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December 1st, Saturday 2022
Blue Ivy Knowles
9:30 am
I sit down at the dining table while playing with my cereal. Mama sits next to me while cutting up her pancakes.
"Are we still going to the Super-Bowl in February, like we always do?" I ask mama
"Of course." She replies
"Where's mommy?" I question
"She's doing auditions for her dancers." She tells me
"Ohh. I'm excited to go to different places." I reply
"Me too, what place are you the most excited for?" She asks me
"Obviously Paris!" I exclaim happily
"I think you're secretly French." Mama jokes
"Oui oui" I say in a French accent making her laugh
"You're a mess." She replies then she kisses my forehead
"Do you think mommy is actually gonna let me dance for her on tour?" I ask
"Did she say she was gonna let you?" She replies
"Yes." I say blankly
"She's gonna let you do it then. She's not someone who will say something and not do it." Mama tells me
"Okay." I respond then I smile widely
"Are you willing to have your mother be your boss as well? Because I've seen her in boss mode and trust me you won't like it." She jokes
"I'm sure." I reply
"She's not a mean boss at all she's just an extreme perfectionist." Mama explains
"I know. I live with her too y'know?" I joke making her laugh
I pick up my spoon with my left hand then I begin to eat my cereal.
"Mama!" I hear Sir exclaim as he walks downstairs
"Yes my beautiful boy?" Mama responds while getting out of the dining chair
January 21st, Saturday 2023
7:30 pm
Blue Ivy Knowles
I sit backstage as I watch my mommy perform, she wants me to perform BrownSkin Girl with her to get me prepared for when I dance with her on tour. It's not as many people as it normally would be for a concert of hers, however I'm still terrified to go out there. My mommy is wearing a gorgeous yellow dress and it's so cool because it has a little fur thingy on the back.
"So I'm going to perform BrownSkin Girl." My mom's voice echos through the speakers backstage as the sound guy helps me put an earpiece in
He hands me the microphone then Mama taps my back softly signaling me to walk out there.
"Go kill it princess." Mama tells me then she kisses my forehead
I take a deep breath then I walk onto the stage with a slight smile on my face.
"And I want to perform this song with someone so special to me, my beautiful BrownSkin Girl." Mommy says into the mic as she turns her attention to me
I wave awkwardly with one hand as I try to keep my shaky hand that's holding the microphone steady. A wide smile forms on mommy's face as she stares at me with loving eyes.
"Sing along, if you know the words." She speaks up then the music begins to play
I sway side to side as the music plays. Mommy's eyes don't leave me as she continues to sing. I smile slightly trying not to be too awkward about the fact that so many people are staring at me right now.
"Pretty like Lupita when the cameras close in" I hear my mommy sing
Once I hear the beat kick in I begin to do the dance that I learned in rehearsal, but mommy quickly stops me by pulling my hair slightly. She looks in my eyes giving me an approving smile. Once she lets go of my hair I push my hair off my shoulder and she pulls me close to her and she gives me a slight side hug.
The song finally comes to it's end which means it's my turn to sing. I shakily put the microphone to my mouth and I begin to sing.
"Brown skin girl, Your skin just like pearls the best thing in the world I never trade you for anybody else..singing." I sing into the microphone
The music finally stops and she gives me a tight hug.
"I'm so proud of you." She whispers in my ear then she pulls away
"Thank you." I mutter
I wave at the audience again then I do a slight bow before leaving the stage. Once I get off the stage I hand the microphone to the sound guy then I take off my earpieces and I put it in the bucket.
Next thing I know I'm being tackled with hugs by two little people and I immediately know it's Sir and Rumi.
"You did great Blue Blue." Sir tells me
"Thank you." I reply as I hug both of them tightly
"Yeah blue blue you did so good!" Rumi adds on then she puts two thumbs up
"You were on stage, was it cool?" Sir asks
"I don't remember. I kinda just remember dancing, mommy pulling my hair, then singing. I kinda blacked out everything else." I explain making everyone laugh
"You did amazing princess." Mama tells me while giving me a tight hug
"Thank you mama." I whisper
"I have to go change now. This outfit is so itchy." I add on then I walk pass them and I go into mommy's dressing room
February 12th, Sunday 2023
4:30 pm
I throw all my clothes around my bedroom as I look for an outfit to wear. I have so many clothes I don't know what the heck to wear to the Super-Bowl. I know my mama is gonna look amazing because she always looks amazing, so I want to look just as good as her.
