Love is Pain, Pain is love by...

By ThugginPrincess

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Natalie never knew what love was. She has had her fair share of relationships but no one ever caught her atte... More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
chapter 22
Chapter 23

Chapter 17

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I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to shower. Right after i had Junior my body went right back to normal. I was blessed on not having stretch marks. My hips just got wider, my ass got bigger, and my boobs grew as well. I put on my bra and underwear and walked out the bathroom to my closet. Chris woke up and was laid in bed just watching me. I looked at him and he couldn't take his eyes off of me.

Natalie: can i help you???

Chris: I can't look?

Natalie: You can look, but you wont have none.

I was looking through my closet and i bent over to pick up the shirt i had dropped. Next thing you know i felt chris right behind me with his hands on my thighs. I stood up straight and he whispered in my ear.

Chris: How much you want to bet?

Natalie: I can't do anything for like 2 more weeks chris, i need to heal up.

Chris: I can wait.

I turned around to face him and got on my tippy toes and kiss him then bite his lip. He was looking straight at me biting his lip, while he grabbed on and smacked my ass. I knew he wanted me haha i could feel him and he was getting real frustrated. I turned back around and grabbed a strapless black shirt and probably the only yoga pants that would fit me now. I turned around and chris was leaning on the door of my closet still looking at me. He started laughing at how much i was struggling pulling my pants on. My ass got way to big but i fit it in. I walked out my closet passed chris and he slapped my ass when i walked by him. Jr started crying and it was time to feed him. I picked him up out his bed and grabbed his blanket. I was going to breastfeed him so i wouldn't leak to much and it kind of hurt but i heard its good for the baby. I laid in the bed and chris was just starring at me.

Natalie: dude, you got starring problems

Chris: I mean all this new to me haha

Natalie: whatever just stop starring at me.

I heard someone knocking on the door, it was probably the guys. Chris stood up and went to open the door. I was done feeding jr and fixed my shirt and went out to the living room. Everybody was there, people i didn't even know, but they all smiled and stared at me. I recognized chris mom and she came straight to me to carry Jr. Chris was sitting down but he reached out for my hand and sat me on his lap. He was talking to couple of guys i never met before.

Louie: this yo girl?

Chris: yeah bro

Natalie: Im yo girl now? oh.

Louie: haha damn bro

Chris: Natalie shut up, you been mines!

Enrique: Oh so this that female you talk bout at the trap?

Louie: Ain't you Garza brothers lil sis??? and you aint get shoot up bro? they must really like you damn.

Chris: We not bros no more...

Natalie: Them nikkas not family.

Enrique: shit went down then?

Natalie: Nothing went down.. Lets just leave it at that.

His sister Kimberly called me over to where she was with her mom selena, jr, and her daughter melina, and her little sister Racheal and her brother Jacob

Kimberly: You two made the cutest baby boy!

Natalie: Girl he looks so much like your brother! Its like he made him on his own.

Melina: are you my aunty now??

Kimberly: not yet mely, thats your uncles girlfriend!

Melina: Unky chris!

Chris came walking to us and smiled. He picked up mely and filled her with kisses. It melted my heart so much!

Chris: Whats up my little queen?

Mely: Is she your girlfriend?

Chris: That dime right there? yeah she my girlfriend, why?

Mely: Oh, we'll how come the other girl said you were her girlfriend?

Natalie: Wait who mely !?

Kimberly: Mely that girl is not his girlfriend! now shut up.

Mely: She told me! shes very nice mommy.

Natalie: WOOOOOOW. ok.

Mom Selena: Natalie, can you come with me to the kitchen?

I stood up and followed right behind her. Chris tried to grab my hand put I pulled so hard it hurt my hand. I could here Chris and Kimberly going at it and Mely came running to her grandma selena. She saw me first and i picked her up.

Mely: Im sorry, your mad at me?

Natalie: No honey, not at all.

Mely: Now you and my unky going to fight?

Natalie: baby don't worry, Its fine.

Mely: Ashely not pretty and nice like you aunty

My jaw clenched up and i felt his mom put her hand on my shoulder. She told mely to go play somewhere else and i put her down. I grabbed Junior out of her arms and went to his nursery. She followed behind me and i sat in the rocking chair and was putting him to sleep. She stared at me and all I wanted to do was cry. I stood up and put him in his crib and turned on the baby monitors. I was looking at junior sleep and i felt Miss Selena pull me into her arms and i cried. Letisia got there and put bobby in his bed since he was sleeping. She noticed i was crying

Lety: whats wrong girl?

