The continuation of the next part will be posted next week or so
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NOT PROOFREAD
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It's been about a week, and Sunoo has taken online classes ever since the incident. And luckily, he's still in one piece, and still a student at Seoul University. And finally, the rumors have calmed down and haven't resurfaced since then, it all died down and now barely anyone talks about it. But that doesn't mean he's getting back his reputation.
Still, he has never felt so happy and relieved in such a long time.
And now the summatives are finished, which means they will have one whole week of vacation before clearance, and then the senior year-end prom and their graduation.
Clearance. Pre-Enrollment. Other boring shit, and then have Prom. Students fucking in bathroom stalls. Free blowjobs. Condom barters. Sexual Transmitted Infection factories around the campus. Weird ass overrated tiktok songs. Crying with close friends before moving up. Graduation. College. Unpaid Student loans. Depression. Ramen every day of the week. Messed up system. Hot hunks. Parties every weekend. Getting fucked every day by your dorm mate.
Sounds amazing. Amazingly corrupt
But aside from the possible deplorable encounters he would face next school year, he had other plans in mind.
Sunoo had already planned his outfit for later at Jake's party, and Sunghoon agreed on visiting him along with Jungwon so he can get both of their looks done. And by done I mean make-up and their outfits to look smoking hot like the pussies they're about to burn from their hotness...okay let's not talk like that for a sec...
He's been stuck in his shared room with his noona who beat him up last week when he came back home after Sunghoon was out of the door and...shit hurt man...
But, meh... it's been boring this past week and Sunghoon hasn't sent him a single message not called him since the time they went to Yuna's house.
The time he said he loved him
Did he really mean that?
Or maybe it was just an 'I love you but as a friend'?
Maybe he just loved being together with me
But not like romantically
'I'm not ready for that...'
Sunoo's POV
I felt relaxed...being able to escape the pressure that has been inside of me since yesterday.
And thanks to Sunghoon, I've never felt any better. He'd have been a great help to me even though it doesn't seem like a lot, for me it's the grandest gesture you could ever show me.
But what I've noticed was that Sunghoon hyung has been touchy lately...by touchy I mean touchy-touchy
He's been hugging me and holding my hand as if I'm gonna get sucked into a void.
There is definitely something going on...
"I love you" Sunghoon hyung sa-
Wait what...
Huh?
Wait...does he mean that romantically...or platonically...
Uh...
Fuck...
Shit, what do I say?...
...Likewise?
"Likewise, hyung. Likewise" I answered in hopes that he said it as a form of way to express his gratitude towards me
I didn't know what to answer.
Shit wait maybe he actually meant it
Does he really love me?
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Sunoo was so deep in thought he forgot he was still in video chat with Jungwom talking about his invitation to Jake's party.
"Sunoo?! Hey!" Jungwon shouted through the screen getting Sunoo off his trance
"Yea, Yea I'm here, sorry I was thinking of something" Sunoo cleared his throat, focusing back on his younger best friend who was having a crisis as to why Jake invited him to his party knowing how much he hates being in social gatherings, especially messy parties filled with euphoric teenagers.
"So what do I do? I don't have anything to wear and it's my first time going to a party." Jungwon shortly whined
"I told you Won, I got it all under control just drop by. I got an outfit ready for you, plus I wanna introduce you to a friend of mine" Sunoo reassured Jungwon
"Alright, Alright. It better not be another guy you're planning to hook me up with!" Jungwon furrowed his eyebrows at the memory of when Sunoo got the got cafe waiter to hook up with Jungwon cause Jungwon said he looked cute, but Jungwon ended up running away for his dear life because he thought he was going to be raped for Christ's sake. And after that, he had severe trust issues with Sunoo.
"That was one time! Look if you don't want my help just say it cause when you pull up to the party you're gonna look like you're attending a PTA meeting as a father of 3 that works a full shift at a carwash. Without my help as a professional partygoer, trust you're gonna look out of place." Sunoo warned
"Fine! Just... don't put me in anything revealing..." Jungwon's voice went soft in embarrassment
"Okie dokie! See ya!" And of course, he kept his promise and try to keep his outfit on the low, he isn't a bad friend and goes against their friend's appeals and makes them uncomfortable.
