Erynn's POV:
Saffron and I had been dating for a few months now, and every moment we spend together is a peaceful and happy one. The two of us are in sync, both in our individual lives and in our relationship. We love spending time together, whether it was going on midnight walks, concerts or even just cuddling and watching movies. I especially love when Saffron plays the guitar and sings with me, I wasn't surprised to know she plays since she's an avid fan of music, but I was surprised by how good she is. How perfect can she be?
As I watched Saffron strumming her guitar, her eyes closed in concentration, my heart swelled with admiration. She was such a beautiful and talented soul, and I feel lucky to be with her.
"Earth to Erynn!" Saffron teased, shaking my shoulder. I took her hand stopping her. "Did you say something?" I asked.
She smiled softly at me, tilting her head to the side, "Where were you?"
"Nowhere, just admiring my pretty baby." I replied, leaning forward and putting my head on the palm of my hand.
Saffron softly laughed, hugging my head to her chest, squeezing. "Mmmhmmm, you're so adorable!" I pulled away from her tight grip and laughed. She can be so aggressive sometimes, but that's my baby!
"I can just eat you right up!" She added, demonstrating her cute aggression with her hands.
I raised my eyebrows at her suggestively, "I have no problem with you eating me Saff." I teased, leaning back on my elbows.
Saffron choked on air, slapping my arms when she recovered. "Way to ruin the moment Rynn!"
I laughed, enjoying seeing her cheeks redden. We've been together for a while and yet she still gets shy like this. So cute!
I adjusted my position, grabbing my guitar beside me, "come on, help me practice...then you can eat me after."
"Erynn!"
As we played together, our voices intertwining and blending in perfect harmony, I couldn't help but feel a sense of contentment wash over me. This is my happy place, right here with her.
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Saffron's POV:
I felt so at home in Erynn's room, surrounded by her music equipment and the warmth of her presence. As we played our guitars together, I felt my stress and worries melt away. Erynn's skills are a long ways away from mine but she has never made me feel inferior to her in anyway. I have always enjoyed playing the guitar and singing but I don't have the same passion for it as Erynn and so I chose Music Journalism instead of pursuing a career as a musician.
As I looked over at Erynn, her eyes closed in concentration, and her fingers moving deftly over her guitar strings, I felt my heart swell with love. She was so talented, so passionate about her music, and I feel so grateful to be able to see it and experience it with her.
Erynn has the ability to make even the simplest of tunes sound enchanting, and her passion for music was contagious. In that moment, I knew that no matter where life would take us, the memories of us playing the guitar together would forever hold a special place in my heart.
As Erynn and I sat back on her bed, the air was filled with a sense of fulfillment and joy after our guitar session. Erynn had always been incredibly talented, even when she's not trying. She's able to produce beautiful melodies from the strings of her guitar. It was during moments like these that I wondered what inspired her to pursue music as a career.
"Hey Erynn." "Yeah?"
"Why did you become a musician?"
With her guitar safely nestled in its stand, Erynn's eyes sparkled with excitement as she leaned back against her pillows. "Well, I think it's because music has always been a part of me," she began, her voice gentle yet full of passion. "Ever since I was a child, I found solace in the melodies of my favorite songs. It was like a refuge for my soul."
Curiosity tugged at me as I leaned in closer, eager to hear her story. "But what made you decide to take it further? To pursue it as more than just a hobby?"
Erynn's smile widened, her fingers tracing patterns absentmindedly on the worn wood of her guitar. "It was when I realized that music had the power to touch people's hearts, to convey emotions beyond words," she explained. "I saw how music could heal, how it could uplift spirits and bring people together. And I guess I wanted to be a part of that magic, Saff."
Her words resonated deep within me, an affirmation of the power of music. I understood then that Erynn didn't just want to play music for herself; she wanted to share it with the world, to create moments of connection and empathy through her art.
"But it wasn't an easy decision," she continued, a flicker of vulnerability in her eyes. "I faced doubts and fears, wondering if I was good enough, if anyone would even listen. But I realized that pursuing my passion meant taking risks, stepping out of my comfort zone."
