Gowri's POV....
It's been a month.. Everything is going well... Mynthu was joined in a new school here.... Appa was a trustee in that school and Mynthu was good at studies so she passed the exam....
I am actually feeling bad for the new generation kids who need to write exams for preschools too....
If they have to taught by the parents beforehand then what is the need of the school...... Just to give homework for the parents..... Yes parents that's how the present schools works they give homework which can only be done by the kids by the help of their parents or elders..... Why?????
It affects both parents and the kids mental health for sure....... Still we have to pay in lakhs as schoolfees.... Still I couldn't understand where all that money goes I know the private school teachers didn't get paid well for thier work.... Still have to put that much efforts compared to an Government school teacher who was earning good but didn't work as equal to it...... I won't blame anyone but majority is like that thats why parents prefer private school no matter how much the fee is.... I am not at all saying that private schools are best.... They have thier own cons..... They simply know how to manipulate and attract the parents we indian parents need scores not values...
So blaming the system alone is not all going to change anything when we didn't want to change ourselves....
Till the time we force our dreams on our children this won't change and dont dare to complain when you yourself at fault....
Because no matter a son in a family reached 23 years of age both the family and society will force them to take up the responsibility of the whole family.... Simply his lives for himself only till that age when his parents already forced him into something which he didn't liked but have to be just because it's thier parents dream he will lose that time to.....
For a girl it's even more tough..... In the past studying was a dream even now many study and holds a degree and use it only to put it behind the name in the marriage invitation...
Yes many women are financially independent now and take thier own life decisions still many gets to hear this word... "Let her study nowadays no one is ready to marry a uneducated girl"...... Seriously I heard this myself when someone was saying it directly into that girls face....
Many women choose higher studies not because they like it but to escape from the marriage....
The root cause stays in the beginning of a child's schooling itself.... When we as parents understand that first before the kids then the child will surely have a stress free life......
I truly hope that Mynthu won't face that in her future..... I have to make sure that she loves her life and prioritize living it over expecting the future...leaving the present....
Okay enough of serious discussion..... Let's come to the present...
Amma appa and kayal left to our house last week itself.... When Attha and mama said that they are leaving Mynthu couldn't take that..... She loves to be with her grandparents so asked them to stay here with us.... After long conversation they agreed.... Appa and amma will come here when ever they find time... Mama and Appa takes Mynthu to nearby park daily she loves to play there Rudra to comes to park in evening as appa and mama cant run behind this little energy house.... He loves spending time with Mynthu.. Even though she pulls his legs many times .... They make fun of each other... Trust me if Rudra Shiva and Mynthu were in same place then entertainment is guaranteed.... You can never stop laughing when they three are around..... Those two big boys become child when they were with her.......
shiva loves and captures each and every moment with his daughter.... She is too precious for him.... Last Saturday he even took her to office with him.... There was a video clip of her sleeping in his arms while he was attending an important meeting in online , he didn't wanted to disturb her sleep so he attended it like that.... Karthik took that video and send it to me......
I can only imagine how much this guy would been happy when he was the first one who holds her........
I don't know why seeing him like that I wanted to have another baby only for him to relive those moments which he missed with Mynthu
I know for that we have to be intimate first....... After that kiss we didn't shared any kind of close encounters.....
Yes even though we sleep together hugging each other along with our daughter in middle..... We didn't find that much private time for us..
The time we spend with each other alone was very minimal so romance is not at all possible....
It's not that we don't want that or feeling awkward..... Time ila gha.... That's the fact....
He started going to office... Mynthu is going to school.... Attha leaves to college and mama goes out most of time...... I would be at home alone.... Finished reading all my diaries which I wrote from my school days to till the day we left for that trip.....
I started going through the details and files about our industries.... Yes I can't be at home all day... I have to get back to my position..
I don't know how I spent past 6 years literally doing nothing at least in first 4 years Mynthu was with me but the last 2 years mythu will be at school so I would simply sitting.....okay.... Sleeping most of the time because of the high dosage medicines I was given to... Sometime they would inject me the Dosages which makes me unconscious..
Here it was huge difference.... I don't want to sit in the home doing nothing but household works... After going through my dairies and used to this kind of atmosphere and hearing my family members taking about the past me..... Generates somekind of energy.....