But what got him thinking...
'How's Sunghoon doing?'
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I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself...
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF!
"WHY THE HELL DID I SAY THAT!" Sunghoon punched his pillow with cries painting his ears
Sunghoon never really thought about saying that, but unfortunately his dumbass accidentally said it out loud and he had to act as if he purposely said that to not look like he was channeling his inner thoughts.
God, he wanted to die in that car right there and then.
He hasn't contacted Sunoo in a week due to the fact he just low-key revealed his feeling for him which could end up in a fucking catastrophe since Sunoo only sees him as his comfort person, not as a fucking lover.
He's got to admit that he's been really obvious lately with all the touching and back flirting he's been doing with him, yet it still seems that Sunoo can't get a hint.
Sunghoon's POV
I held Sunoo's hand and guided him into the passenger seat in the rental car, then reconnected back my hand on his but now caressing it carefully.
His hands were shaking and cold and his breathing pattern was ragged, but when I held him the trembling stopped and his breathing seemed to calm down and his puffy eyes fluttered
He looks stunning despite his condition.
After a couple of seconds, I was still staring at Sunoo who was looking at the side window but his hands were now moving against mine.
But then I felt the random need to say something...
The ambiance, the aura...
It made me feel overstimulated with warmth and pleasure.
I loved it.
"I love you" I blurted out, and my gut tightened
I put up a smile on my face to hide the fact that I'm about to shit in my pants.
I saw him turn around with a neutral face slowly turning into a soft smile.
Then I heard his words...
"Likewise, hyung. Likewise"
...
Everything was in slo-mo
Like....wise?....
'What does he mean?...'
My heart tightened.
My breath hitched.
My grip on his hand loosening.
I felt...hurt...
Why?
I had to find a way to get off the topic, the thought of it suffocated me.
Think, think, think...
"Is that my hoodie?" GREAT SAVE THERE, I was about to panic.
"I tried to cover myself up" He pouted, he seemed to have forgotten about it, he looks more intrigued now.
"You can keep it if you want?" I suggested
'Please keep it...say yes...'
"I'll keep it, you smell like coconuts" I laughed along with him, satisfied with his answer
Do I really? There's no way he noticed that. Even I don't know what I smell like.
But...what does he imply by likewise?...
Does he love me back?
Or he only said that because he had nothing else to give back as a response?
Kim Sunoo...you are killing me right now.
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Nevermind...
Sunoo told him that there was a party happening at a private resort this week on Thursday which was coincidentally held by his lab partner, Sim Jaeyun...I mean he's cute and all but he looks taken, he's always on his phone during class talking with someone with a stupid smile on his face 24/7. He probably has a boyfriend or something.
But back to the topic, in all honesty, he was scared of going to the party.
The movies and TV shows he has watched displayed the cliche hardcore parties with hyperactive young adults rubbing their bodies to Flo Rida songs and Kesha's best hits, while others make out and play sensual games. Which Sunghoon didn't like
But to be honest he just really wanted to fit in even though it was the last month of school. He's gotten so far into finally being able to be with people his age and he isn't just gonna waste it, it wouldn't hurt to try right?
A party won't be THAT bad.
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*knock knock*
Someone knocked on the door and Chae-rin heard it as she was preparing lunch, she wiped her hands on the hand towel beside the sink before walking over to the door and opening it revealing Jungwon
"Jungwon! Nice to see you again! What are you doing here?" She asked giving Jungwon a tight hug which Jungwon squeezed back
"Sunoo wants me to join a party at some giant resort in the middle of nowhere by Jake hyung" Jungwon rolled his eyes and pouted
"Jake? Again? Oh my, that boy seriously never runs out of money..." Chae-rin laughs
"I could say the same with his overflowing desperation of being around people" Jungwon huffed
"Just understand him Wonnie, he doesn't even remember how his parents look because of how much they're always away from home." Chae-rin gave pity on Jake, and Jungwon felt bad for what he said. But right before he could say anything another knock came from the door, louder than Jungwon's.