Natalie: nothing (whipped my tears) Im fine.

Mom Selena: We'll I'm going to get on my way honey, call me if anything. I'll be back after i get out of work tomorrow.

I walked His mom, sisters, brother, and neice out. They pulled out and waved as they left. The guys were still here and as soon as i was about to close the door thats when jasmine, cassie, Isabela all come rushing in before i closed it. I gave them all a hug and a kiss on the cheek. They all said hi to the guys and all congratulated chris on the baby. I sat between Enrique and Isabela and the both started talking. They already knew each other before and we're really good friends. They others were all talking about a big party going to happen next week. Chris kept looking at me and Enrique a lot. Don't know why but i didn't pay it any mind.

Isabela: Naty are you going to the party too??

Enrique: Yeah you should go!

Natalie: I don't know, I barely had junior and i dont want to leave him with someone just yet.

Enrique: word thats true, but you should really think about it, maybe your mom-in-law would babysit haha

Natalie: Nah forreal she not my mom-in-law.. Chris never really asked me to be his girlfriend sooooo.

Enrique: Damn, he slacking haha

Natalie: I don't really care tho haha, its not like I want to anyways.

Isabela: I thought you loved him?

Natalie: Something like that, but idk. He done me dirt and none of you can deny that.

Isabela: anyways, where's junior?

Natalie: see what im saying! but he's sleeping.

Enrique: But its like you said, y'all not together.

We all we're having fun that night, Everybody was drinking so they had to stay cause i wasn't going to let any of them drive like that. Josh and lety went to sleep in her room. Me, Jasmine, and Isabela fell asleep in my bed, and the guys were on the sofa's. When I woke up the girls were still sleeping. All the guys were gone when i check to see who was up. I had to get ready to go to the grocery store, since i go back to school tomorrow. I didn't want to miss anymore days then i already did. I got out the shower and contoured my face and did my wing eyeliner. I ended up putting a nude lip color this time and Grabbed a White sleeve less, turtleneck crop top and put on light blue ripped jeans. I put my hair in a tight slick back ponytail. Put on my white LV flats. I went to get junior and change him out of his onsie. I put him a Black baby body suit and put on his little cargo shoes with his polo hat and black baby timbs on. I got his stuff ready and put everything in his pamper bag. I Grabbed my purse and put my wallet and phone in and then grabbed his pamper bag and picked junior up. I grabbed my keys and we head out to my car. I put him in his carseat and gave him his pacifier so he wouldn't cry. We pulled out and stopped at so many stores. Once i was gone grocery shopping i pulled up into the mall.

I parked and got out the car to get juniors stroller out. I put my purse and the pamper bag in the bottom and grabbed his stoller putting in his car seat on the stroller making sure it made the click noise to know it locked onto the stroller. I walked inside the mall pushing the stroller and looked to see where i was going to shop today. I went into Aldo to pick out shoes and seen one of Christians friends. He looked at me and looked like he seen a ghost. He started walking up to me while i was trying on some heels and flats.

Enrique: what are you doing here?? ain't you suppose to be resting?

Natalie: yeah, but i got nothing to wear now since none of my pants fit me so i decided to come look for stuff.

Enrique: word, you got thick from last time i seen you.

Natalie: haha yeah..... hey miss I'll take these two.

Sales girl: I'll pull them up to the front, whenever your ready you can go up there.

I walked up to front to pay them pushing the stroller, Enrique was right behind me and he put his shoes on the counter too. The sales girl pulled out my shoes and ran them on them to pay.

Sales girl: That'll be $302.00

Enrique: Run these too, i got this natalie.

Natalie: No its okay i got mines !

Enrique: Nah, here run these please.

Sales girl: That'll be $450.56

I looked at Enrique crazy and he just smiled at me giving the girl his credit card. He grabbed the bags and i pushed the stroller out.

Natalie: you didn't need to pay for me, i got my own.

Enrique: Think of it as a welcome home present? idk hah

Natalie: ok whatever lol

Junior started crying so we stopped at the food court so i could take him out. I picked him up and gave him his bottle. We sat down and Enrique just keep looking around paranoid. I just starred at him until he noticed I was looking at him. He saw me and starred at me smiling.

Natalie: who are you looking for?

Enrique: no one... just looking.

Natalie: Your girlfriend? lol

He smiled and just shook his head.

Enrique: I don't got a girl, we'll not anymore. Shit went down, you know...