"Girl what the hell hit your room, a tornado?" Nydia asks as she enters my bedroom
Nydia is in Arizona because she's doing some type of movie role in a Disney show which is awesome, I'm so happy for her.
"Yes a tornado called Ivy." I respond as I continue to throw my clothes around
"What are you even trying to do?" She responds as she comes behind me and she wraps her arms around my waist tightly while swaying side to side
"I'm trying to find some clothes to wear to the super-bowl." I reply as I melt into her embrace
"Wear that Tupac shirt we got a while ago." She tells me while resting her chin on the top of my head
"Oh good idea." I reply
"I know I'm so smart." Nydia says jokingly making me laugh softly
"Shut up." I respond playfully making her smile
I turn around then I stand on my tippy toes and I hug her tightly. She slightly smiles then she rests her hand on my cheek in the most gentle way possible.
"I'm gonna kiss you now, okay?" She says making sure she has permission
"Okay." I whisper as I nibble at my bottom lip
She leans down then she pecks my lips softly. The little pecks became a little more intense, they turn into deeper kisses. She pushes my braids out of my face then we continue to kiss softly. The kiss isn't anything too intense it's just a normal kiss. After a few seconds we finally pull away, a wide smile forms on her face. Her pink braces sparkle as she smiles widely. Nydia has little diamonds on her braces, that's so cool.
"You're beautiful." I whisper
"No that's all you." She tells me before looking down trying to hide her smile
"Thank you.." I whisper as I feel the butterflies in my stomach flutter
"Are you excited to go on tour? That sounds really fun." Nydia asks
"I'm so excited. I've been watching my mom rehearse everyday and it looks so fun!" I exclaim happily
"Well I can't wait to watch it." She replies then she hugs me tightly
"I love you Blue." She tells me
"I love you more." I whisper as she runs her hand up and down my back in a comforting way
"Okay now turn around I'm going to get dressed!" I squeal as I pick up the Tupac shirt
"Okayy" She replies then she covers her eyes and turns around
I take my pajamas off then I put on the black Tupac shirt along with with black cargo pants. I grab my jacket then I put it on, I take my hat off the little hanger before putting it on.
"Can I turn around?" She asks
"Yeah you can turn around." I reply
She smiles slightly then she removes her hands from over her eyes and she turns around. She looks me up and down making me feel extremely nervous. I look down at my feet while shuffling around nervously.
"You look pretty." She compliments me
"Thank you.." I respond shyly
"Stop being so shy" She teases me
"Shut uppp you're always shy." I joke while smiling widely
"Pshhh no I'm not." She replies while trying to play cool
"I like you a lot Nydia." I whisper as I hold her hand while staring in her eyes
"I know you do. I like you way more Blue Bear." She tells me then she pecks my lips
"Okay I have to go, I gotta go back to set." Nydia explains
I sigh sadly then I stand on my tippy toes and I wrap my arms around her neck. She nuzzles her head in my shoulder while playing with my braids.
"Okay bye." She whispers
"Bye bye." I respond as she lets go of me
6:00 pm
I clasp my hands together as we walk into the State Farm Stadium. Mama rests her hand on my back softly while walking next to me. As we walk inside the Jumbotron immediately pans to us. I sigh softly as I adjust my badge. People immediately begin to crowd us and scream my mothers name. I rest the strap of my Chanel purse on my right shoulder as I look around, confused on where to go.
"Walk that way." Mama tells me as she softly nudges me in the direction that she's talking about
"Okay" I whisper as I walk towards the field
"Blue you look so grown up!" A guy says before snapping a picture
I nod in response then I look around as I try to look pass the crowd of people. Julius pushes pass the crowd of people then he takes my hand and he guides me to the field.
"Thank you." I say sweetly
"Of course Blue." Julius responds
I look around for a place to put my purse. I walk towards my mama then I hand her my purse and my phone.
"Can you take some pictures of me?" I ask
"Yeah." Mama responds then she crouches down while holding her purse in my hand
I smile softly then I walk back to the field so I'm in front of the camera. I quickly adjust my hat then I jump in the air for her to take the picture, every time we go to the Super Bowl I take this type of picture.