"That's Jungwon! I'll get it!" Sunoo shouted from the bedroom then burst through the doors ignoring the fact that Jungwon was right with Chae-rin
Sunoo rushed to the door and opened it in a flash then jumped towards the figure with a squeal and who he hugged, who was definitely...not...Jungwon...
When did Jungwon get so buff?...and tall?..
"Uh...Sunoo? I'm right here." Jungwon?
Sunoo looked back seeing Jungwon in his white and purple sweater with his Chae-rin noona with her apron...Wait...if that's Jungwon then...
*sniff* (this is so goofy)
coconuts
please ignore the picture, this was funnier in my head
sunghoonsonlywife (girl you told me to put this here)
....oh fuck...
Sunoo slowly lifted his head angling his face towards the frozen Sunghoon with his eyes wide open and his hands up in the air.
Oh my fucking God, I did not just...
"Hi?" Sunghoon waved awkwardly not used to hugging Sunoo when they both aren't in the 'moment'. And by 'moment' I mean when everything is mellow and sad, or comforting and warm. Despite the number of times they have hugged each other and initiated physical touch, they still can't somehow get used to being touchy for no specific reason. It made them embarrassed.
"Oh my gosh I am so sorry hyung, I-I thought you were Jungwon" Sunoo backed up from Sunghoon covering his mouth with his two hands in shock at what he just did.
"Sunoo, who's this?" He heard Jungwon by his back asking who the guy at the door was
"O-Oh this is Sunghoon hyung, S-Sunghoon hyung this is Jungwon my best friend"
"H-Hey..." Sunghoon waved with an awkward laugh and Jungwon waved back but with enthusiasm radiating around him
"So... let's get started?"
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The trio went into the shared room with a bunch of matched clothes on the bed ranging from different kinds of styles. The walls are striped with white and blue, the plank wood floor shiny and polished, the room humid and cold and the smell of cherries wafting their noses from the scented humidifier creates a satisfying atmosphere, giving off a welcoming mood.
"Wow, you did all of this?" Jungwon gasped at how many outfits he was able to put up
"All these took me a week, it was pretty hard but at least we have a lot to choose from" Sunoo walked over to his bed rummaging through the outfits and picking which one Jungwon should try first.
Sunoo then picked out two identical outfits, one was a baby blue outfit consisting of a white sleeve-less leotard, baby blue mid-waist bush pants with a white oversized belt, matching with a baby blue cropped field jacket, and silver neck accessories. And the other one was in baby pink
"How about these?" Sunoo laid it on top for Jungwon to see the two bright-colored articles
"Well...At least it's not revealing...I'm fine with the blue one..." Jungwon was still unsure of the looks of the articles of clothing plopped down on the bed full of clothes
"Great! Then put it on! Let's see you in it!" Sunoo dragged Sunghoon out of the room for Jungwon to dress up and for him to help Jungwon with putting on the unfamiliar clothing.
As soon as Sunghoon was hastily dragged out, he was left alone with Chae-rin outside washing the utensils by the sink.
The room was silent with dishes clashing with each other as the running water hits the metal sink while faint Korean r&b music plays from her phone.
Sunghoon stood out the door for a while processing what to do next and then sat down on the nearest thing he could sit on, which was by the dining table.
After a couple of seconds of complete silence and muffled talking from the room, Chae-rin decided to start a conversation with the awkward boy on one of the chairs in front of the dining table
"So, are you the new friend Sunoo keeps on talking about?" Chae-rin's question made Sunghoon stiffen up at the new information he has obtained
"W-What?" Wait...Sunoo talks about me?
"How did you guys meet?" She piped up leaning down the sink counter with a sly grin, seeing Sunghoin all flustered up from the name of her best friend.
