Saffron's POV:
Nima and Madiha had come to visit me here in Berlin, and it had been such a welcome relief from my day-to-day life. Once I told them about Easton, they did not waste a second and immediately flew over to be with me.We sat in front of my balcony, sipping coffee and catching up on our lives.
As I explained everything that happened, they were shocked and angry on my behalf. They were both outraged that someone could treat me so poorly, especially since I had always done my best to be happy with him.
We all started talking about Easton and how he has always seemed so opportunistic. It was clear to all of us that he was only using me to advance his career in the industry. I had never realized it before, but now I could see how manipulative he could be.
Nima, ever the fiery one, immediately blurted out, "That son of a bitch! Who does he think he is? How dare he treat you like that?"
Madiha's expression was equally sympathetic. "Oh my god, Saffron, that's terrible. How could he do that to you?"
"I don't know," I murmured. "That's not even the worst part though. When I caught him, he wasn't even guilty, and he basically admitted that he's just using me to further his career. He doesn't actually care about me at all."
Nima made a disgusted noise, while Madiha's jaw dropped. "What? That's absolutely despicable," she said, shaking her head. "I can't believe he would use someone to further his stupid career. That's just cruel."
"Yeah," I agreed. "I can't believe I ever fell for his stupid act. I feel so stupid."
"Don't say that," Nima said firmly. "It's not your fault that he's a liar and a cheat. You deserve someone who will treat you right."
"I second that," Madiha nodded. "You're amazing, Saffron. Don't let him make you feel like anything less."
Together, we talked shit about Easton, coming up with all sorts of creative insults and jokes to make ourselves feel better. It was a cathartic experience, and by the end of the night, I felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.
But as the conversation flowed to lighter topics, my mind drifted to Erynn again. It's been 8 months since our breakup, and yet the pain still felt so fresh. I was able to take my mind off of it when I was with Easton but now I have nothing to distract me. It's like I'm stuck in a never-ending cycle of heartache and regret.
I tried to push my thoughts away, not wanting to ruin our time together with my sadness. But as we talked more, my eyes started to water, and I knew I couldn't hold it in any longer.
"Hey Saff, don't cry, Easton's an asshole, he doesn't deserve your tears." Nima said, putting a comforting hand on my knee. Thinking my tears are for Easton.
Madiha, my best friend since we're 4 years old, took one good look at me and said, "I don't think she's crying because of Easton, Nima." Shooting a knowing look at Nima.
Nima made an understanding face, nodding at Madiha. "Oh. Oh."
Amidst my tears, I chuckled at her expression, wiping at my eyes.
"So how have you been? Really?" Madiha asked, turning her full attention on me. I tried to put on a brave face and told them that I was doing better, but it wasn't entirely true.
The truth was that I still missed Erynn more than ever. Despite trying to move on, my heart still ached for her. I couldn't help but break down in tears, telling Nima and Madiha how much I still loved Erynn.
"I just can't help it, guys," I said, wiping away the tears that had started to flow. "I still love her so much, even though it's been months."
Nima gave me a sympathetic smile. "It's understandable, Saffron. You both had something special, and it takes time to get over that."
Madiha nodded in agreement. "And everyone moves on at their own pace. Don't feel like you have to rush it."
"I know, but it's just so hard," I said, feeling overwhelmed by the weight of my emotions. "Every time I think I'm doing better, something reminds me of her, and I just can't stop thinking about her."
Nima gave my hand a reassuring squeeze. "Maybe it's time to reach out to her. See how she's doing and if there's a chance for you two to talk things out?"
I shook my head. "I don't know if I'm ready for that. What if she's completely moved on and I'm still here stuck in the past?"
"It's just hard, you know?" I said, wiping the tears away. "I thought moving to Berlin would help me forget her and start over, I thought dating again would do the trick, but it feels like I'm stuck in the same place."
Madiha spoke up, her voice gentle and understanding. "You don't have to forget about Erynn, Saffron. You just have to learn to live without her. Focus on the things that make you happy, and eventually, things will fall into place."
It was easier said than done, but I knew that they were right. I couldn't spend the rest of my life pining after someone who was no longer a part of it. I had to find a way to let go and move forward.
Nima and Madiha both gave me hugs, assuring me that they were always there for me, no matter what.
Madiha added, "And who knows, maybe one day you guys will cross paths again. But for now, you have to focus on yourself and your own happiness."
Their words were hard to hear, but I knew they were right. And I was grateful for their support, I have to find a way to move on.
It wouldn't be easy, but I was willing to put in the effort. For myself, for my future, and for a chance at happiness once more.
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Nima's POV:
I sat on my bed inside Saffron's guest room with my phone pressed against my ear, listening as Caoimhe spoke on the other end about our plan and how it had failed.
"I don't understand what went wrong. I thought if you could subtly suggest she reach out to Rynn, she'd go back home." Caoimhe said, her voice sounding defeated.
"I know, baby. I thought it would work too," I replied, feeling deflated. "Maybe I didn't push her hard enough?"
"Or Maybe we should try a different approach." Caoimhe said
I paused, considering her words. "Like what?"
"Maybe you should just tell Saffron the truth," Caoimhe suggested. "That Erynn is really sorry and wants to talk to her. No more subtle hints or nudges. Just be direct. I feel like you were being too subtle and it just backfired."
I chewed on my bottom lip, mulling over Caoimhe's suggestion. "It's risky," I said finally. "Saffron might just shut down and refuse to listen."
"Oh yeah, I forgot how stubborn she can be." Caoimhe replied.
