"Okay, I think that's the last of your stuff," says Kit
I've officially moved in with kit I'm so happy, wouldn't surprise me if we bang each other now, obviously I'm joking I don't think he's ready yet and I'm definitely not ready yet I think I'm going to wait until I'm over a year on testosterone and I get top surgery and bottom surgery.
Its been three weeks after my first testosterone shot and its friday so today is my third shot, kit thinks alot has changed like, my voice has changed a bit but I don't think it has, I've definitely seen some changed like I've started to get bottom growth, my period has stopped, I have a high sex drive, like I get aroused so much more and more easily, how does kit survive, like hello.
I put my clothes in the chest of draws, and I collapse onto his bed, we'll I should now say our bed, and kit crawls over to me, or he's leaning over me
"Oh, hello up there," I say
"Hello," he smirks
"What do you want?"
"I want to kiss you,"
He leans closer, and our lips meet, kissing each other softly until I break away, panting
"Put your whole body weight on me,"
"I don't want to crush you,"
"You won't." I smile seductively
"Fine, if you're sure," he smirks
Kit lies on top of me, and we kiss again, more passionately, I stick my hand up his t-shirt, and kit jumps up
"Shit, sorry, was that too much?" I say
"No, it was fine it just shocked me." he smiles
And he slams his lip against mine and we carry on kissing passionately and my hand consciously sneaks up his shirt again but kit seems fine with it now, and kit moves his hand so it's on my chest
I break away panting,
"You know your driving me fucking mad"
"Riv we should stop before it gets too heated then"
"No five more minutes" I beg
"You do realise that we have been making out for over twenty minutes" he laughs
"I don't care"
I smash my lips on his again, my lips exploring his, I roll over so I'm lying on top of him now
"Riv" he mutters between the kisses
"River" he carrys on
"River stop"
I get up off of him
"Sorry, I got too carried away"
"You definitely did" Kit says sitting up
We sit there awkwardly for a few seconds but it felt like hours,
"So what do you want for dinner" Kit says
"Maybe pasta"
He nods
"Okay but we need to do your shot"
"Mhm"
Kit gets up and walks into the bathroom and comes out with the little bottle with testosterone in, he take the needle out of the packaging and opens the testosterone bottle and fills the needle with testosterone
"Okay riv, take off your trousers"
I take my trousers off and kit kneels
"Ready"
"Yep"
kit put the needle in the right thigh and pushes the testosterone in my leg then takes the needle out,
"Okay done"
Kit stands back up and puts the needle and the bottle in the bin
"Kit you made me bleed"
"Well I just stabbed you with a needle what do you think would happen" he laughs
"You are soooo lucky I love you"
I stand up and pull my trousers up and we walk downstairs and kit walks Into the kitchen and he starts cooking dinner and I sit in the living room and flick through Instagram, that's when I see it, on a anonymous account, three picture of me and kit kissing and a video, I look at the comments some of them were kind like them tell the poster that they should of had consent to post this and most of them are jealous that kit is kissing me and wanting us to break up. I start to tear up, then I remember that kit told me not to believe what these people say.
I stand up and put my phone on the coffee table, and I walk in the kitchen, and I walk behind him and wrap my arms around kits waist
"River, I'm cooking."
"But I love you. I want to be with you,"
"I love you too, but I'm making dinner,"
"Can it wait 5 minutes?"
"Fine, five minutes, and that's it,"
Kit turns around, so he's now facing me.
"Okay, so what did you want to tell me,"
"I wanted hugs and kisses,"
"Okay then," he says, hugging me. "This isn't the testosterone it has to take a few hours for an effect. Why are you acting like this?"
"Instagram," I whisper
"What about it?"
"The photos," I say
"Photos?"
"Of us kissing in the park three weeks ago today," I say, leaning my head on his shoulder
"The ones what those girls took"
"Mhm," I nod
"Okay, I'll dm them for them to take it down,"
"Thank you,"
"It's been more than five minutes. Can I finish making dinner?"
