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The streets have been empty for God Only Knows how long. The electricity to run everything on this floating rock has finally run out, so it's a wonder as to how every single street light still lights up. Actually, it really is a wonder as to how most things still work in this Godless world.
Scavenging anything I come across has been proven to be pointless.
The taste of cetain foods are of only use to me in case I forget about the very concept of tasting. Food has no more purpose, it cannot fill what is unable to be filled.
Finding a shelter can be nice, seeing remnants of Before is always a happy sight. A time where things had meaning, A time where the Laws of All were still respected by any type of matter, by anything that did and didn't, that was and wasn't.
Finding new clothes is alright. But I could never find a new Coat, so I suppose new shirts, underwear, and trousers are a plus.
Rocks still don't hurt, as well as broken glass, and shards from broken buildings, and nuclear waste, and chemical waste, and poison (though to be fair, the poison might have been expired), and highly radioactive material, and high temperature objects, and bullets of any caliber...well then, I suppose I shall try a nuclear warhead when I get the chance.
Nonetheless, I shall continue on with living in a once familiar world.
Like I have
For a while.
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I have come to the same conclusion that I have made many ago,
everything is broken
From a telescope that I have found being occupied by two shadows of no one any longer, I believe I can safely assume that the Andromeda Galaxy was supposed to collide with u s
me a lot sooner than expected. And yet, I cannot see it. The Queen has wielded back zero results to the whereabouts of the giant galaxy, most likely due to it as well being empty. The Queen is gone, Cassiopeia is gone.
everything is broken
More advanced telescopes that I have so happen to stumble upon have shown that Time is also broken. I cannot look into the past of what once was. I cannot reminisce of a life I've never lived. T he local group is gone, probably disbanded by whatever asshole said so.
everything is broken
It is as if the universe itself is being ripped apart, yet stitched back together and tied in certain places that make no logical sense. I swear I once saw the edge of the universe not so long ago. But I shouldn't fr
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Except for me, because my mind has observed them, and, rest assured, I am making an attempt to keep my mind together.
I will survive this.
The human race has survived worse. We've survived worse.
I've survived worse.
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I stare at the night sometimes, it makes me feel
calm
, reminding me of a time from my childhood.
My parents were always supportive of my dream, hell, they were so supportive that one could say they gambled everything on my future. And, for a time, their investments were not misplaced.
I made them proud, I made my friends proud, I made myself proud.
I got the job I've always wanted, made sure to always keep my mouth shut so i wouldn't lose this chance at a perfect life, saved up plenty of now worthless monemoney, and even made a few inventions myself as a side project thanks to the pay.
I live d quite a good life.
am living
Hell, at one point, I even met the love of my life. Now, if I recall correctly, her name was s ss
think of only Me
Jessie
untilmylifewascutshortbecauseofforcesoutsideofm
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Here I
ullshit equipment that was always a pain in the ass to put on.
But, nonetheless, I complied.
....?
Oh, I'm hearing music again.
Perhaps, a nearby universe is playing that lovely tune right into m .
ours
Hm. Well, considering that I am hearing that tune all around me, in the trees, the destroyed skyscrapers, the floating moon that is a forth of its true self, as well as some of the fragments from Neptune.
This beautiful song.....so lovely.
The baby blue sky- oh, nevermind, its green now- oh, nevermind, its purple now- oh, nevermind, its red now- oh- nevermind, its a col our
I cannot comprehend
I cannot comprehend.
I cannot comprehend.
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I cannot comprehend.
Why Am I Still |
because, i love you,
i want to show you what i can do.
do not be afraid, i love you, and you Love Me Too.
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you should be only
praising your
Goddess.
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I am not losing my mind.
The world looks a little...odd, but, when you cannot be held down by the concept of Death you start to really notice how beautiful the universe being bent to its absolute limit really is.
Of course, anyone can destroy a universe on a whim, anyone can create one by just thinking of doing something, neither is anything special.
But what is special, is changing every setting, every factor, every force, every known and unknown law in the universe, mix them all up, turn them inside out, bash them all together until it looks nearly dead,
yet it still lives.
I have learned that anyone can destroy a universe, but pushing a universe to its absolute limits without fully breaking reality. . . That, "_____......___, you really are something quite special, wouldn't you say so?"
of course,
my mother once told me i was special,
so now i will show everyone just how special i really am!
Because I Love You, And You Love Me
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This...damn lab!
The cause of everything! Fucking-!
We should have just left it as it was...
Poking an incomprehensible....thing wasn't a good idea, and neither was inviting it in after promising so much...
Immortality is a fools dream, only dreamt by those who seek to live with their own vile nature.
The equipment of before appears to have aged at a significant rate, far faster than anything I have seen, and the one place in t -his fucked up world that doesn't have electricity just so happens to be the one I'm standing in!
There is no music to be heard, no unimaginable colours or sights found In this part of the continent, not even any trace of that fake biological life bullshit that has taken over th everything .
DAMNIT ALL!
Maybe....I should be here....lay here....forever.........In a tomb of my own making....forever remain blinded to WHY...I am the sole survivor of the Universe...I Know Things that i shouldn't know.....seen events not belonging to my own mind....i can hear the silence of death all around me...the universe is broken..shattered..yet it still resembles something reminiscent of a universe...as if born from memory of some unknown being......and i...am all that is left.......my fate is sealed...my mind is shattered...a bug drifting alone in a land of false life.....that...will be My legacy...who i was for my final moments before i accept my fate with becoming one with ______....an atom in the face of the Abyss.
let me die...
you are broken, shattered, a being beyond repair.
let me fix you,
let me love you,
let me show you all that can be achieved,
only through Me,
can you experience it all.
please, my love,
Let Me In.
i faced the Abyss, seen the effects it has on all when allowed in first hand, i have been given forbidden knowledge, forbidden visions, knowledge of what is, what may be, and what could be. i stared at the Abyss. i never blinked. i couldn't breathe. i witnessed everything.
and I accepted it...
the Abyss proposed, promised me knowledge, promised me immortality, promised me something more than the life I had in this flesh...
and...
I accept.
Together,
Forever.
I love you,
And I love you.
Mine, forever.
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