She let's out a sighed and I looked at her. She placed the book down and makes a face.
It's 1 a.m.
She has been reading ever since I got home. This one is addicted to books and coffee.
I ate, showered then got dressed and now we were sitting in bed.
I had my laptop on my lap as I read though a contract but my wife is now distracting me.
"What's wrong?" I asked
"This book, I want to discuss it with someone but Amelia is busy with her chorus and there is nobody I can rant to about it," she said and I smiled.
"Rant to me,"
"No, you won't understand," she said and my phone buzzed.
We looked down between us and I saw Annika's name. I picked the phone up and my face Id went in before I could do anything.
Take a fucking hint Nika
Another message came in and I sighed. Esmeray clears her throat and I looked at her.
"I'm gonna go to bed," she said before turning her lights off. "Esmeray," I said and she ignored me.
I threw my phone down and placed my laptop on the nightstand. I turned my lights off and I laid down.
I grabbed her by her waist and pulled her into me. "Steele stop," she groans as she tried moving away.
"Let go-"
"Why?"
"I don't want to be hold," she said and I ignored her.
"Go to sleep Esmeray," I said before closing my eyes.
Once he fell asleep that was it for my struggling. His arms caged me and there was no escaping.
I sighed and closed my eyes.
I'll fuss about it tomorrow
••••
"I got cat for Hailey, what should we name her?" Alec asked.
"Coco,"
"Lenny,"
"Bella,"
"Daisy," Steele suggested.
"Annika," I said even though they weren't talking to me.
I looked up at Steele and he was already staring at me.
I didn't know how else to bring it up and my intention wasn't to do this in front of Alec and Kade.
But the opportunity came to me.
Why do I even care?
We were just pretending for his mother, or maybe things got a little deep
"I know an Annika-"
"Shut up Kade," Steele said and I took a spoon full of my yogurt. Placed it in my mouth and sucked the cream off.
"Stop doing that," he pointed at the spoon as Alec and Kade stared at me.
"Are you telling me I can't eat?" I asked and he got up.
He walked towards me and took my yogurt and spoon. He grabbed my arm and then hauled me out of the room.
"Remember we should be playing husband and wife," I said and he rolled his eyes.
He brought me upstairs and closed the door.
"What's your problem?" I asked
"I don't have a problem, do you?"
"I don't," I said with a shrug.
Lies
"Good to know," he said
"You know what, I know this isn't real but isn't it a bit disrespectful to be fucking someone while you're married,"
"I haven't fucked anyone since I've been married to you," he said
"Who's Annika then and why is she messaging, about how she misses you and wants to see you?"
"She's a fuck buddy I had before we got married," he confessed.
"So you're still fucking her-"
"I'm not," he said while getting into my face.
"I don't believe you,"
"Well, believe this. You're the only one I want to fuck not Annika or anybody else,"
"Yeah right," I said while rolling my eyes.
"Don't roll your eyes at me,"
"Or what?" I asked and he released.
"Why are you even piss? You hate me,"
"I do hate you," I said and he scuffed.
But why do I want to kiss him so bad.
"I do and sometimes I just want take your, big, stupid head and-"
I pretended to roll something into a ball then threw the imaginary thing to the ground. I made grunting sounds as I stamped on thin air.
"Ugh," I groaned before glaring at him.
The asshole was smiling.
He stepped closer before grabbing my throat, again. He brought his lips down to mine and kissed me.
I kissed him back and tried keeping up with his rough kiss.
We made out and things got heated quickly. My body fell into the mattress as he hiked up my shirt.
He rested himself between my legs and moaned while feeling his bulge pressed against me.
He pulled away from the kiss and kissed my jawline and neck.
"Steele," I moaned
"Little bird?"
"Touch me," I said when he didn't make any move to do so.
He placed his hands on my thigh and spread my legs wider.
He grinds into my body and I felt the wetness in my panties.
He sucked on my neck and I moaned. He started rubbing down my thighs until he moved a hand to my pussy.
He pulled me back into a harsh kiss as he pushed my underwear to the side
I felt a finger rubbing against my clit and I hummed.
"Hmmm,"
We kissed as he played with my pussy. The sounds came from down there as I got super wet. He smirked at sounds and my widened my legs more.