"Fine"
"Hey, please ignore those girls,"
I nod
Kit finishes dinner, and we sit and eat, and we wash up afterwards, we sit back in the living room, and we watch an episode of sherlock while cuddling
"So Irene Adler isn't dead," Kit asks
"No, she isn't she faked her death. See, she's over there,"
"Why did she fake her death?"
"Did you not listen to what she said?"
"This show is so confusing." he laughs
"Not for me, it's so obvious,"
"Yeah, because you watched it over a thousand times,"
I pause the show
"Okay, she fake death because the Americans were after her and her camera-phone,"
"Why were the Americans after her?"
"Just watch it," I beg. "Then you'll find out,"
We carry on watching, and kit sits there, confused
"Wait, how is sherlock here?"
"he probably followed John,"
"Why is this show so confusing?"
"Do you want to do something else?" I ask
"What do you want to do?" He asks
"I want kisses,"
"You do?"
"Mhm," I say, looking at his lips
"Come here then,"
Our lips connect, and we start making out. Kissing felt much more natural to us now, one of my hands up his shirt and one on his back, his hand on my face and one on my lower back, I keep getting the butterfly's in my stomach everytime he touches me, I break away and I move to his neck, I start kissing his neck
"Riv"
I move from his neck, so I'm looking at him
"Yeah, was that okay?" I ask
"I think we need to talk,"
"About what?" I ask curiously
"Doing things more than kissing River"
"Oh, sure," I say, sitting up
"Obviously, I can't have a go at you for how your feeling about me, you've only just started t and all these feelings are new but we are going to have to put so barriers"
"Um, okay, sorry," I say
Kit looks at me
"Hey, you can't help how you're feeling. You're like a young teenage boy going through puberty. These feelings are going to be new and more intense."
"Hm,"
"How about we make a list,"
"Maybe we can write it on my laptop, and we can sign it, I bit like a contract,"
"If you want to do that, we can."
I get up, and I get my laptop and go on word
"Okay, so what are we aloud to do?" I ask
"Okay, we can kiss, hug, cuddle, hold hands, you can put your hand up my shirt when we kiss, and neck kisses are fine,"
"Okay," I say, typing that down
"We are going to stop as soon as it gets heated, uh no grinding on each other and no touching each other sexually unless we are both ready,"
"Mhm," I say, still typing "anything else"
"I don't think so."
"Okay, let me print it, and then we can sign it,"
I print it, and I walk over to the printer and wait for it to print, I pick up the paper, and we both walk into the kitchen, and we both sign it.
"Done," I say, and I put it on the fridge
"Okay, you still want to kiss," he asks
"What do you think?" I smirk
Kit picks me up, and he runs upstairs and throws me on our bed, and he crawls on top of me
"Hello there," he says
Before I can say anything, kit kisses me. we ended up making out for over ten minutes, but we were cut off from my phone ringing
"Really, my phone has to ring when I'm finally having fun." I moan getting up
Kit laughs
"Come on, don't act like you're not annoyed from my phone stopping us,"
I stand up, and I grab my phone. Snake breeders are calling me
"Hello?"
"Hi River, I was hoping you could come over. Maybe tomorrow I've just had some banana ball pythons hatch a few weeks ago. "
"Omg yesss, I'll just ask my boyfriend if tomorrow is okay."
"Sure thing."
I take my phone away from my ear
"Who's calling you?" he asks
"Snake breeders, can we go over tomorrow? There were just some banana morphs born a few weeks ago."
"Yeah, sure, we can do that.
I put the phone back to my ear
"Yeah, tomorrow's fine, thanks,"
"Okay, cool, see you then,"
"Bye,"
I put my phone down, and I started to jump up and down
"Woah, someone's excited,"
"Kit, can I get one?"
"Hmm, let me think, ooh, okay, if you can do this for me, I'll let you get one."
"Okay, what?" I smile
"I want you to carry on kissing me, then we can get one."
I don't reply. I just climb on top of his and kiss him passionately
"So can I get one now?" I say, panting
"Fine," he smiles
I kiss him again, and I move over to his neck
"Thank you," I whisper against his skin, then I kiss his neck really hard
"God river, I love you so so much."