I was having such a great sleep until I woke up from having a stupid ass dream of him. Ugh that fucking bird imma kill. He keeps popping in my head and I cant get him out. I dont want to keep thinking of his body, hair, lips. See! I keep thinking of him and it is getting on my nerves. I cant figure out why I keep thinking of him and I just want it to stop. Just get out my head!
Anyways, I get out my soft and comfy bed and I go to the kitchen. I grab some cereal and mild and I grabbed a bowl and started eating. I ate a full bowl and then I brushed my teeth. Did he like the kiss? Why do I care its not like I liked it......yeah. I brushed my hair and I rinsed my face. I checked outside if my clothe were dry and of course they arent. I grabbed my bra, hoodie, and some leggings and put them on. This will work. I dont think I have anything to do today so I guess I can just go to the roof.
I walk outside my house and I see 2 old men come out of no where and try to jump me. Me! They must be knew to the old raggy town, because if they arent they must know who I am. They try and swing punches but I easily dodge them and I punch them in the side. They are around a foot or 2 taller then me but I will still beat their ass. One of them tried to punch my face but I dodged and hit him in the chest. The other comes around and punches me in the side and I wince at the pain but I just swung and kicked him in the side.
He falls on the ground and the other kicks me in my knee and I buckle but I just punched him in the balls and he falls on the ground. I wince as I stand up and I go into my house grab my bandana and I try and run to the roof. I wobble and almost fall as I run but I dont stop. I wince and groan in pain. Damn those men hit hard. Who are they? What did I do to them.
I make it to the roof and as soon as I get there I lay on the ground on my back. I wait for Hawks for 10 minutes and I just look at the sky and the bright ass sun in my eyes. Im gonna become blind if I keep doing this. Ah fuck. I hear Hawks come on the roof and he goes to me and asks, "Little bird whats wrong?"
"These two older men jumped me before I came here." I see his has get stern and hard.
"Who were they?"
"I dont know I never meet them before. Maybe they thought I had money and tried to take it. Or maybe they wanted to kidnap me and then rap me with theyre wrinkly skin." I say in a kind of joking tone to lighten him up.
"This aint funny. Are you hurt?"
"They landed to punch me in the side and kick me in the knee but I think I hurt them more."
He knees down and puts his hand on my knee and looks up at me. "Can I see?"
I blush slightly and nod. What the fuck!? What am I saying?! My heart an mouth is not listening to my brain!
He lift my leggings up and he sees a bruise start to form on top of my knee. His face is still serious and hard as ever. "And your side?"
I nod and he brings his hand to the hem of my shirt and lifts it up slowly. There are some small scars all on my torso. He discards them and is focused on my now bruised side. He puts his head down and kisses it, I hiss at the pressure. "I am sorry."
"Dont be." I say to him as I put my hand on his hair and his face is so close to my body still. What is my hands doing?!
"Tell me what they looked like and I can find where they live and give them a talk."
I feel his hot breath on my skin. "No dont do that its fine."
"I am not gonna argue with you baby, so fine."
I chuckle and then wince as the pain shoots to my side.
"How about I take you to Recovery Girl."
"No its really fi-"
I was interrupted from him picking me up bridal style and flapping his wings. "Hawks! Put me down!" I say as I wiggle.
"If you dont stop wiggling around then I might drop you."
I stop and I look at his hair. Dont look at his eyes. Dont look at his eyes. It will hurt him. Wait, I want him to die. I hate him? Yeah I do. Yeah. Yeah I do. I always will.
He brings me to Recovery Girl and he walks into her office. "Recovery Girl I need you to help her."
"I am really fi-"
"She isnt."
"Okay so what hurts," Recovery Girl asked as Hawks sets me on her table.
"Well I got jumped and I got pretty bad bruises on my right knee and my right side."
"Okay well all I have to do is give you a peck on the forehead and youll be good, but I need to ask you something. Hawks leave the room real quick." Recovery Girl states.
He lets out a groan and goes out of the door. "Yes what is it?" I ask.
"Are you YN?"
"Uh what...no.. no im not."
"I know you are by the voice. Hawks is a little dumb at times and cant tell those things."
"I-I dont know what your talking about though."
"Dont lie to an old woman."
"I- ugh just dont say anything."
"He likes both sides of you, YN and the Mysterious girl. Dont hurt him."
"Just dont tell him its me. And wait he like YN too?"
"Yes dear. He comes in here after yall fight and he always talks about how pretty and beautiful you are, and he isnt lying."
"Ah well thank you."
"Yes well you should get going this old lady is busy you know."
"Yes ma'am"
I walk out the office and I see Hawks in a bench waiting for me. "What did she ask?"