I reached out and gently squeezed her hand, offering her a reassuring smile. "And you did it, baby. You've grown so much as a musician, and I've seen the impact your music has had on people around you. I'm proud of you."
Erynn's cheeks flushed with a mix of pride and humility, her gaze momentarily cast downward. "Thank you, Saffron. Your support means the world to me," she whispered, her voice filled with gratitude.
In that moment, I felt privileged to be a part of Erynn's journey. Her decision to pursue music was not just about fulfilling a personal dream; it was about using her talent to touch lives, to spread love and joy through the universal language of music. And I knew that with her dedication, her gentle spirit, and her unwavering passion, Erynn would undoubtedly achieve great things in her musical career. And I'm honored to be by her side, supporting her every step of the way.
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Erynn's POV:
As we put back the guitars in the right places, I turned to Saffron and grinned. "That was amazing as always by the way." I said, leaning in for a kiss.
Saffron giggled and kissed me back. "I just followed your lead Rynn, so of course we sounded amazing." She teased, circling her arm around my neck, snuggling her face in my hair. A favorite habit of hers.
"What do you wanna do next? Should we go out?" I asked, wrapping my arm around her waist, supporting her body. We walked out of my room, heading into the living room. We have the flat to ourselves, Paige is out working, The lovebirds, Thalia and Heidi are out on a much needed date, they said. While Caoimhe is over at Nima's flat. Still a bit weird to see Kweevs with a partner, we used to always be thridwheeling the two other members of the band and now we have our own partners as well.
"Let's cuddle." Saffron replied after a while, dragging me over to the couch, pushing me down before settling in between my legs. I grabbed the blanket hanging over the back of the couch, draping it over our bodies while Saffron scrolls through Netflix, trying to decide on a movie to watch. I kissed the top of her head and pulled her closer. God I love this woman.
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Saffron's POV:
As we snuggled together, I couldn't help but feel so at peace with Erynn. She is my partner, my best friend, and the love of my life. I feel so lucky and blessed to have her in my life.
As I leaned back into her, she wrapped her arm around me tighter, I felt a kiss on the top of my head and sighed, letting myself feel her warmth and be enveloped in her scent. This is a moment that I wish could last forever.
As the movie played out, my mind raced with thoughts. I want to tell Erynn how much I love her, but every time I tried to speak, the words caught in my throat. I groaned quietly, What's so hard about it Saffron? It's just 3 words! We had been dating for a few months now, and while things were going great between us, neither one of us had yet to say those three little words. The moment felt so right, with the cozy warmth of the blankets surrounding us and the dim light of the movie playing in the background.
I looked up at Erynn, noticing the way the light from the TV flickered off her features. Erynn looked engrossed in the movie, gazing intently at the screen. I know I love Erynn a lot, but I just can't put it into words. I had always been a little shy when it came to expressing my feelings verbally, preferring actions instead.
Halfway through the movie, we shifted positions, cuddling side by side. Erynn shifted her weight, and I took that as an opportunity to wrap my arm around her. She leaned into me, and I could feel her breath on my neck. I turned my head to look at her, and our eyes met. I saw the same emotions reflecting back at me that I was feeling inside: love, contentment, and a sense of belonging.
We continued to watch the movie, and I must have stolen glances at her a dozen times. She looked so beautiful and peaceful, like everything in the world was just right.
Erynn yawned and snuggled even closer to me, and I wrapped us both up in the blanket. She looked up at me through her lashes, and I could see that she was tired. "You can go to sleep if you want," I whispered to her, trying to keep my voice steady. "I'll stay here with you."
She smiled softly in response, and I brushed a strand of hair behind her ear. I was content just to be here with her, feeling her warmth and her sweet breath on my skin. Time seemed to stand still as we sat there, lost in our own little world.
Eventually, the movie ended, and Erynn looked up at me. "That was so good," she said, yawning again. "Thanks for watching it with me."
I smiled at her. "Anytime. I like being here with you."
