Take a breather. It is part of the process.
Kagahapon,
I was at the beach. Eura is indeed an unpredictable person. I thought she would drive me to the university but she took me in a beach instead. Wala ko kaeskwela kay unsaon taman, gitanan man ko aning bayhana.
In my remaining fifty days, I never thought I will ever see the white sand and blue ocean of Carmen again.
Forget about school, she said. Forget about life, she said. And as she ran to the sea, she got that smile as if she's leaving everything behind. Eura is a freeing person, so who am I to keep myself caged?
I did what she said. I forget about school. I forget about life. I only have fifty days so I think it's fine to forget about everything for a moment. To forget that I am sick. To forget that I am dying.
I will allow myself to forget everything before I will be forgotten. I don't intend to live forever, anyway. People doesn't need to remember me, but what I will leave instead—something intangible.
— Presentio, the life changer