All I want was to get back to my office and do my work....... I kind of have that urge to do that.... I understood how I was back then... How I make decisions how i behave with people all in all everything about me...
You' know when we read an interesting story or novel imagine ourselves in that position and for the next few days those characteristics stays with us.... Infact some characteristics stays with us.......
That's what happening to me but here it's not a novel or a story it's my own self... It's my own words...
It's not selfpraising... It's just the past me was truly impressive for me... I kind of fell in love with my own past self....
Okay as it was Saturday Mythu has no school and guess what she woke up early than usual even before her father....
She now went with mama for walking..... Attha has to leave for college so me and Kamala ma cooked breakfast..... Even Shiva had to leave for office but late than usual time.... As he reached home at midnight yesterday.....
Cooking was over and I went to our room to find it empty.... I heard shower running sound so he is taking bath....
I went inside the wardrobe to choose dress for Mynthu first.... When she comes back she have to take bath...... I selected a simple cotton frock..... When I was about to stand up the dresses fell over me.... Arghhhh... Now I have to arrange it....
I started folding it then arranget it neatly on the rack... Just because I don't have work doesn't mean this kind of unwanted works can come to me volunteered by itself😒😒
When I finished arranging I stood and left out an satisfied yet irritating long breath....
But it got struck in between when I felt a cold fingers touching my back...... My eyes widened and immediately turned back only to be again get back to the same position closing my eyes with my hands...
It's Shiva he was standing only in a towel around his waist dangerously lower....
My heartbeat reached its peak what he was doing that to like this..... When did he came.... I felt his hot breath near my neck..... His bare hot body heating mine..... His hand entered inside my saree and gripped my navel tightly and pulled me back towards him....
My back hits his hard chest which was dripping in water.... I felt that water droplets wetting my blowse slightly..... He nuzzled his face in my neck kissing my shoulder he muttered...
Shiva : Why are you feeling this much shy... Hmm
Me : what you expect from me than that..
Shiva : You know what you actually does in this kind of situation...
I furrowed what he wants to say.... I turned back and looked at him with raised eyebrows.....
He placed his hands on either side of the cupboard trapping me in between.... That doesn't bothers me.. I want to know what does he mean by that...
Shiva: Sooo. You want to know...
I nodded my head up and down.....
He leaned more and pressed our bodies he leaned towards my ears and sucked my small jumuka that chillness made whole jungle run a party in my stomach....
I opened my eyes and said...
Me : Ivlo nerukama vantha tha ungaluku pesavarum nu ilaiye...
(It's not compulsory to come closer this much to speak)
He chuckled pressing his head in my shoulder and kissed it before looking up at me...
Shiva : Enaku intha nerukathula tha pesanum.... Unaku kekanumna ipadiye tha kekanum...
(I like it this way.... If you want to hear this is the only way)
I glared at him... He pulled my lower lips .....
Shiva : Morcha inum hot ah iruka di.... Pathuko aparam una saptutu tha pesave arambipein....
(You look even more hot when you are glaring at me.....then I am not responsible for what's going to happen)
I pushed him aside....
Me : nenga solave venam... Naa poren....
(You don't have to tell me......I am leaving)
I moved out and left the wardrobe and about to reach our room door and guess what... It was locked by code.... I didn't know this room can be locked like that......
With irritation I turned back to look at him leaning on the dressing table still he didn't wore anything except that towel.... Uffff why is he this much hot 🥵🥵
Okay control yourself gowri... I said to myself and asked him in fake angry tone...
Gowri : Door ah en lock panienga.... Code sollunga naa veliya ponum...
(Why did you locked the door....tell me the code I have to go out)
Shiva : Lock agiruka.... Yar pana... Enaku theriyathe...
(It's locked.....Who did that.....I have no clue)
He said with a sinister smile... His words and his reaction was completely different...
I walked towards him and glared at him...
Me : Ipo open panuveingala mateingala...
(Will you open it or not)
Shiva : ena irukama katti pidichu oru kiss kudu na open pandrein..
(I will open it only when you hug me tightly and give me a kiss)
Me : Etheyyyy😳😳😳
(Whattttttt)
Shiva : You heard me....nee kudukuriya ila nane eduthukava...
(You heard me..... Now would you give me or should I take it)
Me : Naa matein....
(I won't)
I twisted my lips at him and was about to leave he pulled me back and trapped me between the dressing table and him...
