This is a request from @Galactic_Purple, @SophieMason675 and @Taesstrawberrymilk hope you all like it!!!
If..
If is a little word that always feels like it can make a big difference.
For Namjoon it was like that, on this moment he was sitting on the couch crying his eyes out. In the background, he could hear Jin on the phone and Yoongi walking next to him. Hoseok was walking back and forth, while Taehyung was next to Namjoon, hugging him as he was crying too. Jungkook was just sitting there, while Jimin was nowhere to be seen. And that was the whole problem.
The if questions are the only ones that are going around in Namjoon heads.
If he had known that it was so important for Jimin, if he only had realized that the boy wasn't feeling like himself, if he only saw what kind of damage he had done by saying what he had said, if only he had stopped Jimin from storming out, if only he had kept his mouth shut, if he didn't continue when he knew what would happen, if..
More questions are going around, but the worst part is none of those questions are bringing Jimin back on this moment.
Not 5 hours earlier, Jimin had stormed out of the filming studio were they were recording a music video. The same morning Jimin had woken up with a nagging headache, the lights and sounds were killing him but he knew he needed to film.
With every power that he had left in his body he got himself some food while preparing himself for the day. The other members were slowly waking up, it didn't happen often that Jimin was awake before the others but what do you expect when someone is knocking on your brain for hours.
Namjoon came walking into the kitchen and started to make his breakfast as he looked at Jimin. He didn't notice how pale the young man was looking and he didn't notice all the other signs as Namjoon was annoyed by something that had happened the evening before.
"Jimin-si." Namjoon started, he started to complain about how Jimin ahd left his dishes everywhere in the house and that he was way to loud playing the video games.
As jimin didn't feel like making it a big deal or an argument he just said he was sorry, like most of the time.
He was one of the most easy going members of the group, he was most likely the last person to get into a fight with. But when it happens, you better run.
As the morning continues, so did Jimin headache, it didn't go away. Dancing was hard and the music was to loud, his body remembered all the steps so even though it felt like his body was more heavier than every it was definitely making every move on automatic polit.
Jimin had no intention of getting that irritated on that moment, but just as they had a little break from recording Namjoon bumped into Jimin, making Jimin fall backwards and his phone landing on the floor, resulting in a broken phone.
"I'm sorry Jimin-si." Namjoon says as he wants to pick up the phone.
"Just don't touch it Hyung." Jimin says, in his voice clearly hearing the irritation.
"But."
"No, just don't. Just go away from me. I don't need to see you."
"I didn't mean to break it."
"Save it. And go."
"Jimin-si, I have no idea why I deserve to be treated like that." Namjoon was shocked by the reaction of the younger, the person that is normally not into an argument.
"You just keep on breaking things, I don't even know if you realized that you had broken my earphone earlier this morning by stepping on it. DO you even know how much damages you are? You a walking disater!" Jimin says angry.
This got Namjoon of guard.
"Jimin, I don't mean to break things,. A phone or earphone are not that important anyways."
"Not important? My whole life is on my phone, now my broken phone!" Jimin screams, making everyone look up at him.
"I am sorry for breaking it. I didn'mean to but you are over reacting now." Namjoon says not wanting this to get out of hand. But it was already to late.
"Save it."
"Jimin have some respect." Namjoon says using the fact that he is older that him.
"You may be older but you are a disaster."
"I am sorry, do you even know how horrible you can be? Walking around with that face of yours, looking annoyed as hell like everything you do is not important today. Do you realise that we have shot some scenes over and over again because of your face expression. I know I deserve that your angry but you are going to far now." Namjoon says, but as soon as the words left his mouth he regards them. He didn't mean to make the boy feel like that, he did see that the boy wasn't feeling well but still it just came out.
With that Jimin had walked out of the studio leaving everyone...
Jimin had opened the door to get some fresh air, but he didn't even got the changes to breath in the cold winter air as a bag was placed over his head making everything turn black before his eyes. He could hear voices but with the headache he couldn't make out what they were saying. His blood was still boiling from the outburst in the studio and he didn't even know how to react when he felt his body being lifted and put in the back of a van before it started to drive away.
****
The bag was still covering Jimin's head, if he was being honest with himself the fact that he didn't see anything or hear anything, was actually calming him. His headache was still there but it still felt better like this. But there was an underlying fear, a fear he really tried to hide.
He was sitting on a wooden chair, his hands tied up behind his back and his leg wear tied to the chair. His eyes are getting heavier and it becomes more difficult for him to keep them open so he just falls asleep.
He didn't know how long he was asleep, what he did know was that his headache was finally gone.