"Okay wait let's take another one." I add on
I put my hands up in the air and I do the Diamond symbol so she can take another picture. I put my pointer finger in the air signaling for her to hold on, as I think of another pose. I throw up the H-town sign like my parents do then I put on a tough looking face. She takes the picture then I walk back to her.
I lean over her shoulder as she scrolls through the pictures. She shows me the first picture of me jumping in the air and it's insanely blurry.
"Ew no that's a bad photo." I tell her making mama laugh
"Can you take it again?" I ask as I gesture back to the field so she can understand what I'm saying over the loud noise
"Yeah I gotchu" She responds then she playfully shoos me back to the field
I smile softly then I walk back to field.
"Are you ready?" I exclaim loudly so she can hear me through the noise
She nods then she puts her thumb up. I nod then adjust my hat again so it doesn't fall just like I did the first time. I jump in the air and she immediately takes the picture.
I walk back to her then I look at the picture. This picture actually looks great, which is surprising considering she's so old. I'm surprised she even knows how to use a camera.
I giggle softly at my own internal joke then I put my thumbs up.
"This is good. Thank you." I reply as I take my purse and my phone back
"Do you want to go to the skybox now?" Mama asks me
"No not yet I wanna take some pictures with some people." I tell her
"Okay well I'm going over there to talk to some of the players, don't walk far from Julius. Okay?" She responds
"Okay mama." I reply
She leans down slightly and she kisses my forehead softly.
"I love you." She tells me
"I love you more mama." I respond then I give her a side hug
Mama fluffs up her curls then she walks pass me. I look around and I see Lil uzi talking to some guy, my mom owns a company called Roc nation and I guess like a-lot of artist are signed to it. Lil Uzi is one of those artist and I've met him a couple of times but that was a couple of years ago.
I continue to walk towards him with my hands clasped together. I guess someone signaled to him that I was coming towards him because he immediately diverts his attention away from the guy he's talking to and onto me.
"hi." I say softly
"Blue you've gotten so tall." He says
"Hasn't she gotten so tall?" He asks some girl next to him
"Yeah she has." She responds
He's just really short because I'm literally eye level with him. I smile slightly then I nod while looking at his unique outfit.
"Thank you." I respond while smiling
"You want to take a picture?" He asks
"Yeah let's do it." I respond
"Mila can you take the picture of us?" I ask my mama's assistant
"Of course" she replies as she takes my phone from me
I smile slightly as I stand next to him, he throws up the peace sign then she takes the picture.
"Thank you." I tell her as I take my phone back
"Of course." Mila responds
"So where's your mother?" He asks
I quickly look around trying to search for her.
"Erm.. I think she's somewhere down there." I say as I point pass the people that are crowding us right now
"Oh well I'll see you guys later." He tells me
"Okay I'll see you later." I respond then I walk away
Once I leave I walk behind Julius so we can go to my mother. All I can hear is people calling and screaming my name and my mother's name. Their screams are so loud it feels like my ears are gonna pop. We finally make it to my mama, who's talking to some older white man. I look up at my mama with a confused expression on my face.
"Blue, this is Roger Goodell." Mama tells me
"Uh..hi." I whisper as he shakes my hand
"Hello, your outfit looks tight." The white man tells me
Tight? He's talking like those white kids at my school who try to be cool around the black kids. I internally laugh at myself then I force a smile as I look down at my outfit
"Thank you." I reply
"Well Roger we're going to the skybox. We'll see you later." Mama tells him in a fake happy tone
"Alright I'll see you guys later." He says then we walks away
"He was weird." I whisper
"I know I can't stand him." She replies then she laughs
"You were just talking to him though." I say as I walk through the people
"Just about business." She responds
"Oh okay." I reply then I nod understandingly
As we walk up the stairs the cameras follow us. We stay on the Jumbotron the entire time we are walking up the stairs to the SkyBox.
Once we walk into the suite the cameras stop following us and I'm immediately met with cool air. I walk closer to the seats to see that mommy is already in the room.
