing on", Yazia's tone was so harsh.
"You want to have me? You are not even a Muslim", Yazia said her last words and turned towards Ayzal. "Let's go he is just a waste of time", Yazia said pulling Ayzal towards the car. Her every word was shattering his heart into a thousand pieces. Yazia's words tore through him like a knife, carving a deep wound. Tears were on the verge of flowing. Ayzal looked at Taehyung and felt bad for him but sat down in the car starting the engine she knew there was no way Yazia would listen to her.
Yazia sat on her bike riding away leaving a shattered Taehyung behind. He stood there and breathed out tears started falling without his permission. It took him a fair time to get out of it.
"Where the heck I got myself into?", he said pinching his nose bridge. He sniffed whipping his face with the back of his hand and got inside his car. He picked his phone up and looked at the missed calls from his father.
"Fuck... Fuck... Fuck...", Taehyung said and hit the steering wheel. he calmed himself down and started driving towards the office. "Why the I even care...", he said to himself while driving the car.
"Why the hell I can't stop thinking about her? she just tore my hear, but still I can't stop thinking about her. It's like a curse that I just can't shake off. I feel so stupid for still thinking about her, but I don't know how to break free from her hold on my mind.", He let out a frustrated sound. He drove as fast as he could to reach the office. In 15 minutes he reached the office.
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"Where the hell were you? huh?", his dad asked as soon as he stepped inside the office. "sorry Dad I got something in my way", Taehyung told him in a low tired tone. "you need to come here at 8:30 It's 9:15, why are you so irresponsible. Taehyung now you even started getting late for work", Mr. Kim told her and he listened to him without uttering a single word.
"you missed the meeting even had files with you, because of you, the meeting got postponed. do you even know how important it was?", He continued scolding him and when he didn't find any response or witty remark from Taehyung he looked at him.
Taehyung was standing in front of him looking down. Mr. Kim sighed. "I am disappointed Taehyung, but when did you not disappoint me", he said and went away leaving Taehyung trying not to burst into tears.
Taehyung sniffed and controlled his emotions and quietly went into his cabin. he was feeling tired. "why does no one understand me", he thought to himself.
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"Hey... Taehyung stop drinking you are already wasted", Namjoon who was sitting beside Taehyung said and Taehyng chuckled, his eyes were red due to the attempt of trying to control his tears. "yes I am a waste, a total garbage", Taehyung said and Namjoon narrowed eyes.
"Are you ok, I never saw you trash-talking about yourself. Even if messed up big time you never self reflect", Namjoon said and Taehyung just drank another shot. "She said I am a waste of time", Taehyung said sniffing like a kid.
"Who made you aware of this truth", Namjoon said and Taehyung narrowed his eyes. "Are you really my friend, at least try to comfort me", Namjoon laughed at him and he pushed Namjoon away. "get lost man... call Ha-joon you are not helping me", Namjoon patted his back.
"hey... who said this to you? why are you slucking over this many people shit talk about you but it never bothers you", Nahjoon asked and Taehyung gulped another shot and replied. "Because She is not people. She... is my warrior, whatever she says matters."
Namjoon got confused and asked, "Is she a girl, who you are talking about?" Taehyung placed his head on the backrest of the sofa closing his eyes and not answering him. "Hey... Taehyung?", Namjoon shook him up but he didn't budge.
"Wait here I call my driver, so he can pick us up, stay here don't move", Namjoon said pulling his phone out and going out to call the driver.
Taehyung was laid on the sofa muttering Yazia's name in drunk state. Leena was sitting a little afar from both of them she saw Namjoon going out and she walked towards Taehyung, she sat beside and called him, "Taehyung...", She used a soft tone Taehyung opened his eyes and looked at her.
"What?", he said in a tired drunk tone. "Are feeling upset?", Lenna asked and touched his chest. Taehyung nodded at her words. "I am really sad, sooo much sad", He told her being drunk. He was not aware of his surroundings.
"Let me help you to get happy then", Lenna spoke in a hushed tone caressing his chest. He looked up at her and said. "You are not my warrior only she can make me happy", He told her and Leena shamelessly tried again to take advantage of his state.
"But she is not here, she left you but I am here with you, Let me make you happy", Leena kneeled between Taehyung's legs he looked at her with his drooped eyes and chuckled. "You don't have the eyes that make me happy.", He pulled his legs up on the couch and settled himself on the couch laying on his stomach.
"Yazia... I'll be a Muslim....", Taehyung said and knocked out on the couch. He was continuously muttering Yazia's name. making Leena boil in jealousy. She never liked her and now it made Leena hate Yazia.
Namjoon came and saw Leena on the ground beside the couch and asked her. "Why do you look like Taehyung rejected you real bad", Namjoon asked her not knowing the case and he fueled the fire without even knowing. Leena didn't say a word just stood up and walked past Namjoon.
"Why they all are fucked up, I am unable to understand their all behavior", He looked at Taehyung and added, "One is drunk to the end, she was pissed without any reason and Hajoon ghosting everyone because of his girlfriend." Namjoon sighed not understanding the reasons behind all this and pulled Taehyung up.
Namjoon spotted Taehyung getting him out of the bar. He took him to his car and settled him down in the back seat. "My warrior... I can't lose you..", Taehyung mumbled and Namjoon sighed looking at his broken condition.
"Love is scary, if it can make an arrogant, selfish person like Taehyung cry like this then I never want to feel it", Namjoon said and got inside the car too.
"drive to my apartment", he told his driver and picked his phone up scoring through it. Taehyung moved towards Namjoon and placed his head on Namjoon's shoulder. "Don't leave me...", Taehyung said and Namjoon chuckled. "I'll never leave you, but I am not the one you want", Namjoon laughed at his words and spoke. "Why my own words give me gay panic." He looked at Taehyung and felt bad, Taehyung is like his little brother seeing him like made him feel really bad.
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Taehyung groaned and opened his eyes, he looked at the ceiling and sighed. "Where I am", he asked in a tired tone and jumped up from bed when Namjoon spoke, "At my home." Taehyung looked at Namjoon sleeping on the bed. He narrowed his eyes, "So, you took me with you?", he asked Namjoon and lay on the bed again.
"No you are transported by a potel from your house to my house early in the morning", Namjoon said ironically he didn't even turn towards Taehyung. "Good thank you for telling me I am very excited Whoo... I got super powers", Taehyung said in a bored tone replying with the same ironic vibe.
Taehyung turned to the side and hugged a pillow sighing. "I am stuck real bad, no way out I can't run anywhere", he stated loudly and Namjoon sat up and looked at Taehyung being hopeless. "If there is no way out then don't try to run, fight and conquer the whole thing", Namjoon told him.
"I can't, she hates me to death", Taehyung told him and Namjoon asked, "You really love someone?", Taehyung nodded. "but what can I do she hates me to death as I said before", Taehyun repeated his words. "Then die, she'll stop hating you", Namjoon said and lay on the bed again
Taehyung heard his words and smiled and nodded he sat up on the bed. "yes... yes... I can die", Taehyung said excitedly and got up widening his eyes. "Slow down I was not serious", Namjoon said and Taehyung shook his head.
"I am not talking about dying in real, but I can die for her I'll show her that I can die for her maybe she'll melt", Taehyung said hopefully. "You mean you are shamelessly going after her, you forgot you were depressed just a minute before", Taehyung smirked and nodded.
"That much depression is enough, I am not the one who gave up easily, when I can die for her then why not just shamelessly go after her", Taehyung said and Namjoon patted his shoulder. "Best of luck then", Taehyung shook his head and said.
"Rather than waiting for luck, I'll make my own luck."
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