Helena POV
At the moment I sat with Helen, Damian, Cate, Andrew, Sandy, Sarah, Holland, Olivia, Ed, Anne, Emma Thompson, Rihanna and Allie Esiri on one of the biggest tables. We chatted about upcoming events and films while I look every few minutes over to Y/N. I don't like it how close she is with Lana, Tom and Chris. I know her and Lana talked but I'm still not convinced she won't try anything. And you know, who would say no to Tom or Chris? (a/n: me.)
After some time Nell walked over to her and hugged her tightly. Since some time now she is really attached to Y/N and nobody knows why. Y/N don't complain and I'm happy that she is so close with Nell. I was scared at the beginning of our relationship that my kids won't accept her into the family. However, I was worried for no reason. I mean, they grew up together and Billy is her best friend. What did I expect?
Y/N mentioned to the couch and I know Nell needs a nap. Honestly me too but I'm the main person alongside Cate, I can't just go and take a nap. I watched Nell get comfortable on Y/N's lap and cuddled into her. I somehow got jealous of Nell because I want to be the person who cuddle into her and take a nap. I was deep in my thoughts before Collie broke me out of them.
"Nell really loves Y/N, doesn't she?" She asks. "Yes she does. I'm happy about it but it's hard lately because she is so attached to her. Whenever she has a question, needs permission or help she asks Y/N instead of me. The last week she slept in Nell's bed instead of ours. I just want her back" I pout. "Aww is someone needy?" Emma teased. Typical of her
"Not anymore" I winked at her. "Wait is that the reason why you walk so weird? I thought it was because of the heels" Cate asks curious. "Yap, my legs still feel like jelly" I laugh. "Damn your girl must be really good tho" Rihanna laughs with me, joined by everyone else. "This was to much information" Damian whines and we laughed even louder. "Sorry Damian, I forgot" I apologized through giggles.
"Why doesn't it bother you? I mean she is your daughter?" He asks Helen and narrowed his eyebrows. "We are long past the point where it would bother me" she answers calmly. "I don't get it" he says confused. "We speak about the topic since eternity. There is nothing what would surprise me anymore or her for that matter." She shrugged her shoulders.
"Nothing?!" He says in disbelief. "Nope, nothing. I already saw everything the moment I accidentally walked in while she had sex, same goes for her with us. And to answer your statement, Rihanna, she is more than just 'really good'. If she wouldn't be my daughter I would exchange you for her." she says jokingly while looking at Damian the rest of her sentence and took a bite of her cake.
"I feel lucky she is your daughter, uncomfortable she saw us having sex and offended by your statement." Damian replied happy, sad, shocked and confused at the same time. Hel just kissed him and whispers something into his ear. "Hellie, would you borrow me Y/N for a night? She must be special if even her mother talks about her like this" Emma jokes. "Mine" I growl and hit her arm. "Ok, ok" she says and hold her arms up in surrender. I look over to Y/N and saw Nelly already wide awake. She danced with Billy and Nell along with Tom, Chris, Lana, Johnny and Jennifer.
"She dance a little to close with Chris, don't you think?" Anne asks. "Yes, but I trust her" I retorted while my eyes are glued to her, following every move she makes. The music changed and it was a remix. (Thunder by Gabry Ponte, LUM!X, Prezioso) Billy and her danced like they were at a rave. "Damn she knows exactly how to use her body while dancing" Sarah comments. "She took dance lessons if you remember" I answer more and more guided by my jealousy.
The song changed again and it was Bananza by Akon. Lana and Y/N stopped dancing and look at each other. What's going on? I saw them talking about something but don't know what. Suddenly they hold hands and start dancing with each other. Still far away but too sexy for my liking. The jealous kicked in and I grow angry.. and a little bit hurt, sad and upset.
Out of nowhere Lana swirled Y/N around, hands interlocked on her waist and the other on her hip. Dancing closely, way too closely. Their hips swing to the beat and they nestled together, more rub against each other. I was frozen, I couldn't do anything. I just sit here, watched them while my anger only raised. By the time the song ended Y/N backed immediately way from Lana and turned around to the boys. They just stood there mouth wide open and probably turned on.
"Holy shit, I didn't saw it closely but even I'm turned on now" Sandra comments. "That was hot" followed by Holland. "It's a long time I saw something that sexy. What kind of relationship is between them?" Allie asks. "Lana is her ex" Helen answers. "Ex-Wife to be exact." I add. "WHAT?!" they whisper- yelled. Well only those who didn't know. "Ok, when they were married, and now divorced, why the hell did they still dance together like a couple? In the most seductive and sexiest way possible?" Olivia questions.