"Is it okay if I put it inside?"he asked as he pulls away.
"Yes," I said breathlessly.
He slipped a finger inside and I grabbed on to him.
His finger were so thick
He moves it in and out and soon I relaxed as I got use to it.
"Steele,"
He slipped another inside before moving them in and out.
"Fuck,"
He twisted and turned his fingers and I moaned into his ear. He started twitching his fingers and I groaned.
Fuck that feels good
I felt the familiar sensation as I tightened around his fingers.
"You're gonna cum for me, little bird?" he asked
"Yes," I said while holding on him.
My legs started shaking as he went faster. Pumping his long thick fingers in and out at a incredible pace. I came all over his fingers and he allowed me to ride out my orgasm.
Moving his fingers slowly.
I dropped my head into the bed as I breathed heavy.
"You're fucking beautiful," he said and I looked up at him.
He tells me that almost everyday
He placed his fingers into his mouth and sucked my cum off.
Damn
"And you taste good," he said and I blushed.
My hands went down to his pants but he stopped me.
"Uh-huh," he said while shaking his head as if he was talking to a child.
"Steele-"
"You're not ready,"
"What?" I asked as he got up.
"You heard me," he said
He picked me up bridal style and brought me to the bathroom. He cleaned me up then brought me back into the room.
"I want to have sex," I said
"No, you don't,"
"I do,"
"You don't, Esmeray," he said and I looked away.
I folded my arms and glared at the ground.
He doesn't know what I want
"Do you want coffee?"
"Esmeray?"
I ignored him until I heard him hissed his teeth and leave. After an hour I went downstairs.
Amelia told me he left for work.
I had my dinner and then played with Hailey. After that I helped her with homework and help her into bed after a shower.
"Good night Hailz, " I whispered even though she was asleep.
I placed the door open and they started walking to the door. The door open and revealed Alec.
"Shit," he cursed himself.
I guess he was angry at himself for not making it home before she fell asleep.
"She fell asleep five minutes ago," I said and he nods.
"Thank for um-"
"It's okay," I said and he stepped aside.
I exit the room and went to the kitchen.
No coffee
Just then Steele walked. "You okay?"
"There's no coffee," I said and he came towards me.
He checked the cabinet before sighing.
"Let's go," he said and I frowned
"Where?"
"Out," he said before walking out.
I followed him out the door and he opened my car door.
"Get in," he said and I did.
He walked around the car and Kade stopped him before he could get in.
"We're still up for the club right?" Kade asked
"Yeah," he said before getting into the car.
He drove me to a Starbucks and we joined the drive-thru.
"What do you want?" he asked as I stare at the menu.
"A grande ice decaf Americano with oat milk and two pumps of brown sugar syrup with is pistachio cream cold foam," I finished and he look up into my eyes since he was staring at my lips.
"A what?" he almost laughed and I repeated it.
He got my ordered and bought me coffee cake and blueberry muffin.
"Thank you," I said and he nod.
"What some?"
"No," he answered and I nod
We went back to the house as I enjoyed my coffee and cake.
I'm saving the muffin for Hailey.
"So you're going out tonight?"
"Yes," he answered.
"Can I come?" I said and he look over at me.
"Are you sure?" He asked and I nod.
The house felt suffocating and after my Starbucks drive out I walked to go out again.
"Okay," He said and I smiled.
"I won't leave your side this time," he said before taking my hand.
•••
I walked out and Steele started shaking his head.
"No-"
"It's not see through. The material just blend in with my skin," I said
"No," He said
"Steele,"
"Esmeray-"
"Please, I like it," I said and he looks me over.
He got up and walked to the door. I smiled and followed him out.
We got to the club and he held close to him. He didn't leave my side once.
Somebody guy came up to do business and Steele pulled me into his lap.
"Ghost," the man greeted and I looked at Steele.
Ghost?
Steel have nod and he sat down while looking at me.
"Take your eyes off my wife or I'll scope them out," Steele growled and the man looked away.
I took Steele's glass and took a sip. They started talking business as I sat comfortably and zoned.
I then pulled out my phone and started reading a book on a app.
"You okay?" Steele whispered into my ear and I nod.
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