I let out a sigh, feeling guilty for not being able to get Saffron to see reason. "I just wish there was something more I could do. Saffron deserves to be happy, with or without Erynn."
"I know, Nima. But we both know that she's not going to be truly happy until she's back with Erynn. The two of them are meant to be together," Caoimhe said softly.
I couldn't deny that. Those two were meant to be together. It was heartbreaking to see them torn apart like this. And I knew that if I were in Saffron's position, I would want my friends to do everything in their power to help me. But now, with the distance and the misunderstandings between them, it seemed like they might never get back together.
Suddenly, I had an idea. "Wait. What if we get Erynn to come here? Maybe if Saffron sees her in person, it'll be easier for her to face her feelings and reach out to Erynn."
"That's actually not a bad idea," Caoimhe agreed, sounding a bit more hopeful now. "But how do we get Erynn down there?"
"Uh...maybe we can tell her that you guys have a photoshoot or something here?" I said, feeling a bit more energized now. "We just have to make sure that she doesn't get suspicious of anything."
"Okay, I'll talk to Paige and see if she's down to help," Caoimhe said. "Let's hope this works."
With a renewed sense of optimism, Nima ended the call and lay back on her bed, hoping that their plan would work this time. All she wanted was to see her two friends happy again.
...
The next day, Caoimhe called and apparently they do have work here in Berlin. They have a show at an intimate venue, next week. So we decided to let nature take its course and let things happen naturally. I have no doubt that one way or another, Erynn would reach out to Saffron once she's here. Caoimhe agreed, saying that Erynn would not be able to resist Saffron.
"I think they'll be okay." Caoimhe exhaled, looking at me through the screen.
I smiled, letting my worries for Saffron & Erynn fade away, "yeah, if they're meant to be, like we think they are, then they'll find their way back to each other."
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Saffron's POV:
I sighed heavily as I walked out of the office building, my head still buzzing with work that was due tomorrow. However, once I stepped out of the building, the mundane world came to a halt when I saw a poster of Erynn's band, 'Quirky Stevens'.
A thrill ran down my spine as I read the poster listing the upcoming show at my city. A part of me wanted to go and see her perform, but another part of me still felt hurt and sad. I didn't know whether to go or not.
Amix of emotions bubble inside me. Seeing Erynn's face, the memories flooding back. Why did I even mention her name to Nima and Caoimhe? Why did I let her back into my mind, my heart?
Part of me wanted to rip the poster down, to forget that I ever knew Erynn. But there was another part of me that was curious, wondering what it would be like to see her again after all these months. To see if the months had changed her, if she had changed as a person.
But in the end, I knew that it wasn't worth it. Going to the concert would just open up old wounds, and I didn't want to put myself through that kind of emotional turmoil. I made the decision to move on from Erynn and focus on my own life, my own goals. And I'm sticking to it, It wasn't worth the risk of being hurt again.
With one last glance at the poster, I turned away and walked down the street, determined to leave the past behind me. I tried to shake off the memories that were flooding my mind, reminding myself why I had broken up with Erynn in the first place. She had been selfish, always putting her music and career above our relationship. It was why I had to end things between us.
But even still, seeing her on that poster, looking so happy and carefree, made me ache inside. I missed her terribly, but I knew I had to move on. Going to her show would only set me back.
As I walked home, I made a mental note to steer clear of the venue where the show was being held. It wasn't worth the risk of seeing Erynn again and stirring up old memories. It was time for me to focus on myself and my own happiness, rather than dwelling on what could have been.
I reached my apartment and went inside, closing the door behind me. I took a deep breath, trying to push away the sadness and regret that had settled in my heart. It was time for me to move forward, and leave the past where it belonged.
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Erynn's POV:
Paige had just told me the news that we had a show in Berlin next week, but my mind was elsewhere. Ever since she had mentioned the city, all I could think about was the fact that it was where Saffron is currently living.
It had been months since I had last seen her, and the thought of being in the same city as her again was both exhilarating and terrifying. I couldn't help but wonder, Would she even come to our show? Would she want to see me again? Would she avoid it like the plague because of me?
But then reality set in, and I remembered why we had broken up in the first place. The distance between us had become too much to handle, and I had been guilty of putting my music and my career above our relationship. It was a mistake that I regretted deeply, and one that had cost me the love of my life.
As Paige talked about the details, my mind wandered back again to Saffron. If she sees me, Would she be able to see how much I had grown, how much I regretted the way things ended between us? Or would she still be holding on to the hurt and anger? I had hurt her so much, and the guilt was still heavy on my chest. Part of me wanted to apologize, to make things right between us, but another part was scared of rejection.
I know I shouldn't be thinking about Saffron. But the idea of seeing her again was so tempting, and I didn't know how to resist it.
"Hey, Erynn," Paige said, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Are you okay? You seem a little distracted."
I shook my head, forcing a smile. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just thinking about the upcoming show."
Paige raised an eyebrow, clearly not convinced. "Is there something else going on?"
I hesitated for a moment before answering, not wanting to reveal my true thoughts. "No, just pre-show jitters, I guess."
Paige didn't seem satisfied with my answer, but she didn't push the issue. As we continued to discuss the details of the upcoming show, my mind kept drifting back to Saffron and the possibility of seeing her again. Maybe this was my chance to make things right, to explain myself and apologize for the way things ended between us. Or maybe it was just wishful thinking. Only time would tell.
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(A/N: how do you think they'll meet again? And how will they react?
Last update for now, tomorrow I'll write at night but I really have to work tomorrow during the day lol, I have deadlines I need to catch up on.