Yn's POV,
The day passed without any other exciting happening or my heart's racing. Which means, no Min Yoongi!
So as my hormones hit right, I'm now bored, blankly looking at the night sky, with stars filled, blue hued....
Today's sky is pretty clear. It's really rare nowadays. Even if it's not that cloudy, the stars are not that visible from a big city like Seoul. But on the contrary my childhood is filled only with sudden mountain visits and stargazing.
*soft chuckling*
So it would be like this, I would be exhausted from studying throughout the year. And once my results are out, there would be a month long break from school. And in the summer vacations too. And my family would literally decide in two minutes that we need a weather change. But dad used to have work everyday. So Stargazing on the mountain top was our thing.
I'm sitting in the open balcony of my 5th floor apartment. The chilled breeze, the fresh smell of air and the silence paired with cricket's sound, is making me super nostalgic, in the dimlighted room.
Some warm drops of water escaped my eyes comforting the freezed cheeks. And my cravings for the stupid, little, soft and endearing, rare family times, increased multiple folds.
*Notification*
My phone got lightened up. I picked it up with lethargy dropping off of my every body part. All the heavy duties are making me inheritly sick.
Ou it's mom.
Mom:
Yniee, can you come home next Thursday? We all are having a party during the festive. Tell me if you can!! Okay?
Yn:
I'll ask for a leave.
But for how many days I have to stay?
Mom:
Omo! You replied quickly!!
Are you that free suddenly?
2 days will be okay.
I'll introduce you to some of my friends. So after that you can go back😊
Yn :
Sure mom.
You made new friends?
And I just came home from hospital.
Mom:
Okay. Rest 😘
Yes, and they are really good.
Oh well, How are you?
Yn:
I'm good.
How are you two?
You both taking medicines regularly?
I'll check once I come!!
No more replies...
And there won't be any until she decides to check again for another request or help Or...
Anyways!
Maybe it's because I'm introvert?
I don't really get along even with my family well. And probably because I stay far away from them too.
They all live in Ulsan. While me, 4 hours away, here. In a BIG city, with "BIG DREAMS", not sure if they were mine anytime....
Can't even remember the times when I had a dream. Or....had the scope to have one....
*scoff*
..............................
*Phone ringing*
Yn: ........*sleeping*
*Phone Ringing*
Yn: ......... *still sleeping*
*Phone ringing*
Yn: ........?
I can hear a ringtone coming from outside of my head!! I open my eyes sheepishly...
OH NOOUU! IT'S MY PHONE RINGING!!
Hehe, I thought it was some music I was dancing on in my dream......Haha Haha! *awkward*
I pick up the phone without seeing who it is cause the ring was about to end. A very heavy, mystical voice hums in my ear as soon as I release a hello.
Yn: Yes?
?? : Are you asleep?
Yn: You are.....?
?? : *chuckle* It's fun when you don't recognize me!
Yn: ??
I check the screen to confirm what I'm thinking. And yes...it's Min Yoongi. It wasn't that hard to assume I guess.
Yn: Mr. Min, I'm so sorry for yesterday's behavior, as you could say I was re...
Yoongi: I call you for the first time and you start apologizing?? That's not a good welcome! *talking in pout*
Yn: *caught off guard*.....umm... I mean!!
Yoongi: You know how much nervous I was before calling you!!!??
Nervous?
Min Yoongi!!!?
He's nervous for....Me??
Am I hearing right? Wait...I must be still dreaming right? RIGHT RIGHT!! It's Must Be A Dream!!
Yoongi: And now you won't reply??
Yn: Me..um..I....
His tone while talking to me is really low and gentle. And it's helping me secrete gallons of Adrenaline in my stomach!! His raspy voice is doing nothing but breaking me internally, havoc!
Yoongi: Are you annoyed that I called?
Yn: Annoy!! Um..no...
Yoongi: Then why aren't you talking?
Yn: Why...did you call?
Yoongi: mmmm....I just thought of you!
Yn: Oo!
Yoongi: what Oo?
Yn: Nothing:)
Yoongi: Yn! *heavy voice*
Yn: Hmm?.....
He just called my name!! But....
My stupid heart melted just at his deep voice..
I don't know what he'll say, but I'm thinking alot of things altogether!
Is he gonna ask for the date again that got postponed for me? Is he gonna ask what I'm doing? Or is he gonna ask for my favorite things like what is my favorite color and wha...
