This a request of @Siddha_5302, thank you all for giving me time to write the request. Due my broken laptop I lost a lot of what I already had... And time isn't something that I have laying around. I hope you understand that I am still trying to do every request I have gotten. I know it was long ago but I will write them as I promised. It just takes longer than I wanted to!!!!
Working was the only thing RM knew to do, as leader of one of the most popular boyband there was no time to play around. Writing songs, making music, go to dance practice, make sure the members got everything they need. Making sure everything was lined up so that everything would go as it was planned.
But RM didn't care, he knew what he signed up for the moment he wanted to become a idol and if that meant staying in the studio for days it didn't really matter.
Even if RM was ready to stay in the studio for another 4 days, Jin thought it was enough. He hasn't seen Namjoon come home in 3 days and he only left the studio if they had dance practice or he needed the bathroom. He swear that Namjoon face was getting paler by the day and he hated to see it.
So with that in mind Seokjin opens the door to Namjoons studio and walks in.
"Joon, don't you think it is time to come home? It is Thursday night and you haven't seen your bed in three days." Jin says.
"Hyung, thanks but no. there is a lot of work that I still need to do and I have to finish it this week place I only have till next week. Then I will catch up on some sleep, I promise."
"Joonie, I know you can finish it in no time. But I am not leaving without you today."
"than you can wait a long time."
"No.. let me be clear I am going to annoy you all the time till you go with me." Jin says as he sits down on the couch with his phone.
Namjoon looks at Jin, the expression on his face is serious and he knows that Jin is not going to leave him here more than he needs to be and if Namjoon was really honest with himself he could feel himself getting irritated but didn't want to fight because he also knows that Jin just really cares about their health.
If they didn't worry or took care of themselves Jin would do it for them, and this was the moment. Namjoon knew that Jin never does things like this when he doesn't need to.
"Come on." Jin says.
"Fine." Namjoon says after a little hesitation, he turns of the computer after saving his work and as he gets up from his chair where he has been sitting in for hours now. The world spins for a bit as Namjoon stands up to fast but Jin waits till Namjoon is ready to go.
"Oh dam! My phone is still laying on the couch. I be back!" Jin says before running back to the room that is a minute away. He opens the door with the code he knows and searches for his phones on the couch before coming back smiling awkward at the fact that he once again forgot his phone.
"Thank you." Seokjin says before they get in the car and they drive home.
****
As Namjoon opens his eyes, he does feel a lot better than the days before. Working days after days was taking its toll and even though he didn't want to admit it infront of the members he knew that Jin was right. He should take more rest to take care of himself. If he didn't do it who was going to carry the weight of the band on their shoulders.
"goodmorning hyung." Namjoon says as he sits down at the kitchen table smiling softy as Yoongi makes breakfast for everyone.
"RM-HYUNG!" Jungkook says loudly as he come running into the kitchen and he sees their leader for the first time in days at their dorm.
"Kookie." Namjoon says as he smiles at the happiness of the younger.
"I have this amazing idea for a song." Jungkook starts making Namjoon smile as he starts to tell all about a song idea he has.
"Let's discuss this in the studio today." Namjoon says as Yoongi makes big eyes that it is done for now. The dorm must also be a place where there is no work, in the dorm they are brothers, at the studio they are colleagues and bandmates.
"Fine." Jungkook says as he smiles at the others as Yoongi puts down pancakes and calls the others in the dorm that it is time to eat.
Everyone comes running down and they enjoy their breakfast for the very first time that week with the seven of them.
"I love moments like this." Taehyung says softly as he smiles looking at his brothers.
Breakfast is fun and all, people are talking laughing and none of them is prepared for what will come in just one hour from now.
"Oke so lets meet at the practice room in around 4 hours." Hoseok says as everyone nods and go to their separate ways all having a different schedule set for the day.
Namjoon and Jungkook walk up to RM studio and they walk in, weird enough the computer is turned on the folder with music files is open on the desk top.
