Felixs pov
I laid cuddled up with jisung on the couch, we were watching something. But it had just turned into a cuddle session which I didn't mind , I love cuddles
I was laid down on top of him resting my head on his chest and hugging him , making sure not to hug his waist or hips incase that upset him.
I've never felt so anxious in my life than when I did earlier , I had so many questions
What if mom and dad never found us?
What if I ended up blacking out then she went to rape sungie?
What if jeongin was never able to call mom and dad
What if kai hadn't been there to save hyunjin?
What if changbinnie died?
It terrified me, any of those things happening would've lead us to devastation one way or another. We're just lucky it went the way it did, apart from the fact we trusted them in the first place...that was the stupidest thing we've ever done
" felixie" jisung said softly, his hands now running through my hair " what are you thinking about?"
" nothing " I sighed
" doesn't sound like nothing " he replied " cmon, tell your hyung"
" I thought you didn't like being called hyung?" I looked up at him
" it's growing on me , it's emasculating " he shrugged, I nodded " don't change the subject, what's on your mind"
" just everything that's gone on lately, nothing much....just freaks me out when I think about it" I mumbled
He simply nodded in response and pecked the top of my head making me smile and hug him tighter
" hey you two " dad came through " decided against tv then?" He chuckled before sitting beside us and gently rubbing the back of my calf
" mhm" I hummed
" the both of you feeling okay?" He asked
" yeah" jisung nodded " felix is just kinda tense, thinking about just everything "
" oh sunshine" he tutted softly " it's okay, it's all sorted out now. Your art supplies are on the way too"
" yay!" I exclaimed happily, turning round to face him but still laying on sungie " wheres mom?"
" pet store" he hummed
" does that mean?" Jisungs eyes lit up, he nodded " oh my god! I'm gonna have my own doggie!"
" yes you are squirrel" he chuckled softly
" whens seungmins dress arriving? I wanna see him slaying" I asked
" tommorow, he's already looking for clothes he can style it with " he smiled
" I wanna do his makeup" I said giddily
" If he wants to have makeup then I'm sure he'll let you help " he hummed
Hyunjin walked into the room and practically landed on top of me with a groan
" what's wrong jinnie?" I giggled
" changbinnie " he whined
" what did bin do?" Dad asked
" he tickled me! He thought I'd stolen his controller but he was wrong, I've lost him for now. Don't let him get me" he curled in on himself as he head binnies footsteps in the hallway
" god this house is hectic " jisung chuckled
" I know, I love it" dad smiled softly then rubbed hyunjin back " good luck drama llama, I can't fight bin off of you. Have you seen that kids muscles?"
" nooo" he whined and hugged me tightly " it's not fair I didn't take it"
" you don't need to convince us , you need to convince him" jisung snickered as changbin stormed into the room
Hyunjin jumped up, realising we weren't risking ourselves by helping him, and sprinted off binnie hot on his tail
" WHY!" He yelled as he ran, we laughed
" binnie will let up eventually " dad shrugged " he won't actually hurt him "
" no, but Hyunjins too sensitive for his own good. Matches his dramatic personality " I chuckled, dad nodded in agreement " this is a pretty average family if you put aside all the shit that's happened "
" language young man" dad gave me a faux threatening glare " you and your siblings are only allowed to swear when something serious happens"
" finnee" I whined
" try telling that to jeonginnie and seungminnie" jisung giggled
" they swear alot?" He hummed, we nodded " then...I'll have to teach them the impact of their words. Who am I kidding , that wont work. I'll just tell changbin that they took his controller if they refuse to stop" he shrugged, we laughed
" they probably did" I snickered
We continued to talk, the room filled with happy emotions that covered up all the anxiety inside as we laughed and joked around. I love my new family, I love that I know that they're with me for my whole life and they won't leave me ever.