Shang's subordinates recently discovered that Shang Yu was in a daze more often.
Especially after Jiang Yu disappeared.
Even, sometimes in the middle of the meeting, he would stare in the direction where Jiang Yu was sitting before.
The speculation that the boss has a crush on Jiang Yu seems to be more solid. In addition, it is said that Shang Yu has broken up with the partner who has been entangled for many years... I don’t know the specific reason. Everyone guesses that they broke up because of Jiang Yu. The reaction, the more you say it later, it is true, as if the boss will travel across mountains and rivers to find Jiang Yu and propose marriage in the next second.
However, their whispering was overheard by Shangyu who happened to pass by one day.
All the small employees shrank their heads in fear, waiting for the boss to scold them—but after a long silence, they heard the boss say a few words: "Don't spread rumors in the future." After that, the boss seemed to cheerup After a while, they didn't dare to say any more.
As for... the boss's rumored partner, who had been entangled for many years and then left in a bleak way, they didn't even know that person's name and appearance until now.
Shangyu went home every day.
He felt as if a piece was missing in his heart, and he could often feel the cold wind whizzing through the hole in his heart... No matter what he did, he couldn't remedy that hole.
Only when he was lying on the bed where Shi Wen had slept before, and smelled the faint, faint pheromone, could he slowly fall asleep.
He touched the autopsy report repeatedly, and all the numerical information on it was printed into his mind one by one—the data was cold, but he kept recalling every bit of that person as if he was actually there.
Symptoms of major depressive disorder.
Conflict and repulsion of extreme pheromones.
Physiologically, auditory and hallucinations often appear, to the impairment of cardiopulmonary function, weakened respiratory system, and eventually even the surrounding air becomes an accomplice to murder.
Psychological, self-loathing and self-abandonment, social dysfunction, anorexia and world-weariness...
If at this time, someone can step forward and give him a hand.
Shang Yu was lying on that person's bed sheet, staring blankly at the ceiling, and inexplicably shed tears in the very faint ... breath that had almost disappeared.
However, no one ever tried to save him.
...
The last time he saw him formally was two months ago.
That person was as depressed as before, his movements were slow, and even his blinking seemed to be a beat slower.
He hated that person's changes, and just happened to have results from the Institute of Science and Technology, so he directly ordered the operation for him, and then coldly informed him of the progress of the operation.
Seeing the man lowered his eyes as if he was neither sad nor happy, he was unhappy, and even tried to stimulate him with words to arouse his reaction.
Especially recalling Jiang Yu, who he admired at the company meeting, he told him that he still likes pure Omega.
The man suddenly reacted, and looked up at him in a daze. The flesh on that man's face was almost gone, and he was so haggard that he didn't even want to look directly at him.
But he couldn't help but want to see more of that person's reaction, as if he could vaguely find that Shi Wen who had all his emotions and desires written on his face in the past.
So he said that even his breath smelled like the cheapest wine.
The man flinched, actually crying.
That person was crying silently, with tears hanging on his pointed face, and he stepped back as if he was afraid of something, as if he was going to cover his face.
It seemed that it was the first time he saw that person's tears, and he was a little flustered, feeling that his tone was too harsh—but otherwise, how could that person be willing to undergo surgery...
He didn't want his mood to be influenced by such emotions, Forcibly pressed down the hand he wanted to appease, and almost left the room as if fleeing.
...and that was the last time.
It's never just the glands that change in that person.
It was depression, and the indifference from him... and the world.
After being marked, Omega needs Alpha's long-term company, otherwise the pheromone will be unstable, and Omega is prone to psychological problems.
Of course he knew, it was even written in the textbook.
However, he often forgets...that person is also his omega.
And the submissiveness of the person he dislikes is also one of the symptoms.
...
it's all over.
He will never meet such a person again, and love him with everything until he loses... his life.
Even Jiang Yu is also him.
As time went by bit by bit, that breath finally seemed to dissipate bit by bit like its master.
Shangyu couldn't help feeling panic.
He went to the Academy of Science and Technology to ask if there was any way to keep a person's pheromones, and while waiting, he called his friends, maybe friends who also have many resources can help him.
His friend was very surprised, thinking that he finally fell in love with someone, and couldn't help gossip.
"It's said that you broke up with that person, and I'm still thinking about the reason... Have you finally found someone you like?"
Shang Yu closed his eyes.
His friend asked casually, which made him sad.
And that person, who has lived like this for ten years, is not even remembered by anyone.
"I want to keep the scent of a person...he is... gone." He didn't want to explain too much, "Can you help me?"
"Of course, I can ask for you, it's..."
Shang Yu exhaled.
"Shi Wen, also called Jiang Yu... my partner."
"Huh? Who?"
...
if everything starts all over again.
He wasn't sure if he liked that person then.
But in the entire Imperial High School, only that person was the most unforgettable for him.
A person's life is very short, and there are very few people who really encounter such unforgettable and heart-stirring people.
If everything starts over.
He might accept that person's love letter, and let all isolation and cold violence end before then.
He might not say that, he only likes omega, and that person will not pretend to be fake gonads.
On the night of the prom, he might still follow his instinct to mark that person, but he would listen carefully to that person's explanation afterwards.
There will be no later starlets either.
After they were together, he was willing to marry him and work from home with him face to face. Although the virtual video is turned on, the eye contact in the real world from time to time still makes the subordinates secretly say "the relationship is really good".
That person goes to learn his favorite ancient earth recipes, and he will stay to cook or work as a helper with that person, and he will tell that person to be careful when using gas.
He would agree to take a group photo with that person. Although he didn't like it himself, it's okay to take a few photos once in a while. Have that person hang the picture in the room.
He will often accompany him to reassure him until the pheromone is stable, and if something goes wrong, he will take him to the doctor in time.
For the operation of removing glands and knots, he will seriously ask that person for his opinion, if Shi Wen doesn't want to do it, then he won't do it.
He will introduce him to his family, friends.
They will live in peace until they grow old and retire.
...if everything starts all over again.
Shang Yu closed his eyes.
In the end, he still didn't seize the opportunity to save the man ashore.
The man was desperately calling for help, but he was watching the fire from the other side.
His heart hurts as if being torn apart, but he knows that this is far more than a ten-millionth of what that person experienced.
...Finally, the man left.
That person's life ended like this.
It burns out like moths to a flame, and finally dies silently, unremembered.
...Shi Wen.