What's with him trapping me today....
Me: Unaglaa pathu bayam la ila enaku....
(I am not afraid of you)
Shiva : Ohhh bayam ilaiya
(Ohh you aren't afraid now...)
Me : ama...
I said with confidence... Till his hands touched the back of my waist his hot body is already playing with my control now his touches joined it...
He leaned and kissed my neck throwing my head back u gave him more access.... His kisses become more sensual.....
Shiva : Unaku bayam ila na oru kiss kuduka ena dii....
(If you aren't scared then what is stopping you from kissing me dii)
Me : hmhmm.... Naa matein....
(Hmhm.... I won't)
Shiva : Athan en.
(Why???)
He asked still sucking my neck and colarbone making me go weak on my legs.... My hands automatically gripped his bare strong arms for support he was still assaulting my neck and colarbone.... Hmmmm I left out a small moan..... My one hand enter into his hairs pressing him more into me...... I love his touches his lips on my body...one side I wanted to get away from this place on other side I wanted him to continue further and explor me more....
Our little make out session was disturbed by Mythu's voice.... She was banging the door shouting for us...
Mynthu : amma..... Apaaaaaa..... Ammmaaaa... Kathava thoranga...
(Amma.... Apppaaa.... Ammmaaaa. Open the door)
He pulled away and joined our heads both were panting heavily.... His thumb creased my lips....
Shiva : I will get the taste of it again.....
Mynthu : Appaaaa...
Again she shouted...
Shiva : Appa ivlo sekiram varala nu yar alutha.... Huh..... Arghhhh timing miss agama varanga elarum...
(Who asked appa to come back this soon..... Huh.... Arghhhh... Everyone is hell bend on disturbing me)
That made me giggle.... He kissed my forehead and left me to open the door....
I went inside the wardrobe and closed it and leaned on it taking deep breaths....... I know I was the one who was worried for not sharing romantic moments but this was too much for me to handle...... I think I need more time to get intimate with him....
Author's POV
Okay lets get some flashback makkale....
Shiva just came after shower drying his hair with one towel he already wearing a pant...
He stood in front of the dressing table and drying his hair he saw his chellama wide awake supporting her head in her hands she was gazing at her hot husband... He Turned back and folded his hands in front of his chest that flexed hus muscles giving perfect view for her... He raised his eyebrows at her...
Gowri : Ena daa apdi pakura...
(What.... Why are looking at me like that da)
Shiva : atha naa kekanum diii.... Ipadi husband half naked ah vantha shy ah feel pani wife antha pakam thirymbikura scene ah expect panein... Nee ena da na etho show pakura mari pakura....
(That's my question to ask dii.... I expected you would feel shy look at your husband half naked.... But see you are looking at me like you came for show...)
Gowri :I am looking at my own property... Simply I need that conformation everytime...
Shiva : ena conformation...
Gowri : Worth ana ala tha na husband ah select panirukein dra conformation than....
(Is my choice is worth or not.... That conformation I need )
Shiva : Athu sari.... Un kita shy wife characteristics ah expect pandrathu en thapu tha dii.
(That's right.... Its my mistake I expected shy wife Characteristics from you....)
He shook his and Turned to the dressing table.... Wearing his shirt.
She got down from the bed... She was only wearing one of his shirts.... She went before him and started buttening his shirt....
Gowri : Unaku Shy wife venum na.... Namalodathu arranged marriage ah irukanum athum we shouldn't have know each other before that....
Oruvela unaku shy Gowri ah pakanum na elathaiyum alichutu mothala irunthu arambikanum...
(If you want shy wife then our marriage should have been an arranged one and we should not know each other before that......
If you want shy Gowri then you should erase everything and start from the beginning)
His hands encircled around her waist.. She kissed his lips...
Gowri : All the best for the deal... It will be yours ...
He kissed her forhead..
Shiva : Thanks diii..
Gowri : Sari kelambu time achu.... Sapdama pogatha daa....
(Okay you go... It's getting late and don't leave before having breakfast)
Shiva : okay bye..... Neyum ready agitu saptu po na tender mudinjathum lunch ku una vanthu meet panren...
(Okay bye... You too have food before leaving and I will come to meet you after tender)
Gowri : okay.......
He kissed her forehead once again before leaving....
Author's note...
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