"Mommy!" I exclaim happily then I hug her tightly
"Hey princess." She whispers then she kisses my forehead
"I was wondering where you were, I was like how did you just disappear from the car to the field." I explain while laughing softly as I sit down to the right of her
"I went through the backdoor. I hate unnecessary crowds of people." She replies before dipping her buffalo chicken wings in the ranch
"It was kinda fun down there, mama took some pictures of me." I explain
"You just like your mommy." Mama says as she comes to the chair with a tray of food in her hand
"Y'all are obsessed with taking pictures." She adds on as she sits the food down on the table then she pushes my hat down playfully making me smile
"No we're not you just hate pictures for some reason." Mommy says
"Which is odd because you're literally a model." I add on making mommy laugh
"I've been saying that for so long!" Mommy tells me then she lifts her hand up so we can high-five
"Not y'all jumping me." Mama says as she sits down next to mommy
I watch as everyone outside of the skybox stands up as the national anthem is being sung. My parents continue to sit so I do the same. I scroll on my phone as I wait for the song to be over. Last time I went to the game the person singing could actually sing but not this time.
"Blue do you want buffalo wings?" Mama asks me
"Yes please." I say sweetly
"Now, shhh the game is starting." I announce as I lean over and I look out the large glass and onto the field
I quickly take my sunglasses off then I put it on my shirt. To be honest I have no idea what is going on but it's fun to pretend I do. None of us really know about football so I don't really know why we go every year.
"When we leave here can we get ice cream?" Mommy asks mama
"We can do whatever you want baby." Mama responds then she kisses her
"Ew stop." I speak up as I continue to watch the game
Mama laughs softly then she drinks the alcoholic slushee that they gave her when we walked in the suite.
"Can I have a slushee too?" I ask
"Mila can you get Blue a nonalcoholic blue raspberry slushee please?" Mama asks her assistant
"Yes ma'am." Mila replies then she goes to the drink machine
After a few minutes she comes back with a tray of buffalo wings mixed with lemon pepper wings and a large slushee in her hand. She place it down on the table in front of me. I mutter a thank you and she nods in response then she goes back to her seat.
After a few hours the halftime performance begins. I watch as my Mommy slightly smiles as she watches Rihanna perform. I clasp my hands together as I eagerly stand up to get a better view of the performance.
"This performance is so cool." I whisper
Mommy looks at me then she nods in response. I push my braids out of my face so I can see. Rihanna's outfit is so cool I really like her jumper I'm going to ask my mom if I can get something similar to that.
9:30 pm
"You did amazing Rih" Mama tells Rihanna as she shakes her hand
"Thank you Boss." Rihanna says then she playfully salutes her making my parents chuckle
"You look beautiful Beyoncé." Rihanna adds on
"Thank you." Mommy responds graciously
"Do you know what you're having?" Mommy asks Rihanna as she rests her hand on her stomach
Rihanna looks around to make sure nobody is around us then she nods with a wide smile on her face.
"I'm having a boy." She responds
"That's awesome. I'm wish you the best pregnancy." Mommy replies then she kisses the palm of her hand before placing it on Rihanna's stomach making her smile
"Thank you." She replies
"You look very beautiful as always Blue." Rihanna says to me
"Thanks." I reply as I fix my hat
"You did great by the way." I add on in a soft tone
"Thanks, I have to go now. I have a flight to catch tomorrow. I'm going back home to Barbados." She explains
"Well have fun." Mama tells her then she hugs Rihanna
Rihanna nods then she walks off holding her Boyfriend's hand. I zip my jacket up then I pull my hood over my head.
"Are you guys ready to go?" I ask as I cross my arms while swaying side to side
"Yeah let's go." Mama speaks up as she wraps her arm around mom
Once we exit the building we're immediately met with flashing cameras. I sigh softly as I continue to walk to the car. I look through the crowd and I can't see my parents?
"Mom?" I call out as I try to shield my face from the flash
The paparazzi is standing in my way and I'm feeling extremely overwhelmed and uncomfortable. I let out a deep annoyed sigh then I stand on my tippy toes so I can see them.
"Move out of my daughter's fucking way before I beat your ass nigga!" I hear my mama yell at the man who's back is turned to me
"Excuse me." I whisper as I push pass the guy
My mama immediately wraps her arm around me and she hugs me tightly. She leans down then she kisses my forehead.