And once again I ain't explaining all this shit to you cause if you've read this book you would've already known by now. Plus it's already in the title so...use your imagination I guess...💀
Chae-rin's listened through the whole storyline about how Sunoo and Sunghoon met and created such an immaculate friendship between them, the story was cute and all but what she noticed the most was how Sunghoon explains everything in such great detail while holding the most awed and brightest grin she has ever seen, even defeating Sunoo's eye-blinding smile. It was like he was so invested in the story it felt as if he was telling the most remarkable thing he has ever had a part in his lifetime.
It felt as if he was in love or something, there was just something so vibrant in his aura when he's talking about Sunoo it's like every mention of his name his smile shines brighter like it's about to burn the house down. 'Looks like someone's in love ' She thought while observing Sunghoon's body language and how the words coming out of his mouth compliment each emotion his face displayed, it was like she was watching someone explaining how much they love that person.
By the end of Sunghoon's 4-minute storytime, Chae-rin gasped in awe at how cute they both met. Sunghoon was too shy to talk to him and communicates through sticky notes and is now Sunoo's comfort person and alongside the side of Sunoo in which Sunoo shared with her of him being desperate to find out who the sticky note guy was and finally able to have someone by his side who he finds overflowing with fervor when he's with him.
"That's so cute Sunghoon! Awee~" Chae-rin puffed her cheeks at the blushing blond fiddling with his bottom lip with his index
"Y-Yea..." Sunghoon stuttered
"But I can't help but notice the way you react to his name." Sunghoon tensed at her words
"Do you somehow...Like Sunoo?"
"WHAT?! NO! I-I..."Sunghoon rambled and waves his hands around starting the woman in front of him with his actions, then paused and let out a sigh before turning to the side and plopping his head on the table
"Ugh...Man..." Sunghoon breathed out "Was I being too obvious?" He looked up at her with defeated eyes at how obvious he was that someone who he barely knew caught on his closeted feelings.
"TOO obvious my guy, and if you're gonna ask if I'm going to tell him. I won't" Chae-rin made promise
"Thank God..." Sunghoon sighed in relief
"But truthfully, I'd reccomend being careful at the moment"
"Why?" Sunghoon tilted his head
"Did...he...tell you?" Chae-rin lowered her voice
"Tell what?" Sunghoon questioned in a confused voice not getting what she was implying
"His...🙅♀️" Chae-rin held her hands into an X form
"His ex? Oh yea, he did" Sunghoon understood what she meant finally getting into the convo
"Thats good, then I won't have a hard time explaining to you as to why"
"I still don't get it?"
"He's still having issues with his past relationship, so it's for the better if you lay low. I see potential in you but...lets just wait when he's fully ready"
"What about him talking about me? What does he say about me?" Sunghoon asked biting the inside of his sheet wondering what Sunoo talks about him
"Oh, he says your smart, handsome, and— are you okay?" Chae-rin looked at the tomato flushed just in 4 seconds into her sentence
The two were interrupted by a shout from the other side "Okay! Outfit reveal in 3!...2!...1!" After the countdown Sunoo pushed the door open revealing them both in matching outfits. Jungwon awkwardly stood while pulling on the leotard trying to loosen it up from the tightness, while Sunoo flaunted how well the baby pink outfit structured his figure.
"Wow! They look amazing!" Chae-rin screamed highly at the sight of the two matching boys contrasting in body language
"I know! Aren't we so cute!" Sunoo squealed and went in for a hug with a struggling Jungwon who was now suffocating in his grip
"S-Sunoo too tight..." Jungwon squeaked feeling suffocated with the tightness of the garment alongside Sunoo's deadly tight hug
"Oops sorry" Sunoo released Jungwon as the boy continued to struggle with the outfit
"Both of you look amazing!" Sunghoon beamed at the two cute boys in baby pink and baby blue
"Agree, but aren't you two playing a little too safe? I mean it's cute but it's not slutty enough if we're going for Barbie doll but as a stripper, we'll have to balance cute, sexy, and hot." Chae-rin propped both of her hands on her hips, not used to the style. Because she's used to Sunoo in such revealing clothing, unlike this one.