A hand grabbed the bag from his head and he was staring into a pare of blue eyes, he took in the person in front of him. It was a small woman, blue eyes and long black hair tied up in a high ponytail. Behind her were two strong man, one with blond hair and a black suit while the other had dark hair but wearing the same suit.
"Look how cute he is." The woman says, her voice soft and kind.
"Is he really mine now?" she asks looking at someone behind Jimin who he couldn't see.
"Yes my little princess, he is all yours." It was the voice of a man.
"Thanks you father!" The woman says as she starts to hug Jimin.
"Oh oppa, I can't believe you are here." She says as he hugs him more tidily. Jimin was in total shock, not really understanding what was going on, it felt like he has lost his voice as he couldn't say anything. His mouth was just refusing.
"Oki, so let me see." She says as she takes a sit upon him making him jump, at least as far as he could as his body was still tied up.
"Oh no don't be afraid, I will not hurt you. You will like me." She says smiling as her hands go over his face.
"So soft" she says in a high pinch voice totally exited.
"Please don't." Jimin says, those are the first words he can speak as he hands are making her way towards his body.
"Cutie, you don't have anything to say. You mine." She says.
"Just don't touch me." Jimin says, feeling how the fear is reaching in his body but still not sure what to do. He tries to push her of, he tries to move.
A slap is heard in the small room, a red mark is left on his cheek. He was in total shock.
"Oh I am so sorry. Just don't make me do it again." She says.
"Your crazy, just get of me." Jimin says, finally finding back his defence. He tries to struggle again resulting in another slap in his face.
"I am a huge fan of you, but you are so different in real life." She says.
"You are not going to like me more the longer you keep me here." Jimin says.
"You have to get used to it boy." The man behind him speaks.
"I will fight and will not give up. Do you even know who I am." Jimin says.
"we know more than you realise." The man says.
"Than you know it is etter to let me go." Jimin says, trying to stay calm and kind.
"Oh no we can't. You are going to make my daughter really happy."
"You are going to like me very much." The girl says, now sitting back on Jimin lap. As again he tries to struggle but this time he is hit on the back of his head, but harder. Giving his head his headache back.
"Just let me go." Jimin says, as he keeps on struggling, he is fighting against the robes and the girl falls of his lap on the ground. The two man in the back come close to the girl and pick her up.
"I don't like him anymore dad." The girl says looking at Jimin as a tear slips down her cheek and that moment Jimin realises what he has done.
"I am sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you." He says. "please just let me go."
"I hate him." The girl says walking out of the room leaving Jimin with the three man. He can feel all eyes on him and the two man nod and the man behind jimin and he can hear how the door closes leaving Jimin with the two man.
Before Jimin even realises what is happening he can feel kicks and slams against his body, his chair falls to the ground but the man don't stop.
Jimins thoughts go to the boys, to Namjoon, as the last time he saw them he walked out angry.
Angry at him, angry for no real reason just because he wasn't feeling right.
He was now crying and not because of the pain the man are causing. No because of the though of dying and not getting the changes to say he is sorry.
Just before everything gets black he can hear a voice say. "you're save now."
****
"JIMIN!" it is Jungkooks voice as Jimin opens his eyes slowly adjusting to the light in the room. He can feel how Jungkook and Taehyung are hugging him and as he looks around he can see the other members standing in the room looking sad.
"What happened?" Jimin asks his voice weak.
The boys explain everything what had happened, the police found him because of the tracker in the necklace. But he was passing out and didn't wake up for 4 hours.
"Do you remember anything?" Jin asks. Jimin remembers ever little detail, but he turns his head around to Namjoon.
"I am so sorry." He says as he starts to cry.
"No I am so sorry for breaking your phone and all the other things. I am a walking disasters. Please forgive me." Namjoon says also crying.
"No, it is not your fault. I was in a bad mood."
"I am so sorry I should have noticed."
"Can you please just stop. Before I make a reason to make you feel sorry." Yoongi says making the other laugh a little bit.
Jimin explains everything to the boys as they tell him that all of them are behind bars. The girl was not even 18 years old and her room was filled with stuff of him.
"18 for real?" Jimin was shocked. Thinking back about all the movements.
"Yeah, creepy right, she is used to get everything from her dad." Taehyung says.
"but he can never have our little angel." Hoseok says smiling.
"True, he will always be ours" Jungkook says. As Namjoon was the only one in the room left with Jimin it was quiet for a moment.
"Jimin-si, again. I am sorry for your phone. I have a new one for you." Namjoon says showing the phone and also showing earphones.
"you didn't have to, I know you didn't mean to."
"but I still did break it."
"I shouldn't had yelled at you. I know you clumsly." Jimin says making Namjoon smile. Jimin takes the phone and the earphones.
"Thank Joon-hyung." Jimin says. "you are right. A phone is not that important."