Words that speak from the heart

Following after you

My feet frozen
I can't move on
It's not like a breakup
But we're family
Following after you
You were there for my scars and secrets
You know me and how my mind works
What went wrong how did we get farther away
I know our lives are different but we know each forever
You have a boyfriend and I understand but why call me just to? make me feel horrible
I open my mouth to be cut off but we see each all the time but no words between
You rely on me to much and I feel used
But other times, times fly and it feels like memory lane
You confuse me time and time accident or on purpose or your obvious
I want to unshackle myself but there no key pain and disappoint shock me again and again you think I would be numb less surprised but no fresh wounds reopen with every action
Im suffocating in my choices so I decided to untie the rope and walk away stop living in the past and move on
I not a dog waiting by the door for you to
Come back chase me if you want but I'm not looking back.