"I can't just let Jungwon be left alone! If he wants non-revealing outfits then I'll wear non-revealing outfits, because best friends support and understand other best friends. Real besties don't leave other people to rot on their own, they bind with them so they both can rot together. No one gets left out in my friend group, not on my watch honey." Sunoo clings onto Jungwon's arm as Jungwon blushes at Sunoo's words.
"Alright, alright smartass, just do what you do" Chae-rin tsked at the duo and the duo laughs running back into the room.
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Half way through Jungwon's make up, the two gossiped about their life events and mostly about the guy outside, or known as Sunghoon for the slow people who can't comprehend and figure out shit on their own for their lives.
And Sunoo already had his makeup done, his features untouched but filtered by small amounts of concealer, blush, foundation, and other products but his eyes flourished with baby pink eyeshadow and shimmering pink glitter by the sides of his eyes making him look like he just came from Euphoria.
"So, he was the guy you told us who's been sending you notes?"
"Mhm" Sunoo hummed, focusing on Jungwon's eyeshadow swiping a thin yet pigmented blue on Jungwon's eyelids
"Is he okay? Like, does he treat you well?"
"Oh trust me, ever since I've met him I have never felt so emotionally spoiled my entire life. He's like my emotional sugar daddy who feeds my imaginary boyfriend delusions" Sunoo laughed tapping on the palette lightly before going back to Jungwon's eyes
"So like, are you guys...dating?" Jungwon's question made Sunoo pause
"WHAT?! NO! I NEVER SAID THAT!" Sunoo panicked thinking that Jungwon misunderstood their relationship
"Oh, that scared me for a moment" Jungwon didn't show any emotion whilst talking to make sure he doesn't move to fasten up the make up process
"Why?" Sunoo was in appeal at his best friend
"Don't you realize that this might be Min-Jun all over again?"
Sunoo froze.
Jungwon was right.
This was quite literally just how he fell in love with Min-Jun
Back in the early days of their relationship, they both met online and then they found out they went to the same University.
He was a Junior and Min-Jun was a Senior.
Min-Jun would walk him home everyday since both of their building were collided, and it made Sunoo feel good to know what there's someone to protect him. He knew the world was full of people who wanted to hurt him, Min-Jun vowed that if anyone would hurt Sunoo, he would kill them. And Sunoo thought he was the sweetest guy ever.
Sunoo had a thing for Min-Jun for a while before the older finally asked him out. At first he was a gentleman, like flowers everyday kind of gentleman. And he was smarter than most guys, plus Min-Jun like really loved him. And Sunoo did the same to him, like seriously Sharon Stoney Casino was like his spirit animal.
They'd go on dates, they would visit each other, talk to their parents, and cuddle in their rooms as they binge the hottest and newest K-Dramas. But all of that didn't last long...
"Min-Jun? He isn't like Min-Jun, Jungwon. He's the complete opposite of him, Sunghoon hyung would never treat me like that"
"Okay, Okay...I'm just making sure because I don't you getting hurt again..."
"Dont worry Won, I'm grown enough to choose my men. Speaking of men, how are you and Jay?"
"Ugh, he's getting on my nerves"
"Again? What did he give you this time?"
"A Pandora necklace, he purposely didn't follow the dress code just to confess his feelings for me AGAIN."
"Why can't you just say yes? I mean if I were you, I'd date him. He's filthy rich! He could literally pay for all your expenses like your crippling 2-month due rent, especially your groceries cause I know youre living off from new year's leftovers, he can pay for your your student loans, your tuition, your children-"
"Woah Woah Woah! What the hell do you mean children?! Do Iook like I can reproduce as a female?! Plus I'm not in his money unlike you Sunoo, it's not like I'm not against it or anything it's just because he feels like he has the need to show off himself to be superior than others. It's just not it for me..."