"That's weird." Namjoon says as he walks up faster to the computer feeling his heart race as the folder seems to be empty.
"Where are the files." Namjoon says, feeling everything boil in his body.
"SEOKJIN!" Namjoon screams as he runs out of the room leaving Jungkook clueless but following him down the hallway to the room were Seokjin is busy with talking to a manager.
"How could you!" Namjoon says Seokjin looks confused at the leader.
"What?"
"WHY did you do it!" the anger is getting more as Namjoon is looking at the oldest.
"What did I do?" Jin asks confused looking at Jungkook for an answer but Jungkook is lost and confused too.
"Joon please calm down and tell me what is wrong." Jin says but Namjoon doesn't seem to want to calm down.
"You deleted all the song didn't you! Why?"
"I didn't do anything Joon, why would you even think that?" Jin asks not sure what is going on but the other members are slowly gathering in the same room as Jungkook had texted that something bad is going to happen.
"Please you turned on the computer you went to get your phone and you deleted all the things I had! Was it because you still can't dacne and need more time? Is it because you can't get your voice to sing right? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WORK I PUT INTO THAT!" Namjoon starts screaming.
"Joon for real, I didn't do anything." Jin says but he can feel the eys of the other and he sees that none of them is believing him.
"That you don't have any talent doesn't mean that you have to make my talent disappear into nothing. I hope damn well that I can still find these files." Namjoon says as anger is not leaving him.
"You are such a huge ass untalented bad f*cking dancer!"
With that Namjoon leaves the room angry, leaving Jin standing there with his mouth wide open.
"Hyung it is ok if you accidanlty deleted the files just tell him that." Jungkook says trying to ease.
"Do you think I am untalented?" Jin asks looking at the members confused and hurt.
"No.." Yoongi says looking sadly. "He was just angry, but you aren't any of the things he said and he knows that too."
"But why did you deleted it?" Hosoek asks.
"I didn't." Jin says, but he can feel that none of the members is believing him so he just leaves the room.
That same afternoon Jin walks into the practice studio and the everyone is already there, Namjoon is not even looking up and none of the members are looking at him or answering his hello. The music starts and they start to dance.
The tension in the air is the only thing everyone can feel but as long as Jin isn't going to explain why he delated the files they are not going to talk to him.
And like that a week goes by...
Namjoon is sitting in front of his computer and looks happy at the screen.
"Finally." He says.
"You're done RM?" a voice speaks behind him.
"Just finished." Namjoon answer the manager that looks proud at him.
"I hope it is better than the songs from last week. A staff member showed me what you already had but I told him that you could do so much better. It was not your best work, I hope he deleted it."
Those word struck Namjoon like lightning.
Deleted...
"I had to start over last week.. so I hope this is just as good." Namjoon says. "I'll sent it to you."
With that the manager nods and smiles before leaving the studio... Namjoon can feel the guilt all over his body.
He knows what had happened...
He sends the song to the manager before leaving the studio, he needs to get home...
With his thoughts high up in the sky he doesn't seem to notice a speedy car that is coming his way, he can hear a voice calling his name before he can feel two hand in his back pushing him away and falling on the side walk while he can hear someone being hit by the car.
****
That same morning jin is looking in the mirror... His eyes are puffy and red from crying.
It has been a week and the members are not even talking to him, they don't say hi or play with him. They don't wait for him for diner and even if he cooks none of the members are even helping him after wards.
He knows that they are just hurt, by the thought that their hyung deleted their future, he even thought it was ok. He even thought that once the times comes everything will be ok again. So every morning he puts a smile on his face, trying to show them it is not hurting him as hell.
Today he isn't in the mood to go to work. The members wouldn't even notice that he isn't there in the morning.
So he sits down on the couch as everyone is gone to the studio, slowly hours passes and he knows that he has to go to dance practice and he gets out of the couch as he starts walking towards the studio.
It isn't far only a 15 min walk, he can see the building and he can see Namjoon lost in his thoughts standing by the driveway. Waiting to cross the streets.
