I won't give up
Chilled's POV:
It's the last day of E3 and I'm so excited. Me, Ze, Hutch, and Chimney are so going to rock that Rockband contest. I'm not the singer even though I want to be I decided on just playing the guitar. And I have to say I'm pretty awesome at it.
I know it's a toy guitar but hey I still can play the real one. I have one back home. It's pretty sick of you ask me. I've been practicing a song that I wrote for someone very special.
"Hey Chilled are you ready to beat these suckers in this Rockband competition," Ze said as he came to my side.
I was about to answer him before I finally took a very good look at the outfit he's wearing. He's wearing a red shirt that has a maple leaf on it. He has this ridiculously big hat that is supposed to represent Canada and a tie to go with it.
"I want to say yeah but I have to ask you about the outfit your wearing," I said trying not to laugh at it.
He looks down at his outfit and then looks back up at me. He stares down at me so seriously that I thought his eyes were going to pop out of his chest. He then scoffs and crosses his arms.
"I could say the same thing about you," he said and I looked at what I was wearing.
I had a very nice plaid shirt that doesn't make me look that bad and jeans. I then realized what he was talking about. I look up at what I'm wearing on my head. I'm wearing this long black haired wig and a black hat that's almost the same size as his.
"Touché," I said and he broke out into laughter.
I had to join him because we both do look very ridiculous. I heard other laughter too as Hutch and Chimney had finally joined us.
"Hi should have been the first thing I say but I can't help but say both of your outfits are ridiculous," Hutch said trying to keep his laughter in control.
"Instead of a Rockband contest you both look like you were trying to see who could dress the funniest," Chimney said and I rolled my eyes at him playfully.
I hear Ze chuckle as it does look like we're trying to do that. That's why me and him are best friends. I mean people say that me and Adam are really close but I honestly can say that Ze will always be my best friend.
I know Ze had wanted to tell everyone about our relationship. But I didn't want too. We had a huge argument before we came to the Rockband contest. But that moment when we talked about what we were wearing it felt like we hadn't argued earlier today.
Sadly we didn't win the Rockband competition. The judges were probably just afraid of us and our awesome outfits. But that did give me sometime to think about the song that I'm writing.
I want it to be perfect and I need the right moment to play it. But my guitar is at home. I can't play it now. Me and Ze had decided to explore more of E3 and I managed to buy a guitar for a cheep price.
"I can't believe you actually bought that," Ze said as I took it out of its casing.
"What it was cheep and it looks good," I said checking to see if it's okay.
"Whatever dude," he said and I laughed at him.
Ze then invited me to go out and eat dinner with Diction, Gassy, and Renee but I denied on his offer. This caused another argument about how I didn't want to let anyone about our relationship. But the real reason is that I needed to finish that song and I won't stop until it's done. This song had to be perfect like that perfect someone that keeps popping in my head.
I didn't realize the time when I had finally finished my song. The sun had went away and I was left with that crispy cool fresh air of the night sky. I realized that tomorrow was my last day in LA and I know I had to do it tonight.
I get my guitar ready as I played a few strings on it. I did a little tune up until I got the sound that I wanted to get at. I hear talking from outside and I know they are here. I hear the door open and I see Ze walking in with Gassy, Renee, and Diction.
"Chilled," Ze said but I just shook my head.
It was telling him that he shouldn't speak. That I just wanted him to listens. I then got my guitar ready and I started to play
~Pretend Chilled wrote this song and not sung by Jason Mraz lol also play song here~
I play the strings of the guitar and I look into his eyes
"When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold," I said smiling at the blush that was forming.
"And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?," I said getting ready for the chorus.
"Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up," I said looking back into his eyes.
"And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find," I said now walking closer to him.
"'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up," I said stopping right in front of him.
"I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make," I said
"Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake."
"And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am," I sang out loud.
"I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, I'm still looking up," I said realizing that we had our own problems we had to deal with in the past.
"Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)," I sang as the others had sang with me.
"I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up," I said putting the guitar behind my back.
I can see the tears form into his eyes as he stares at me with a happy smile. That's right I'm in love with Steven Viking. And I'm not afraid to admit it. He came running to me and I gave him a big kiss.
I can hear the other clap behind us and I didn't care anymore. I wanted to let them know so I asked them to sing with me at the end. Yeah I messaged them the parts they had to sing and they were on board.
We break the kiss and I look into his emerald green eyes. The same eyes I keep falling in love with. From the first time we met to the time we read our fanfiction with Galm on that live stream. And in the future I know that I'll still fall in love with them.
"Thank you," Ze said and I smiled at him.
"No matter the problems we go through I won't ever give. I will always be by your side until the day we die," I said and he nods.
I can hear the others silently leave. Well not as silent as I can still hear them leaving. I wipe away the tears that had formed as I sang him the song. I won't ever give up on us Ze. Never and I gave him a kiss that will always last us a life time.
This was another request by @Elisabeth401 and yeah this time I wrote a song shot I haven't done one of these in a while so I'm like why not do one for this. Yeah I'm happy how it turned out since I had the song on repeat.
Yup this song was repeating in my head as I was writing this song. So yeah I better hope you all enjoyed this. Request are welcome as now I'm getting them. I'm pretty happy that I'm getting them so thanks guys :3
And as always
With lots of love 💛
Dially
Brofish