"Are you okay princess?" She asks me while cupping my face in her hand
"I'm okay." I whisper as we finally get to the car
Mama gets inside first then I get inside, I reach my hand out so mommy can grab it. Since mommy hurt her foot really bad and she had to get surgery it's not really easy for her to climb into cars. Mommy grabs my hand and she climbs into the car. She closes the door behind her then she locks the door.
"Julius are our bags in the trunk?" Mama asks
"Yes they are Meg." He replies
Beyoncé Knowles
10:30 pm
As I sit on the jet I rest my head on Megan's shoulder while she plays with my hair. Blue is fast asleep on her bed in the back. The flight isn't going to be that long it's only like an hour but Blue was so tired once she got on the plane.
"Did you have fun baby?" I ask her as I play with her knuckles
"I did have fun, did you babygirl?" She asks me
"Yes daddy I had fun." I reply as I kiss her hand softly
"Don't play with me Bey, I'll fuck you right here." She says in my ear immediately sending shivers down my spine
"Maybe I need to be fucked." I whisper
She pulls me on top of her lap. She kisses and nibbles at my neck making me whimper softly.
"You're so fucking pretty, I love you." She tells me
"Thank you daddy, I love you so much more." I respond
She runs her hand up my hoodie and she immediately grips my boob. I wasn't wearing a bra because my hoodie was super big and my tits weren't as visible. Megan was clearly the only one who noticed because her eyes were fixated on my breast the whole time, she was barely focused on the game.
"Oh baby.." I whine softly as she plays with my hard nipple
"You cold?" She teases me
"Mhm." I respond playfully
She lifts my hoodie up so my breast are slightly visible. She looks in my eyes as she inches forward towards my nipples. She immediately connects my nipple with her mouth and she begins to suck like she's trying to get some milk out of me.
"Ahh daddy." I whimper
I run my hands through her thick brown curls as she continues to suck and nibble at my nipple. Her eyes flutter open while flicking my other nipple with her thumb.
"You can't get any milk out of me baby it's all dried up." I say jokingly making her chuckle
"Shut up." She says playfully then she pulls my hoodie over my head
"Your titties are so sexy. I love these fucking stretch marks." She tells me as she goes back to kissing all over my breasts
"You like them baby? They are all yours." I whisper
She nods then she stands up, picking me up along with her.
"Baby I'm heavy.." I whisper
"Shut up, wrap your legs around me babygirl." She tells me
I happily oblige and I wrap my legs around her waist. She holds me up by my ass and she walks me to the large bathroom. She sits me down on the counter then she locks the door behind her
"I don't want Blue to catch us if she wakes up." Megan says
"Take off your shirt." I demand as I take my hair out of its messy bun
"Say please." She teases
"Take that shit off before I do it myself." I say again with a smirk on my face
"Come do it yourself." She tells me
I grip her collar aggressively then I pull her close to me so our lips are hovering over each other's. She breathes heavily as she stares in my eyes. I bite my lip as I run my hand down her stomach and onto the hem of her shirt. I pull it over her head then I throw it on the floor.
"They are so big." I whisper as I pull her sports bra off
Her nipples immediately become erect once the cold air hits them. I look down at the tattoo on her lower hip, the tattoo is three little butterflies for our three kids. I smile softly then I rest my hand on her neck softly and she immediately kisses me.
"I'm so wet." I tell her as I play with her heavy tits
She smiles softly as she pulls off my Alexander Wang jeans and pink thong then she puts it on the floor. She pulls me closer to the edge of counter then she spreads my legs.
"I'm hungry baby." She tells me
"Are you daddy?" I ask her as I push my curls out of my face
"Really fucking hungry, you gon feed me babygirl?" She asks as she kneels down in front of me
"Do you like my pussy?" I question while rubbing my clit slowly
I love how she doesn't put her pride before my pleasure. She's not afraid to get on her knees and please me. I rest my hand on the back of her head as she looks up at me.
"You know I do babygirl." She replies as she spreads my lips apart then she pushes away my hand
"Eat up daddy." I whisper as I prop my legs up
She bite her lip then she begins to lick my clit. I let out a soft gasp at the direct contact on my clit as she grazes her finger over my hole.
