{|Why not me?|}Beomjun✔

By bloomingyujjun

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A story where Beomgyu and Yeonjun were bestfriends. Beomgyu was a quiet boy, and he had difficulty to express... More

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Beomgyu entered in his dorm and started to cry as soon as he closed the door. As he was crying he felt a sharp pain in his head again, and his nose started to bleed.

The pain was soo much that he lost consciousness. He returned to his senses only 10 minutes after. And then he got up from the floor and headed to the bathroom to clean himself.

When he was done cleaning himself he just got to his room and slept, without eating anything but a toast the whole day.

The next day, his parents didn't called him, so he just got ready and waited for Yeonjun. But the older never showed up. So 5 minutes before his first course he finally decided to go to the university by himself. Without eating anything cuz he thought that he wouldn't have time to eat.

He ran as fast as he could, and thankfully he made it in time. When he entered the classroom he saw Yeonjun smiling to Yeji with their hands intertwined.

He thought it was nothing, but during recess he heard something that broke his heart all over again. Yeonjun suddenly got up took Yeji's hand, smiled and said" Everyone, I would like to tell you all that Yeji and I are officially dating."

Everyone cheered and congratulated them. Well everyone except Beomgyu, the younger just left and sat on the garden, crying silently. This pain was sharper than the one he was recently feeling in his head, and unlike those pain it didn't go away after sometimes but it just increased instead.

After sometimes he heard the the bell rings, so he got up whipped his tears and walk to his next class.

After his last course he was just wandering mindlessly in the university's hallway, when he bumped into someone. He immediately said sorry, and when he finally took a proper look at the person he bumped into, his eyes immediately widened in fear.

He saw Wooyoung standing there, smirking and he said" Look who we have here, our little Beomie. Changbin will be soo happy when I will tell him that I saw you."

Beomgyu started to panick, Wooyoung noticed that and he smirked again and said" Where is your boyfriend, oh right he isn't cuz you were too scared to tell him how you feel about him. Even if you told him, I am sure that he wouldn't want someone like you. I would like to had fun with you today but it's not fun without Changbin, so see ya tomorrow ugly doll."

With that he left and the younger got home alone, since Yeonjun was too busy to even acknowledged him that day.

As soon as he got to his dorm he started to cry as usual. When he calmed down, he checked his phone to see no new messages. He didn't expected anything but he was still disappointed.

He got up from the floor only to meet up with a violent dizziness and a sharp pain in his head again, and ofc nose bleed. He decided to take a pill to make him feel better, so he went to the bathroom and took a pain killer.

He felt better after like 10 minutes, and he decided to do all his works that day and take a rest the next days. He did them all and went to bed at 1AM with an empty stomach.

The next day he didn't have morning cass and since he was feeling weak and dizzy, he got up from his bed 2 hours after he woke up. Then he remembered that he didn't ate properly in 2 days, so he decided to cook something.

But as soon as he entered his kitchen, he fainted dur to the low level of sugar in his blood. He could have died in his dorm and no one would know that.

When he gain consciousness, he couldn't even move a finger, he was sweating soo much and he felt soo cold. Then his eyes wandered to a candy on his couch, he used all his strength, got to his couch ant ate the candy.

He felt better some minutes after, and then he started to cook to eat a proper meal. He ate then he got ready to school.

When he got there he thought that his current situation couldn't be worse, but oh boy he was soo wrong.

He entered his class to see Yeonjun and Yeji kissing. His heart broke into billions of pieces. He hung his head low and started to walk toward his desk, when he heard Yeonjun calling his name.

Even though his heart was broken, he felt soo happy that his hyung finally noticed him for the first time in many days. He turned to face his hyung, then Yeonjun said" What kind of friend are you? Yesterday I told everyone that I was dating Yeji and you didn't even congratulated us."

The class was silent and everyone was watching them. Beomgyu felt soo bad that he lowered his head, and he used all his strength to fight the tears that were threatening to stream down his rosy cheeks.

"You're unbelievable, you still don't have anything to say. I was there for you all your life, and I always putted you first, and now that I finally decided to live my life you can't be happy for me. You are soo selfish, I can't believe you. You know what, I don't want people as selfish as you in my life anymore."

Beomgyu felt like he couldn't breathe anymore, he looked at Yeonjun with his big puppy eyes, his long eyelashes ans rosy cheeks wet with tears, the older almost went to hug him and tell him that everything would be ok, but he was too angry to give in.

"From now on, we are not friends anymore Choi Beomgyu." Everyone could clearly see the hurt look on Beomgyu's face. The younger couldn't even breathe, his eyes were swollen from crying too much and he felt a sharp pain both in his heart and his head.

The dizziness and the nosebleed came again, then he lost consciousness. Everyone was panicking including Yeonjun. Even though he was mad at the younger, he still felt his heart ache when the younger fainted. And there was soo much blood that he was really scared for the younger.

He quickly lifted him, and he noticed that he was lighter than usual. He ran with Beomgyu in his arms to the nursery, and the nurse took care of him.

Beomgyu woke up 1 hour later and saw no one beside him. He started crying again, then he decided to left. He felt a bit dizzy, but he wanted to go home. So he got up and left. He was walking in the hallway when suddenly someone dragged him in an empty classroom.

He turned to see Changbin and Wooyoung smirking at him. "Well look who I finally meet again." Changbin said with a cold tone.

"It's been soo long Beomie. I heard that the love of your life hate you now. Poor ugly doll, I that's soo sad, nw who's going to protect you. You're soo lonely, poor you."

Beomgyu was shaking, and tears were streaming down his cheeks. "Bin, let's have some fun with him." Wooyoung said with an exited voice. "Good idea Woo, I was bored anyways."

Beomgyu eyes widened and he said" N-no p-please, don't d-do that p-please." Both boys started to laugh like mad people and they just started to hit Beomgyu, as the younger was crying and pleading.

They only stop when they were tired, they just left him here crying and with tons of bruises. But they didn't hit him on his face, cuz it would be too noticeable, and the wanted to have some more fun with him.

Beomgyu left the classroom 30 minutes after the two boys left. They hated him because they thought that he was the one who denounced them when they were in high school. So since that day they always picked on him, but most of the time Yeonjun was there for him.

But now he wasn't there anymore. He was really lonely. When he got to his dorm, he looked at his phone and saw that Yeonjun blocked him everywhere. He turned off his phone and felt something wet on his shirt, then he saw that he was crying.

His chest hurted soo much, he started to hear the voices telling him that he didn't deserve to be loved and that everyone hated him. Cuz even Kai Taehyun and Soobin blocked him, and his parents are tired of him. That he his lonely and deserves every bad things that are happening to him, and that the best he could do was to kill himself.

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Hi beautiful people😊

How are you guys, hope y'all are doing well. Did you guys liked this chapter? Please let me know if you did.

Also I'd like to thank you guys for your support, there was soo much comment and vote on the 1rst chapter and I was soo happy to see how much you like this book.

I'll work harder to make this book as good as I can and more, as a repay for your support and love.

Don't forget to vote and comment. Love you guys and see y'all next chapter.

-Jem🐼

(Didn't proofread)

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