She snuggled back against me, and I took a deep breath. This was it, I thought to myself. I was finally going to say it. But before I could, Erynn leaned in closer, our noses almost touching. I could feel her breath on my lips and not wasting a second, I took a deep breath and tried to speak, but the words wouldn't come out. Right then, Erynn spoke again. "I know we haven't said it yet," she said softly, "but I want you to know that...I really care about you."
I looked at her, and our eyes met again. My heart was racing, and I felt like I was about to burst with the love I had for her. "Erynn," I whispered, trying not to let my emotions take control. "I care about you too. More than anything."
Erynn smiled, leaned in and pressed her lips to mine. I felt my heart skip a beat as Erynn pulled away, her eyes locked on mine.
Unable to voice out my love, I simply smiled and leaned in for another kiss, knowing in that moment that actions spoke louder than words.
We sat there for a few more minutes, cuddled up together on the couch. And while we still hadn't said those three little words, I knew in my heart that we loved each other. And that was all that really mattered.
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Erynn's POV:
I have never felt happier than I do when I'm with Saffron. One afternoon, we laid in a field, staring up at the clouds above, during one of my limited off days. This day is something that I wouldn't forget anytime soon. Saffron's head was resting on my chest, and we were lost in thought.
"Isn't it beautiful?" Saffron asked, motioning up to the sky.
I smiled down at her and wrapped my arms around her. "It's breathtaking. But not as beautiful as you," I replied, nuzzling my nose into Saffron's hair.
Saffron giggled and turned her head to look up at me. "You always know just what to say," she said softly.
I leaned down and touched my lips to Saffron's, our mouths slowly exploring each other's. We kissed like there was only this moment, only us, and nothing else existed in the world.
The kiss began to get more heated as I grabbed Saffron's waist and pulled her closer. Her hands wandered my back as I grasped at her. I slid my hands down her arms and held her hands before pinning them above her head. She giggled into my mouth and I let out a few laughs of my own. While I laughed, Saffron took that as a good opportunity to slip her tongue in. I was surprised at first but went with it. We stayed like that for a while and when I pulled away we were both red and breathing heavily.
I looked at her flustered state, looked down and smirked. She looks hot in this position.
"What?" She asked breathily. Fuck.
"Nothing, you're so hot." I replied, looking her up, smirking.
"You're such a boy sometimes." Saffron laughed, caressing my cheek softly.
"Only for you sweetie."
"Shut up and kiss me again."
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Saffron's POV:
I have never felt so content as I do when I'm with Erynn. We had created our own peaceful sanctuary together, where nothing else existed except the two of us.
One day, we were taking a walk in the park, holding hands and enjoying the crisp autumn air. We laughed and joked with each other, feeling like nothing else in the world mattered.
As we arrived at a small pond, I stopped and turned to Erynn. I couldn't help but feel the urge to tell her how much I love her. I had been wanting to say those three magical words for a while now, but I always felt a lump in my throat that made it impossible to say.
Looking at Erynn's beautiful face, I took a deep breath, summoning all my courage to say what's in my heart. "Erynn, I–" I started, but my voice trailed off as Erynn looked up at me, a twinkle in her eyes. "I love you," I said, looking deep into her eyes. I held my breath waiting to see her reaction.
Erynn smiled, taking my hand. "I love you too," she replied. I smiled, relieved to hear her say it back with so much love and sincerity in her voice. I leaned in to Erynn and kissed her softly, finally able to express the love that had been burning inside of me for months.
In that moment, we felt safe and loved, knowing that we didn't need anything else as long as we are together.
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3rd person POV:
Erynn and Saffron's peaceful moments together were filled with laughter, kisses, and long conversations. They were each other's sanctuary, where they could escape the world and just be themselves.
As they cuddled together on the couch one evening, Erynn turned to Saffron. "I don't think I could ever be without you," she said softly.
Saffron took her hand and kissed it. "I feel the same way. You're my everything, Erynn."
And in that moment, they knew that they were meant to be together, no matter what challenges may come their way.
(A/N:) how sweet, their first I Love You's to each other might also be the last. 🤭 Prepare for next chapter my dear readers 🫣🤭