"Goddamn." I whimper
She quickly slides her finger inside me making me gasp loudly. I know I'm really tight because we hasn't been fucking recently, I've just been so busy getting ready for tour.
"You're squeezing around me, shit." Megan says as she adds another finger then she goes back to licking my clit
"Fuck, baby.." I whine loudly while gripping Megan's hand harshly
Slurping noises fill the room along with the sound of her fingering me. I slowly grind my pussy on her face as she continues to eat me like her last meal.
"So fucking good" I moan loudly
Her free hand trails up to my breast and she begins to play with them while eating me out.
"Fuck baby, you like my tits?" I ask her and she nods in response
I watch as my juices coat her face while she continues to eat me out. I gasp loudly once she replaces her finger with her tongue. She rests her other hand on my inner thigh to keep me from closing them. I'm in such a euphoric state right now I don't want this feeling to end.
I rest both of my legs on each of her shoulders as she continues to eat me out like she hasn't been fed in so long. My legs begin to shake and my back starts to arch, so I know my orgasm is getting really close. My toes start to curl while I shut my eyes harshly while she fingers me aggressively.
"Cum for me babygirl." She whispers while rubbing my clit with her thumb
I moan loudly but she quickly connects her lips with mine to shut me up.
"As much as I want to hear those sexy ass moans, you can't be so loud you'll wake up our daughter." She whispers in my ear
I nod frantically as she continues to play with my clit and finger me. I was about to moan really loud so I put my hand over my mouth. I shut my eyes again as I feel myself release.
"Oh my fucking god." I whine loudly and my hand immediately grabs her hair
"Yes, just like that babygirl. Let go.." She talks me through my orgasm
"Good girl." She adds on as her eyes never leave my pussy
"Fuck, thank you daddy.." I pant as my chest rises and fall
"Your cum is just leaking out..I wish you could see what I see." She tells me as she spreads my lips apart while getting back on her knees
I breathe heavily as she uses her finger to play with my cum. She slowly brings her finger to my mouth.
"Open." She demands
I quickly do as I'm told and I open my mouth. She stands up then immediately shoves two of her fingers in my mouth and the tips of her fingers hit the back of my throat making me gag slightly.
"Lick my fingers clean like a good girl." She tells me as she strokes my hair with her free hand
The way she's stroking my hair is in such an approving way, like she's proud of me. It feel so good knowing that my wife is proud of me. I wink playfully as I continue to suck her fingers clean.
She finally pulls her fingers out of my mouth making my saliva run down my chin. She gets back down on her knees and without any warning she begins to lick all over my pussy.
"Shit!" I moan loudly
My pussy is leaking with cum mixed with wetness as she sloppily eats me out.
"Please stop, I'm going to cum if you continue.." I beg as I try to push her head away but she doesn't budge
She slaps my thigh harshly making me whimper in pain. The pain feels so good though, I know it's crazy but I love when she hits me in bed.
"Yes baby, slurp it all up.." I moan as I grip her hair tightly so I can guide her head
The feeling is becoming so overwhelming and I already know my orgasm is coming quickly. I don't know how long I can last for, the pressure is building up in my stomach and I'm so close to releasing.
As I tug and grab at her hair she lets out soft moans and whimpers. The good thing about both of us is that we both love pain so we be having so much fun.
"Ahh daddy." I whimper loudly as I start seeing stars
I lay over the counter as my body continues to convulse. She rests her hand on my waist as she comes up.
"Damn." She whispers as she looks at the floor
"You squirted everywhere Goddamn." She adds on then she pecks my lips
"Fuck you." I pant loudly as I close my eyes
"Couldn't help myself. You're just so fucking beautiful I needed to devour you." She explains then she kisses me again
"I love you so much baby." I reply as I wrap my arms around her neck and I pull her towards me
"Damn I thought it was fuck me?" She replies playfully while chuckling softly
"Shut up." I says then I slowly open my eyes
"There's my pretty girl." Megan tells me as she pushes my honey blonde hair out of my face
"Hi daddy." I respond playfully then I smile
"Hi babygirl. Come on let's clean you up and get you dressed." She tells me as she puts on her bra and shirt
"But I wanna please you." I pout as I cross my arms
"Baby I just wanted to make you feel good, I get pleasure from pleasing you." She explains then she kisses my forehead
She picks up my clothes that were on the floor then she leaves the bathroom for a second. She comes back with folded clothes in her hand. She rests the clothes on the counter next to me then she grabs a rag and she wets it. She rubs the warm rag on my inner thigh, then she kisses my thigh to my feet. Megan really treats me like a queen and I'm forever appreciative of her.
