"I am your birthday present."
"Sweet...can't you accept it?"
"..."
Lisa really didn't expect that Jungkook could say such words without any sense of shame.
She was stupefied for more than ten seconds in that person's non-transitory gaze, until the sensor light in the fire stairwell went out.
The darkness cut off the other party's gaze with a certain deep emotion. Lisa just breathed a sigh of relief and tried to slowly return to reason, only to hear the boy in front of him make a crisp finger.
So the inside of the stairs lit up again.
The eyes are facing each other, and there is no way to avoid it.
Lisa forced his brain that was about to crash, and finally found her own line before Jungkook's eyes became more dangerous and uncontrollable--
"What will happen if I take it, and if I don't... what will happen?"
The girl's black and white eyes were tentative and cunning.
Jungkook narrowed his eyes lightly.
...Sure enough, after so long, his little girl has also become smarter in this respect.
"If you don't accept it, I will be very upset, very upset."
He slowly repeated those three words, but Jungkook couldn't see any emotion on his face--
"Then, what I will do by then is beyond my control."
Lisa choked.
——
Unlike the joke when Jungkook was suddenly pulled into the stairs just now, she could clearly feel the dangerous aura suppressed on the edge of the explosion.
Lisa shrank back, although the two walls directly behind her did not leave her any gap at all.
Then she curled her lips hard: "Jungkook, you actually didn't buy any other gifts, so you took this ribbon to deal with-ah..."
Her voice changed abruptly, because the boy in front of her suddenly dropped his eyes and bowed.
Unlike so many times before, Jungkook did not lean to the girl's ear this time. He even hooked the girl's jaw with the hand tied with a ribbon, his eyes drooping, as if he was about to kiss it directly.
Lisa was really frightened, she instinctively opened her face to the side and closed her eyes tightly.
As if the hot breath stopped on her cheek.
The voice close at hand is hoarse and low-
"...Do you accept it?"
"..." Lisa was almost crying because of the posture of giving a "gift". "Receive it, can't I charge it..."
Jungkook laughed dumbly.
"Is this a compromise?"
"——I hope you have more backbone."
Feeling Jungkook retreating, Lisa turned back to him in shame.
Then she discovered a key problem-
"I have received both the gift and the gift..." Lisa stomped a little unconsciously, staring at the darker eyes, "Why are you... still not leaving?"
The boy tilted his head, his lips twitched: "But you haven't removed it yet."
"..."
Lisa really opened her eyes round this time, just like an elk who only found out that she was surrounded by coveting wolves, almost harmless and almost frightened.
However, she obviously didn't know that this look would only make the "wolf" in front of him more difficult to control and self-sustain.
This time it took Lisa longer to find her voice, her pretty pink face flushed red——
"Jungkook, you, you--"
Jungkook couldn't help laughing with the cute look that the girl had never shown before, but his eyes gradually became as deep as ancient ink.
"What am I?" he asked with a lazy smile.
"You—you shameless!"
This is probably the most ruthless and unkind remark Lisa has said in the seventeen years.
Jungkook's eyes flashed, and his exit was like a joke——
"For you, I don't need anything. What is the face?"
Lisa: ".................."
She found that after Jungkook abandoned the "bottom line of life", she was completely unable to compete with him in words.
Jungkook's eyes flashed again, making an innocent look:
"Oh, you are embarrassed to dismantle yourself, are you?"
"...Then I will help you."
Jungkook said, supporting the wall above Lisa's head with one hand, and touching the first button of his white shirt with the other hand.
When doing this movement slowly, his eyes fixed on Lisa for an instant.
As if waiting for the girl's reaction.
"——!"
Lisa was dumbfounded, and froze there motionless, her head was blank.
Jungkook's first button was already untied, and the girl still did not respond in a daze.
Jungkook moved for a while.
After two seconds, he lowered his face and chuckled:
"Satisfied you."
As soon as the voice fell, the arm supporting the wall was slightly pressed down, and the slender fingers closed together to block the girl's eyes.
"...How do you look like a little goose?"
After isolating Lisa's gaze, Jungkook raised his jaw again.
On the boy's white jade face, there seemed to be a hint of redness, and the uncomfortable emotions in his dark eyes had not faded away.
Then he quickly unbuttoned the other buttons.
After ten seconds, Jungkook put down his hand covering the girl's eyes.
At this moment, Lisa probably reacted, her eyes were tightly closed, and her interlaced eyelashes were shaking slightly.
"You can open your eyes."
"..." Lisa clenched her fingertips, "I don't."
"I really have a'gift' for you." Jungkook smiled helplessly.
——
Sure enough, it was too funny.
"..."
After hearing this explanation, Lisa still had some doubts.
"If I really want to do something, I don't need to wait until today."
It wasn't until Jungkook said that Lisa was sensible and opened her eyes hesitantly.
The eyes are beautifully lined abdominal muscles, Lisa immediately closed her eyes and pushed people away when her cheeks turned red.
Only a second before she moved, she saw something else.
Lisa was stunned.