"It's not about the money! It's about how much benefit he can bring into your life! Say, you're literally at the brink of eviction, if Jay was your boyfriend he would buy a penthouse for the two of you to live in and you literally won't have to spend a dime on anything. Based on what I've noticed, he would literally provide you with anything and you wouldn't have to worry about spending money on yourself because of how much money he has. He's been giving you probably millions worth of jewelry likely 4 times a week for 8-6 years and with that amount of money you could literally start a new life."
"I don't like him, like shit I literally have 0 feelings for him. I'm not a material person Sunoo, I don't depend on other's money. I don't want to look like a gold digger in front of people..."
"Wonnie, he's literally in love with you. It doesn't matter if he's rich or not, just try to look into the amount of effort and time he has given you these past years and reflect about it." Sunoo finally finished his full face of makeup.
"Alright, do you like it?" Sunoo handed Jungwon a mirror for him to see his work. Jungwon's makeup was mostly eye focused meaning there wasn't too much effort out into other area in his face just like Sunoo's since both of them were twinning, his lips, eyebrows, lashes, and other features were moderated to look natural, but his eyelids were painted with faint yet prominent baby blue eyeshadow in different tones with bold blue glitter painted by the down part of his eyes to give it a giant shimmer to fit the party theme.
Both of them stared into eachothers eyes in glee seeing eachother matching and twinning, like the olden days when they first met during Junior year. They'd purposely wear the same things because a lot of people said they looked alike and so they made it their personalities which created such a bond that they still cherish today.
"I feel stupid..."Jungwon pouted cutely hiding the fact that he's embarrassed because of how good he looks.
"Everyone feels stupid, who cares" Sunoo giggled bringing out his favorite cherry flavoured lip oil
"You also feel stupid?" Jungwon questioned as he parted his lips for Sunoo to apply the oil to his lips
"Yeah, I did. And then I chose not to be stupid" Sunoo opened the product and went closer to Jungwon to use it
"I don't know if...I can...really get to that point...you know, being confident..." Jungwon's words were distorted by his frozen lips, being smeared with the tinted oil giving it a smooth, and natural color.
"90% of life is confidence, and the thing about confidence is that no one knows if it's real or not. Fake it until you make it." After their little pep talk, Sunoo smiled as he finished doing Jungwon's lips.
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6: 22 pm
"Sunghoon hyung! Sunoo is calling you!" Jungwon shouted from the room waking up Sunghoon who was comfortably napping on the L shaped couch with his shoes off and two pillows by his head.
Sunghoon groaned walking his way toward the door where Jungwon stood all prepped and glowing switching places with him walking his way to the couch going on his phone waiting for them to finish.
"Ah, there you are. Come here I got something for you" Sunoo glanced at Sunghoon for less than a second due to the sudden awkwardness as soon as Sunghoon entered the room
Sunghoon sat down on the now clean bed, free from the mountain of clothes a while ago
"You look, pretty..." Sunghoon coughed, making Sunoo's ears visibly red
"O-Oh..Thanks, hyung..." Sunoo rummaged through his closet to find a specific paper bag full of goodies
Sunoo finally found it deep in his closet, he then walked back to Sunghoon hastily not looking at his eyes to avoid any sort of contact with him. Sunoo then brought the continents out of the bag which revealed a silver chain necklace, a forest green printed mesh sleeveless shirt, a black leather motor-racer jacket, black slim pants, and...familiar...black hi-tops...wait—
"Hey...are these...mine?" Sunghoon stared at the neat hi-tops that have been missing from his shoe collection. Then he looked at the other stuff placed on the bed figuring out most of these were his, the jacket, the pants, the shoes, the necklace...