"I honestly don't know. Maybe this was their song?" I replied while I telling myself over and over again there is nothing between them. Suddenly there was a hand on my shoulder. "It was our song, yes. It was the last time, like a firewall dance." Y/N spoke up. I wanted to say something before Lana interrupted. "Y/N/N I need the answer by the end of next week" what answer? "Ok, I'll tell you as soon as possible" what is going on?
"And before I forget, it's in costume" Lana told her. "What? No! I won't wear that again!" She replied sternly. "Come on! It suits you." She whimpers. "How do you know? All you did was staring at my cleavage. Along with Colin and Bobby. Well Bobby was different, but Colin did the same. If I have to come with that costume, I'm out." "Maybe, but your boobs never looked better, you can't deny that!" She defends herself.
"Oh for gods sake" Y/N huffed. "They called them 'the evil boobs'. You are right, they looked fantastic but I won't dress like that again. My hair was damaged, I couldn't breathe and these two" she pointed at her breasts "hurt like hell because they were trapped. I'm sorry, but should I attempt to this I will dress up like Regina or Roni. It's way more comfortable." "Fine" Lana said defeat. "Bye, thanks for the invitation" she waved and left.
"What the hell was that about?" I whisper- shouted at Y/N. She took a seat next to me and start to explain. "Lana invited me to the reunion of 'OUAT'. It's in a 2 weeks in LA. I played her double in a few scenes and was dressed like the evil queen. That's also how we met. Bex invited me to the set one day and we became friends. The cast became family for over 2 years. The last time I saw them was like 5 years ago. It's rather hard to stay in contact when everyone lives on with their lives." she said sadly.
"Why didn't you agree right away? I don't understand if you miss them so much?" I ask confused. "Ahm, quick reminder, because I didn't heard the words 'I'm breaking up with you' yet, but I'm not single anymore. I just can't decide on something like this without talking to you first. Not to mention, that I will probably stay at Lana's house for 3 whole days and if I tell Nell, holy god, I'm dead." She huffed and let herself fall into the chair.
Nell came up behind her and sat sideways down Y/Ns lap. "You can go mommy, but only if you take me with you" Nell said and wraps her arms around Y/N. Y/N had her one hand around her waist and the other on her knee. "Some goes for me, I need to keep an eye on you. Don't want you to wake up in her bed.. accidentally" Billy jokes. "Seriously? Just for your information Billo, her bed is hard as a rock. I would never go in that again by choice. I would rather sleep on the floor, more comfortable." She rolled her eyes. "besides, I will share the room with Bex or Trish, depends on whether her husband and the kids coming." she adds.
"How about we make it a quick vacation? You don't need to stay at her place, we can book a hotel and you can attend to the reunion? It's a win win situation for everyone." I ask them. "Sounds good for me" Y/N replied and look at Nell. "I'm in" she mumbles into her neck. "Me too" "Alright, than it's settled" I clapped my hands together. "Hellie, can you please write Lana? If I don't do it now I will forget" I nodded and took her phone. Because we don't have secrets I know her pin and can unlock it with Face ID.
Lana Parrilla🪶: Hey Lana, I'll go to the reunion, but I won't stay at your house. I'll be there the day of the meeting, so we can drive together. See you there!
I show it to Y/N first before I sent it. She nods in approval and I pressed the 'send' button. I saw a few unread messages from other friends of her along with a massage from someone called 'Marc'. "Baby who is Marc?" I questioned. "My ex colleague from the cases in Germany, why?" She answers confused. "Because one massage started with 'baby' and I honestly don't like that." I say a little to harsh. "Show me" she said and reached her hand out and I gave it to her.
I don't understand what he was writing because it's in German. "He basically says he misses me and wants to meet me again. He want me to move back to Berlin and to be with him. He can imagine to marry me and start a family with me." She said and handed me her phone back. "You can write him if you like. He understands English. You can block him or do whatever you want." "Nope, I'll do it" Billy interrupts and snatched her phone from me. After that a lot of unholy words left his mouth. I honestly don't know if I should be proud of him or if he needs a punishment.
After 5 minutes of him speaking he handed me the phone back and only said "done" with a proud face. "Billo, that was a bit too much don't you think?" Y/N laughed. "No, it wasn't enough actually, but mom sits here, so I hold myself back." He giggles. "Thank you" "you're welcome" he says and kissed her temple. "I need a drink, you need a cigarette and we need to talk, let's go" he said and wanted to drag Y/N away. "Nelly?" Y/N calls and lightly rubbed her arm.
"No doubts she is your daughter" Y/N chuckles and looks at me. "She is sleeping" everyone starts to laugh hysterically because they know I basically sleep everywhere. "It's true Hellie, you sleep everywhere. Even in full costume while filming a death eater meeting" Helen choke out through laughter. "Excuse me?!" I said completely offended. I mean there are right, I really sleep everywhere and everytime if I have the chance..