——
On the white texture of the boy's heart, there is a green and ink flower body with the word "Lis" pierced.
The edges of the strokes are still slightly red and swollen, apparently just recently completed.
Lisa raised her gaze with a slight lag, and looked at Jungkook with some disbelief.
He was also looking at her non-stop, his eyes were dark, like a dark cloth of stars:
"Just said I was a gift, not a joke, but serious."
"..."
"I will give you what I will be ten years later, and I will be yours alone until I die."
"..."
"It doesn't matter what choice you have made in these ten years, whether you give up or not."
He paused, his eyes half-downcast, and sighed like a smile:
"Ah... I will be thirty-one in ten years, will you despise me?"
Before Lisa could answer, he raised his eyes again, "But it doesn't matter, this is my choice alone."
"Sweet," Jungkook whispered, "Happy birthday."
After speaking, he turned and left.
When he walked out of the fire stairwell, Jungkook's fists hanging on his side were clenched tightly, and the blue veins were blooming on the back of his white fingers.
Saying "one person's choice", but dare not stay to hear the answer...
He laughed mockingly.
——
Jungkook, it turns out that you would be so mean and so weak.
............
In just two days of the college entrance examination, candidates prepared for it for three years.
Everyone thought that those two days must be long and impressive, but to Lisa, those two days were like countless ordinary days in the past.
No need to remember or forget. But when I look back, like the shadow in the living water, it always fades and fades until it disappears completely. No matter how you recall, it seems that you can't capture the slightest trace.
On the contrary, after that, like the most relaxing and happiest vacation in life, the people around me, the things that happened, and the moments that I can recall accidentally... are like carved into my bones.
No matter how young it is, every scene at that time is like yesterday, or even closer.
It's close as if you stretched out your hand, and you could still touch the lively figures inside; when you put your ears up, you could hear the childish but sincere laughter at that time...
It's just that the longest vacation seems to be the shortest. It didn't take long before they ushered in the college life they had never seen before.
Lisa's performance in the college entrance examination was normal, and she won the liberal arts champion in Qingcheng without any difficulty, and smoothly got the right to choose her favorite school and major.
This time, she also didn't choose which school to go to according to the "should" of most people around her, but carefully filled in the goal she had thought about.
And this time Lisa's parents, Qin Jingguo and Li Jinghe did not intend to stop.
"You will be a real adult in less than a year."
After knowing Lisa's choice, Li Jinghe told her like this.
"And you have graduated from high school. Your father and I don't mind letting you think and live like an adult half a year in advance. Then from today, you must remember-we will never interfere with your choice. But again, only you have the ability to be responsible for every choice you make. You must do the same."
Probably to show this determination, Li Jinghe and Qin Jingguo unanimously chose to watch Lisa's report to the university across the province.
Only Grandma Qin was still a little worried and reluctant to leave the day Lisa left home:
"You parents are cruel."
Granny Qin hummed angrily, as if she was afraid that the two sitting in the living room would not be able to hear her.
"The 18 or 19-year-old child, the first time he reported to college, his parents were still with him. You are only seventeen, and your parents just leave it alone."
Lisa smiled helplessly and comforted Grandma Qin: "Grandma, I'm fine by myself."
Grandma Qin heard what her good granddaughter said, so she couldn't talk more about it, so she stared at the two parents on the sofa again.
Bambam by outside the door carried Lisa's suitcase in his hand, and sighed after he weighed it up, "Lisa, have you contacted the consignment over there? You can't carry such a heavy thing by yourself."
Lisa nodded and smiled slightly, "Second brother, don't worry."
...
On the way to the airport, Lisa looked out the window without saying a word.
Bambam has a different color on his face.
——I don't know if it was his illusion. It seems that from a certain point in time after the college entrance examination, Lisa became... silent.
The silence that was not the same as the silence before.
Afterwards, Bambam tried to talk to each other several times, but Lisa seemed to just respond in a perfunctory manner.
Until Bambam couldn't help it anymore, his eyes floated and asked a deep question——
"I went to your school to get you the materials and graduation certificate. I heard that you got good grades at the same table....Which school did he go to?"
"..."
Looking out the window, Lisa's figure stagnated.
After a few seconds, she lowered her eyelashes slightly and moved her lips: "I don't know."
"..."
Bambam's eyes sank, and he didn't ask this question again.
After that, there was a long silence, which lasted until entering the airport, Bambam checked the baggage, and Lisa also took the ticket and waited to enter the terminal.
"Goodbye, brother."
Before leaving, Lisa still put a smile on her face.
"Yeah." Bambam answered.
Only after Lisa turned around, his face immediately turned ugly.
——If he can find the **** kid who makes them so sad for Lisa, he must throw people down the river to feed the fish!
At the same time, Lisa's mobile phone, who was queuing up, shook.
She looked down at the screen, her eyes froze.
After a few more seconds, Lisa put the mobile phone that he had taken all the way back in his pocket without a notice.
Many years later, when Lisa remembered this short message again, she still couldn't help feeling complicated.
——
At that time, I never thought that it would be the last message she received from him in so many years.