"Thank you baby, I love you so much." I whisper while running my hands through Megan's hair as she kisses the top of my foot
"I love you more my queen." She says then she playfully bows at me
I smile softly then I grab the oversized Roc Nation hoodie next to me. I put the hoodie on then I do the same with my panties and Megan's large basketball shorts.
"Thank you baby." I tell her as I hop off the counter
I wrap my arms around the back of her neck then I stand on my tippy toes and I kiss her softly. She leans down and she pecks my lips once more before opening the bathroom door for me. She opens her arm out gesturing me to leave first.
"Thank you." I mutter then I walk out of the bathroom
I walk to the seat then I rest my knees on my chin and I wrap my arms around my legs. Megan comes out shortly after then she sits down next to me. She wraps her arm around me and she pulls me close to her.
"Love you mama." She says in my ear
"I love you more baby." I reply
February 27th, Tuesday 2023
4:30 pm
I slightly limp as I walk the main stage while holding my microphone. I watch as Sir and Rumi sit on the side on the stage watching me rehearse. I start touring in basically two months so I've been rehearsing extra hard. My foot is still healing from the surgery I had last year so it's not really easy for me to dance right now, but I'm going to try my hardest.
"Okay so for the entrance of I'm that girl I want to come out like I'm a robot." I tell the stage manager
"A robot?" He responds in a confused tone
I have dreams where I envision my performances, and what I'm wearing so it's really hard for me to describe how I want my performances to go down because I'm the only one who can see it.
"Okay so like.." I trail off as I think of a way to describe it
"Kinda like..how I did in 2003" I explain
"Okay, I understand." He replies
"And I want a railing right there..so I don't fall." I tell him as I point to the middle of the stage
"Alright." He says while he continues to write on his notepad
"Y'all already have the robots right?" I ask as I take a sip from my water bottle
"Yes ma'am." He responds
"Okay, Well that's all for right now." I tell him
"Thank you." I add on
He nods then he walks out of the venue while he continues to write in his notepad.
I sigh softly as I lean against the piano. My female dancer come from backstage in her silver costumes for the formation set. This is the first time I'm seeing the outfits on my dancers. I smile softly then I nod approvingly.
"Okayy, you look good!" I exclaim happily
"Thank you." Laila replies with a wide smile on her face
"Is it comfortable in the waist part? Do you need anything to be adjusted?" I ask
I really want all my dancers to be comfortable in their costumes so if they need anything adjusted I'm always willing to do that for them.
"Mmm no, It's fine." She says as she moves around
"Okay well you look amazing." I say sweetly
"Thank you Bey." She replies sweetly
"Of course, Can you tell everyone else to come here? We're about to rehearse the dance break to My power and Black parade." I explain
"Yes ma'am." She responds then she goes backstage
Next thing I know I see Blue and Megan walking inside. Blue has her backpack on her back and two books in her hand. Blue just finished up class so she's going to be doing her homework while I rehearse. Blue is homeschooled so we have a little section in the venue for her to do her work whenever her teacher comes to her.
"Hey y'all." I say sweetly
"Hi mom!" Blue exclaims before adjusting her glasses then she sits down in the seat that's in the audience
Megan walks on the stage then she hugs me tightly. She kisses my forehead then she walks towards Rumi and Sir.
"Hi my beautiful babies." Megan says as she kneels in front of them before hugging them tightly
"Mama!" Sir exclaims then he immediately falls in her arms making her groan loudly
"Alright Bey we're ready" Amari speaks up
"Okay." I respond
"Baby, can you take Sir and Ru-Ru and take them to the vending machine to get a snack?" I ask Megan
"Of course." She replies as Sir clings to her hip
"Come on princess." She tells Rumi then she takes her hand
I tie my natural hair up into a messy bun then I walk to my choreographer who's conversating with my dancers. I rest my hands on my hips as I stand in the middle, behind my choreographer. It's going to be a long night.