"Don't be mad now, it's the truth" Y/N whispers and kissed me. I missed her lips against mine, I didn't kissed her for like 5 hours! She backed away and I let out a small whimper. I didn't wanted the kiss to end. "Seems like someone is ready for round 2" Emma teased. "Oi! My kids are here!" "Don't worry mom, we already know. You're not so quiet as you think you are" I was shocked at his statement. I looked at Y/N and she bit her lip to not fall into laughter. "And Y/N/N we would really appreciate if you don't fuck her in the shower again. The reverb makes it twice as loud." at that moment no one was capable of holding their laughter back.
I blushed hard in embarrassment. Y/N placed her hand on my thigh and squeeze it. "Only if you tell me from now on if you have company or you hang a sock on the doorknob. I don't want to walk into this situation again." She chuckles. "Deal!" He yells and blushed. He has someone and Y/N walked in?! Why didn't he told me? "Billy do you want to tell me something?" "No! No I don't" his face flushed more. "Then tell me at least if I know her." Y/N stopped laughing and Billy panicked. Oh no
(!!!Quick reminder, it's just a fanfic!!!)
"Billy Raymond Burton answer my question" I dement. He looks at Y/N with pleading eyes to help him. "You do know the person." She answers for him. Person? Not 'her'!? Wait a damn minute, is he bi or gay?! "person?" I ask somehow shocked and confused. He began to cry and run away. "Billy!!" Y/N screamed after him. "I'm sorry Nell, but you need to stand up now" she said and pushed Nell up and placed her on my lap. "Good job Helena" Y/N said and run after him. What the heck happened here? Why didn't I supported him or waited until he is ready to talk to me? I mentally slapped myself.
Billy POV
That's it, that's the moment I was so afraid, terrified of. Mom looked shocked, what I actually understand, but she also looked disgusted. I'm not angry at Y/N she only wanted to help me. We talked about it a few times how's the smartest way to come out to her and dad, but I never thought she would react that way and here we are.
All of the people in the world I thought she would understand and support me. I mean she came out with 55 for fucks sake! She is with a woman more than half her own age! My best friend and most importantly the daughter of her best friend! Why can't she just support me and be proud of me?
I sobbed in the middle of nowhere, alone. Suddenly I felt hands on my shoulders and was frightened. I look up through my teary eyes and saw my best friend. She sat next to me and I immediately wrapped my hands around her and hold on her for dear life. She rubbed my back and whispers smoothing nothings to me. She let me cry into her shoulder as long as I needed it.
After about 15 minutes I calmed slowly down and only sniffed into her. I got hiccups and felt all around completely exhausted. "Are you feeling little bit better" Y/N asks worriedly. I nodded into her neck, to drained to speak. "Let's go back and drive home. I'll tell Hellie she can call a taxi or sleep in Cate's guest bedroom. We can cuddle the whole night if you like?" She offers me. "Can we stay at auntie Helen's house? I don't want to see her tomorrow or the next days" I whisper. "Sure" we stood up and walked back. I waited by the car and Y/N sprinted back to the party.
Y/N POV
I need to talk to Helena, I know she would be shocked but I didn't thought she would react the way she did. But that's something for tomorrow or the day after. I made my way back to the table and she looks worried. "Y/N where is he? I need to talk to him!" She asks with a shaking voice. "Not now! You messed up big time. We'll stay at moms for a few days until he is ready to talk to you. Don't push him or we both have a problem." I said sternly.
"Mom can you please give me the keys? I forgot mine at home the last time." I ask and reached my hand out. "Sure, Damian do you have yours?" She questions and gave them to me. "Yes." "Mommy I want to come with you" she whines. "Nell, I'm sorry but Billy needs me more than you do at the moment. I'll be back in some days love. If something happens just call me, I'll be there in no time, alright?" I promised her and kiss her forehead. "Yes" she cried. "I love you and take good care of mama, ok?" "Yes, I love you too" I hugged her goodbye and kissed her cheek.
I look at Helena and she cried too. "Hellie, I'll come over tomorrow and pick up some clothes for him. Just please don't push it. Give him the time he needs. If he is ready I'll let you know." I told her and took my phone and the car keys. Should I kiss her goodbye or not? "You can call a taxi or maybe you can stay here, let me know when you're home tomorrow." I add. "Ok" she said following by a hiccup. "I love you" I said and quietly kissing her goodbye. "I love you too" "goodbye everyone" I waved to the rest of the group and walked back to my car. Billy and I get in and I drove us to Moms place.
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