"These are missing from my closet...Sunoo?" Sunghoon warned the younger who was ignoring him by doing random stuff trying to seem busy
"Alright fine! I snooped in your closet and stole a couple of stuff, and plus you literally have a walk in closet like you're fucking Malibu Barbie living inside her fucking dream house with her three younger sisters and his hot blond hung hunk boyfriend Ken and with a literal underground room with every single job in this world like you could probably cosplay as an underpaid, overworked depressed pornstar who gets paid less than minimum wage by fucking PornHub. So don't fucking complain 'cause you literally have enough clothes to fucking clothe a fourth-class country." Sunoo busted out of embarrassment for stealing Sunghoon's clothes, stomping his feet towards his vanity
"Oh damn, calm down I'm not angry...You can keep what ever stuff that's in that paper bag if you want I don't mind," Sunghoon held his hands up in the air at the sudden outburst
"J-Just change into those clothes..." Sunoo stuttered not wanting to talk about it anymore, turning himself away from Sunghoon for him to change into his stolen clothes
Sunghoon then stripped down to his underwear as he figured out his way into the pants then the top and layered the jacket on top of everything, closing it halfway and then putting on the chain necklace he hasn't wore since he was 17.
Sunghoon walked closer to Sunoo who was busy watching and matching possible eyeshadows he could use on Sunghoon, he tapped on the shoulder of the boy in pink making him flinch.
Sunghoon waited or his response but the younger kept on starting holes into him, it was like he was starstruck.
Sunoo was definitely starstruck, I mean wouldn't be? The sight of his hyung made his mouth water, his hair is slightly messy from wearing the mesh shirt, the way his form is displayed by the jacket snatching his waist revealing the obvious shoulder-to-waist ratio he has, his thighs slightly bulging from the slim pants and his calves were prominent as fuck making him look fucking scrumptious as hell, and oh God you do not want to know how much Sunoo wanted to suck him off right there on then.
"U-Uh..thats not how you wear it. Here, I'll show you" Sunoo pushed Sunghoon backward to give him space before zipping the jacket open revealing the see-through mesh sleeveless top, and peeling the outerwear off Sunghoon revealing his...delicious...muscley...meaty...thick...heavy...hefty...fucking...biceps...'Oh God I want to lick them'...
Sunoo gulped at the eye-blinding sight in front of him standing in its holy presence, aside from his bulging biceps and triceps, he also had his fucking broad and built shoulders contrasting to his waist giving him an inverted triangle look which really made him hazy alongside his collarbones and his neck muscles. Especially his torso, despite being covered, he could already see his toned body through the holes of the top, he's seen him topless once and he definitely wants to see him being topless a lot more.
Sunghoon on the other hand wasn't even paying attention to the boy stripping him down, it was fine since he didn't exactly know how to put it on so he just let Sunoo do whatever he wanted. Not until...
"Did it get stuck?" Sunoo shook the stuck button on his pants not wanting to open.
"I think it did..." Sunghoon leaned his torso back and spread his legs more to give Sunoo more access
As Sunoo was struggling to get the button to cooperate, Sunghoon couldn't help but feel awkward that the guy who he has genuine feelings for is on his knees fumbling with the thick fabric attached to his hips. Both of them were still aware of last week's events but neither of them seemed bothered about it, but Sunghoon couldn't stop overthinking about what the smaller boy could have felt about his words.
"Sunoo?" Sunghoon called out the wrangling boy making him look up attentively, ready to listen to what he has to say
"Yes?" says Sunoo
"A-About last week...In the car" Sunghoon breathed out controlling himself from kicking him in the face and running away
"What about it? Is something wrong?" Sunoo stopped his movements resting both of his hands above the fabric, inches away from planting onto his double coated dick.
"N-No, I-I-I mean sort of...I just—can we just forget about what I said last week?" Sunghoon closed his eyes, sighing.
"Oh, d-do you want your hoodie back?—" Sunoo misunderstood his words, slowly standing up to get the hoodie in his closet
"No no, keep it." Sunoo was stopped by Sunghoon's grip on his forearm "What I meant was the 'I love you' part" Sunghoon cleared the confusion
"Oh...yea, sure" When Sunoo heard what he said, his neutral face turned into a not so obvious frown.
"Thanks, I didn't even know why I said that. I was just probably so caught up in the moment..." Sunghoon laughed hoarsely reminiscent of last week's events, and finally because they were able to get off of that embarrassing moment.
But Sunoo felt otherwise...