"Are you blushing?"
°০° ?
A-Am I blushing...
Yn: How did y...
Yoongi: So you're!! Ishhh...I wish I could see that right now!!!
Yn: I'm NOT!!
Yoongi: Aww, You're sounding cute while protesting! Do it once more...
Yn: YOONGI-SSHII!!!!
Yoongi: *Laughing*
Yn: ০^০ !!
Yoongi: Thanks Yn!
Yn: Thanks?
Yoongi: I was stressed. And your face crossed my mind. So I called you. I hope you're not minding!
Yn: How can I mind when my IDOL is calling me? :)
Yoongi: You're a true ARMY!! ISN'T IT? *chuckle*
Yn: HMMM!!! O‿O
Yoongi: *Smiling Fondly*
We both stay silent for a moment. I can hear the static sound of his background noise from the phone. It soon turns out to be a quite comfortable silence. When we both are just listening to our inhales and exhales....
*doorbell rings*
Yn: Ooh! Someone came?
Yoongi: I should cut the phone then...
Yn: No No! It's probably just my friend next door. Wait for a minute maybe?
Yoongi: Sure...
Yn: Thank you *giggle*
Yoongi's POV,
She went off leaving the phone where she was. I can still hear her opening the door and realizing it's her order that came. And then she goes silent for some moment, probably preparing the payment or something.
It's strangely very comforting and usual or familiar to be around her.
Her quite stares at me, where I'm lost thinking what's exactly going on in her mind...
Her cute and rare fangirling moments, when I go crazy thinking how is she praising me in her mind, how much proud she is of me, how much I'm effecting her life in a daily basis...
Her little giggles, when she likes something, when I'm wonderstruck with her twinkling voice sounding just like fairy dust...
I wish I could see her face upclose right now... I wish I could touch her face as gently as possible... And could take her existence all in....
Just staring at her for hours... Just being next to her, observing her movements while she's going on with her life...
I once read a fan fiction of mine out of curiosity, when I first came to know about those. And the story was about me stalking the female lead...
And what just crossed my mind...
Isn't it the nice and poetic beginning of that activity?
*chuckles*
You're ruining me Yn!!
I lean against my balcony grills, supporting my body with my hands. My room is dark. I was just editing the third song of our album. When I thought of some unreal expectations from us, as BTS, and had the craziest thoughts of ARMYs leaving us if I don't do good.
So I turned off all my set and came here to smoke. But the moment I grabbed one cigar, Yn's face flashed in front of me. And I called her right away....
Ugh! I wish I could hold her...
But how when she's not mine?
Yet...
Yn: Mr. Min! Are you there?
Yoongi: Hmm, I was listening to you!
Yn:... Listening to me? But I didn't talk to you!
Yoongi: You made alot of sound by walking, opening and closing the wardrobe, and paying him off...
Yn: Woah! You...
Yoongi: I know I'm genius!
Yn: Mr. Min, It's like you have no work at all! Just a jobless person stalking someone!!
Yoongi: So? What if I stalk you?
Yn: Eh??....wha...
Yoongi: Will you be creeped out? Or will you like it if I kidnap you?
Yn: What are you saying? *laughing*
Yoongi: You are ARMY right?
Yn: Yes, so?
Yoongi: You don't read Fan fictions ?
Yn: WHAT THE F...
Yoongi: why! *laughing loudly*
Yn: YOU KNOW ABOUT THOSE??
Yoongi: Yes, I do! I live in the same world as you! Obviously I would know!
And most importantly those are written about me!
Yn: So...Do you Read them often?
Yoongi: No No! I read it once..
Yn: Oh!! *a sigh of relief*
Yoongi: why are you seemed to be relieved? Do you do something unh...
Yn: NOPE! I DON'T READ ANYTHING EXCEPT MEDICAL BOOKS!!
Yoongi: Right! You are really busy...
Yn: YEs, you can say that, hehe..
Yoongi: So MS. BUSY BEE, Can we meet right now? You seemed to be free!
Yn: R-ight now??
Yoongi: Yes, I know a park nearby to your place. Can we.....meet there for a little time?
Yn:.........*silent*
[A.N.- Just wanted to say this story can hold little details to pay to, if you wanna guess the upcoming hazard..
Anyway, Please Vote and Comment if you enjoyed. I'm really thankful that you're reading it right now.
I'll see you in the next episode! Have a Good day my friend! ]
To Be Continued....