Tw: hospital, mention of suicide, coma and sh
I don't know how long it's been, but I hear beeping and people talking, I slowly open my eyes, and it's so bright, why is it so bright, the ceiling looks like a school or hospital.
Am I in a hospital
I look around, I am in a hospital
kits sitting on a hair asleep with his arms crossed, he looks stressed
A doctor walks past, and I call her over
"Oh, you're awake," she smiles, walking over
"Um w-what happened," I say, really confused
"Oh, you can't remember," she asks
I shake my head
"Well, you self harmed very badly, and you were in critical condition. If your boyfriend did call emergency services, you might not have made it."
I just lay there shocked
How can I do that? I probably scared kit so much. I'm the worst boyfriend ever
I look out the window. It's really dark.
"Um, what's the time?" I ask, rubbing my eyes
The doctor looks at her watch them back up at me
"Quarter past two in the morning, December 24th," she smiles
I lay there even more confused, I've been in hospital for a week?!
"I'll get your nurse to check on you, and you can have some rest while I find him," she says before walking off
I look over back at Kit again he looks so stressed
Fuck..
What did I do..
I'm the worst boyfriend ever
I look onto the other side. There's an iv that's connected to my hand with blood in it
How much blood did I lose? I think
I hate hospitals like this, gender specific hospitals I'm fine with, but just normal hospitals I'm terrified of
I want to get out. I want someone to let me out. I'm scared. Let me out
I feel my eyes getting wet with tears, and I look back at kit. He's still sleeping.
"Kit..." I cry
He doesn't hear
"Kit, please wake up."
I'm sobbing now
"Kit, wake up, please." I sob shaking his arm, completely ignoring how my wrist is in agony
Kit starts to stir, and I keep sobbing and shaking his arm. Kit slowly starts to wake up, and he sits up on the chair, rubbing his eyes
He slowly looks over to me and sees me sobbing. Kit was in shock that I was awake. Even he started to tear up, but he tried to contain himself for me
"Kit..." I sob again
"It's okay.." He says, stroking my hair
"I don't like it here.. Take me home.."
"Baby, I can't. You have to stay here until they say you can go." Kit continues stroking my hair
"I hate it here,"
"I know you do,"
"I-i want a hug." I sob
Kit leans over and hugs me gently carefully, not to hurt me. I smile a bit, and kit rubs my back
"How have I been in here for a week..?" I ask
"They said you were in a coma for the amount of blood you lost," he said quietly, "and because of how much blood you lost, you weren't getting enough to your brain."
I start tearing up again. How much did this affect kit..
"I-im so sorry I ruined Christmas.." I sob
"Hey, hey hey, no, you haven't." Kit says
I nod, and I put my head in his chest
"But I'm just so happy that you woke up and that you're feeling a little better, I love you so so so much river seabrook,"
I look at kit and smile, a proper smile for the first time in weeks
"I love you too, Kit connor,"
We both lean closer, and our lips press together, having one of the most memorable kisses ever
The end