Natalie: Im sorry, we'll if it makes you feel any better me and chris really not together anymore.

Enrique: Nah its okay but damn yeah i feel you with what happen last night.

Natalie: Its not like if i really care anymore, i mean my son is more important then anything.

Enrique: can i carry him?

Natalie: Sure.

I handed him junior and he smiled, he was great with babies. He looked up and nodded to someone behind me, I look to see it was Josh coming straight at us. He said whats up to Enrique and then looked at me and nodded.

Josh: so what y'all doing??

Enrique: nothing bro, chillin, i saw her at Aldo so I'm just chill with them while I'm here you know..

Natalie: Where's chris?

Josh: uhh i don't even know.

Natalie: I guess...

We were there for awhile talking and laughing the guys where taking turns carrying junior. Josh had to leave to go to the trap house and we got up to continue shopping. He put Jr. back in since he fell asleep in his arms and grabbed the bags to carrying them. I pushed the stroller looking at my phone and that when i felt Enrique pull me onto the other side and I looked up to see why he did that. He didn't notice us but Enrique and i saw Chris right away and with another girl. He looked pissed off and kept pushing her away from him. I saw her face and seen that it was Ashely. Chris looked up and that when he seen me and i turned around pushing the stroller fast to get out of there. Enrique was right behind me with the bags telling me to calm down but my heart had sank. We got out the mall and i rushed to my car. I threw the stuff in and put jr in the car. When i closed the door Enrique grabbed me and i started to ball.

Enrique: Calm down natalie.

Natalie: Fuck that nikka! I'm done ! let me go!

when i turned around to open my door chris was right there. I slapped him and thats when Ashely got there. She looked at me all crazy and chris was trying to calm me down. I pushed him off of me.

Ashely: this the hoe you messing with chris

Chris: Man bitch shut the fuck up!

Natalie: Nah bitch keep him!

Ashely: I will girl so why dont you get going with your bastard kid!

Thats when it hit me and I got so mad i pushed chris so hard that you heard break the window. I Grabbed Ashely by her hair and dropped her! I Punched her so hard so many times on her face until she was covered with blood all over. I stood up and stomped the shit out of her and Enrique pulled me off and away. He pushed me into my car passenger seat and got in the drivers. We drove off and i could see chris help that bitch up. He should of left her hoe ass there disrespecting our son. I looked at my hand and it was covered in blood. My hand was swollen and Enrique grabbed my hand and saw it, shaking his head. We pulled up into a house i assumed was his and park. He opened my door and then went to grab Jr out of the backseat with his pamper bag. He didn't say a thing and just went and opened his front door. I went in first and his house was beautiful. It was really big too. A lady came up to us and smiled. He kissed her on the cheek and i figured it was his mom. She looked at me and smiled.

Enriques nom: who's this mijo

Enrique: A friend ma, bring the first aid kit.

Enriques nom: what for?

Enrique: just bring it ma.

She left and we went into the living room. I sat down and Enrique looked at me as if he was really mad, but why? His mom came back and gave him the kit. He took it and when she seen jr she just scream in awe. I told her she could carry him and she took him to the other room where she was watching her soap operas. I looked back and he grabbed alcohol and cotton ball. He grabbed my hand and clean it up. He then grabbed a bandage and wrap around my hand.

Natalie: why are you mad!

Enrique: A lady don't fight.

Natalie: but nobody disrespects my son.

Enrique: Man whatever.

I heard a knocking on his door and his mom went to open it, it was chris and he grabbed jr out of enriques mom's arms. He saw us and Enrique got mad and just sat there. He came our way and looked at me.

Chris: can we talk?

Natalie: nah, I'm good. I need to get home.

Chris: were talking!

I grabbed jr out of his arms and went to put him in his car seat. Enrique grabbed the carseat and helped me to the car. When i was about to get in the car chris grabbed me and pulled me to him.

Chris: Im not with her.

Natalie: idc, now let me go.

Chris: I know you do. But im telling you I'm not with her.

Natalie: and you think by just telling me, were good? nah you got to be kidding me.

Enrique: Bro, just let her go.

Chris: Nikka shut the fuck up and stay out of it.

Natalie: both you shut up.

I pushed him away and got in my car pulled out. When i got home i only seen letisia's car and I beeped. She came out to help me and we went inside into the apartment straight to my room. Jr was asleep and i put him into his crib. Lety went straight to her room and went to bed. I did too. I was so happy to be home finally after everything that was happening. I closed my eyes and went straight to sleep.

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