"Nosey pants."
"Just tell me."
"Nope, but thanks for caring and bringing me here." He likes me. YN. The plan Yn. Dont forget the plan.
"Of course little bird."
We walk out and I ask "Are we going back to the roof top or what?"
"We could go on a date?"
I raise an eyebrow and say "Oh really?"
"I mean if you want of course."
"Fine just because I dont wanna make my pretty boy sad." Why would I say that??!!! He is not my pretty boy!!! What is wrong with me??!!
"Your pretty boy?" He raises a brow and smirks.
"......Yeah."
He continues to smirk and he takes my hand into his. He intertwines them together. "So where do you want to gofor our first date?"
"Um I dont know."
"Well we could go eat at this cafe and then go to a park, if that sounds good to you?"
"Yeah thats sounds good."
We walk and we go to this small cafe and we sit at a table. He sits across from me and looks at me, what looks like awe? I look down and blush. The waitress comes to us and when she looks at Hawks she imminently blushes. "Hello my name i-is Sa-Sara. How yalls day b-been?"
I look at she apron which has a notepad, pen, and a towel. "Mine has been fine."
She rolles her eyes and looks at Hawks, "And yours?"
"Mine has been fine too."
The waitress smiles at him and asked us, "Are yall ready to order yet?"
"No." I say in a stern voice.
She rolls her eyes at me and leaves and i watch as she leaves and I hear Hawks chuckle, "What are you laughing for?"
"You are so jealous."
"I am not."
"You are."
I roll my eyes and look at the menu and I just want the burger. I look at him, not in the eyes just at him. "Do you know what you want?" I ask him.
"Yeah I think I just want the burger."
"Ok same."
The waitress comes back over and she smiles at Hawks, "Do you know what yall want?"
"We both want the burger please." He says.
"Her too?" She points at me.
"Yes, i do why the fuck would he say we both do if I didnt." I lean back in my chair.
"That not lady like." She says under her breath.
"Shut the fuck up before I make you," I say.
Hawks just smirks at me and he brings his shoe up my leg. I dart me eyes to him and mouth "What the fuck."
"And what drinks?" the bitch Sara says.
"I want a water." I say and Hawks says "Same."
She leaves and I look at her up and down and let out a scoff.
"Youre so jealous."
"Shut up Hawks."
"Make me~"
"Not here."
"Aww man."
"Whats up with your foot on my leg?"
"Wanted to see your reaction."
He moves his foot back and we wait for our drinks and food. Sara comes back and sets our stuff down and rolls her eyes at me.
I start to eat when she leaves and it taste so good. I moan at the taste and Hawks takes in a deep breath. "Stop doing that."
"Doing what?"
"Moaning."
"I only do it when somethings good."
"I can make you feel good," he whispers.
"Pervert." I kick him softly under the table.
He leans over the table and lifts up my mask and kisses me. Then he sits back down.
"Ugh."
"What," he asked.
"You kissing me."
"You know you like it."
I roll my eyes and we continue eating.
Time skip (After date)
We talked a little bit about ourselves and he revealed his name. Keigo. I like it.
We are walking to my house. I am letting him do that. I think I might like him. The plan is gonna hurt. But I am finally admitting it. I like him. I like him the same amount as I hate him. Ugh this man. I am going to have to change plans. I have too. He has to see my face. We make it to my run down house. "I have to show you something." I say as I open my front door, "Come in."
He walks in and he looks around. "Its a little messy, sorry," I say as I scratch the back of my neck.
"No its fine."
I take a deep breath and walk in front of him. He look at me confused and I put my hands on my bandana. I slowly untie it. I cant do this. Fuck. Come one YN dont be a coward. Fuck. I slowly pull it down. "Im sorry," I say when I pull it all the way down. His face is in shock and his eyes go wide. His mouth open a little.
"Y-YN?"
"Im sorry I didnt tell you."
"Yo-youre the one I just went on a date with?"
"Yes."
"Wow."
I was about to put it back on but he grabs my hand and pulls it down, "No dont do that."
"I know you like me. Both. YN and the Mysterious girl."
"Who told you?"
"Recovery Girl. She knew who I was."
"YN, I...am in shock."
"You should leave."
"Why?"
"This will never work, my plan the entire time was to destroy you, to kill you."
"But Yn, dont do this."
"Leave, please."
He was about to say something but he walked out. I took a deep breath and almost cried. Dont cry. Dont cry. A tear goes down my face. No! Fuck! I punch my wall and I felt a pain shoot through my hand. Fucking hell!! The tears start coming down. I run to my room and start punching the wall. A hole is now there. I fall onto my bed and I cry all night.