"Mhm..." Sunoo frowned even more, unable to form words because of the unexpected gloom that grew inside him. But instead of complaining, he continued to fumble with the stuck garment.
'I actually thought he meant it...'
Sunoo's hopes were crushed as soon as he heard that Sunghoon didn't want them to keep that memory between each other but instead, he wanted it erased from both of their minds. Sunoo had grown quite the liking towards Sunghoon, he had said this many times but he always feels an unexplainable sense of comfort whenever he's around, whether it's by his presence or the way he treats him with full passion in each action.
There was no point of hiding anymore, Sunoo has feelings Sunghoon.
He was scared of being in a relationship again, to be honest, he still hasn't fully recovered from his past relationship and the constant anxiety about Min-Jun always gets to him because he knew that no matter how much he hides from him, he somehow finds a way to find him. But ever since Sunghoon came into his life, his life hasn't been this worry-free in the past years he has been in Seoul.
He felt as if the two of them belonged together.
He wasn't sure if the older had feelings for him—but I think what he said just now really proved Sunoo's point. Oh well...looks like he'll have to live on with his stupid delusions about being married to Sunghoon while fucking in a yacht in front of all of the sea creatures while in their swimsuits by the pool, sunbathing while sipping on their pina coladas as profane sounds emit from their mouths as they sail through the sea.
"Done." Sunoo showed no emotion after finally popping open the button stuck on one of the threads, he stood up and hadtily tucked in the mesh top carefully making sure that he doesn't touch any parts of Sunghoon.
"Are you okay Sunshine?" Sunghoon asked worriedly at the change of emotion Sunoo was displaying after the conversation.
"Yeah I'm fine, you're outfit's all good. We just gotta do your makeup and your hair." Sunoo stood up not looking at his hyung, walking up to his vanity in distress grabbing his concealer, foundation, beauty blender, eyebrow brush, eyeshadow pallete, tinted lip gloss, and various blushes.
Sunoo then started the process not wanting to stay much longer with Sunghoon, afraid of showing what he felt. And Sunghoon also didn't mind Sunoo being quiet, but he didn't like the silent treatment he was giving him. It almost felt as if he was...upset?
But Sunghoon didn't jump into conclusions and just left Sunoo as he is, but he still felt worried for him but he thought that it might not be a good idea since this vibe felt so much different than the ambience he has felt when he's with Sunoo. It was heavy, heavier than normal, heavier than whenever he broke down in his hands, vulnerable and helplessly crying, something was wrong.
Not long after, Sunoo was already done with everything, he sprayed the last bits of his messy blond side-parted hair with his hair spray making sure his hair stays in place the entire night.
His face was just like the other two, natural, and barely any changes except he had more of a natural yet captivating eyeshadow going on countering the other two with their popping colors and shimmers. His hair was styled to perfection, his eyebrows thick and brushed clean, his skin glowing and untouched, and his lips slick with Sunoo's most natural-looking tinted lipgloss. He looked fine as hell for sure
Sunoo handed him the mirror he gave Jungwon a while ago then picked everything up putting them back where they belong not being bothered by the train of compliments Sunghoon was giving him about how well he did his makeup and hair and how he made him more attractive than before, trying to get the younger to laugh. But it was no use, he wasn't showing any emotions.
Sunghoon then gave up trying to get his attention, then Jungwon popped his head from the door with a bright smile on his face.
"Guys! Jay Hyung is here! Time to go!" Jung won beamed at the two not noticing the tense air in the room.
"You heard the boy, time to go Sunshine" Sunghoon smiled at a neutral Sunoo who was fixing up his hair in the mirror.
"Jungwon, our shoes are in the middle compartment on the left side! Both of them are boots, and there are two identical ones. Ready them for me, would you?" Sunoo basically ignored Sunghoon who was tying up his hi-top and frowned at Sunoo's harsh treatment towards him.
Did he do something? What did he do?...
Where did I go wrong?
Its fine—its fine...its just for tonight.
He'll probably forget about it later when he's drunk and wasted.
...Right?
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Party scene next chapter~
sticky notes - sunsun