Jin is only a few meters away and he can see a car speeding towards Namjoon, not speeding towards him. But coming right at him. Jin starts to run, run faster than his legs have ever needed to run.
"RM!"
Just in time he reaches Namjoon, he pushes Namjoon with all the strength in his arms as he can feel tha car against his body, the power makes him lance himself meter away before the darkness takes over.
****
"Joon what happened?" Yoongi asks worried as he runs towards the leader sitting in a police car with a blanked wrapped around him. His whole body trembling.
"I messed up so badly hyung." He cries as he hugs the second oldest.
"lets follow the ambulance." Hoseok says the others nod and follow the ambulance to the hospital where they have to wait for hours.
"Hello, I am here regarding Kim Seokjin." A small nurse walks in and smiles softy with a sad expresiion on her face the members look up.
"He needed to have a operation. One of his lungs collapsed, one arm is broken and one leg. Two ribs are broken and a few a sprained. His head got a full blown and for his body to heal it all he needs to be in a reduced coma."
The members are speechless.
"is he going to wake up?" Namjoon asks feeling guilt all over him.
"We hope so." The nurse says. "You can see him."
With that they follow her to the room Jin is laying in, his face is all bruised, his body is barely recognisable due the injures and Namjoon knees can't handle it anymore as he sinks to the ground and starts to cry.
"I am so sorry." He cries. "I know you didn't delete them. The staff did." He cries making the members look up.
"WHAT?" Jimin and Taehyung scream.
"The manager told the staff to delete all the files because he thought they were bad music." Namjoon cries.
"you knew! We have been ignorming him for like the whole week!" Hoseok says angry.
"I know, I just discovered I needed to clear my head and couldn't wrap my head around what I did. I should've listened to him. He would have enver done that. How could i." Namjoon cries. As the other members start saying sorry to Jin even though he is still in a coma.
****
Minutes have turned into hours, hourse into days, days into week, weeks into month and month into a half year.
It has been six months since Jin got hit by the car by pushing away the leader and now Namjoon was sitting on the side of the bed, like every day at vistor hour.
"Today we learned a new step, it is really hard. I can't wait to see you try it. You always have been better at dancing than me. I believe that you learn it even faster than I did."
Namjoon keeps on talking and talking, telling Jin all the things he is missing. The songs he wrote he even let the older listen not sure if he could hear him. But than Namjoon holds his breath as he sees the finger of Jin move.
The monitor next to the hospital bed starts to beep and a nurse come running in but calms down as she looks at the screen and turns of the volume.
"Hey." Jin says making Namjoon look from the nurse to the man laying in the bed. His body has healed over the 6 months laying in bed.
"Hyung!" Namjoon says wrapping his arms around the older as he cries out of happiness before taking his phone out and calling the members.
"Joon, he it's ok. I am ok." Jin says not sure why Namjoon is this happy.
"You have been in a coma for 6 month hyung. Can't blame me for being happy."
"6?" Jin asks confused. "I saved you hours ago, are you hurt?"
"It wasn't hours ago, it was 6 months ago. I was fine. I am so sorry for blaming you. I now know it wa'n't you. The members are so sorry as well. Please please forgive us."
Jin is speechless, he didn't even know he has been sleeping for 6 month and the worst part he is still tired as heck.
Not even 20 min later the other members run into the room hugging the older as they cry just like Namjoon happy for the older to be alive and awake.
"How are you?"
"Good." Jin says.
"we are so sorry for everything."
"the guilt has been eating me alive."
"I wish I could go back."
"It was so painfull that you were the one that ignored us for 6 month, but I guess we deserved it."
Everyone looks up at Jimin as they start to laugh as they know it was just a joke from the younger and even Jin can laugh about it...
"I am so sorry for what you all went through, you totally deserved being ignored by me for that time. Though for me it just felt like yesterday." Jin says. "so maybe I should do it a little longer so I can enjoy it."
The others smiles at him.
"Joking." He says as he hugs the other back.