marks pov
I wake up and I carefully get out of bed so I dont wake up jay and jack I go downstairs to the kitchen "hey" I said seeing alex making a cup of coffee "hey sleep well?" alex asked "yeah I did" I said "you know jays birthday is tomorrow?" he asked "oh I know and I need your help with it" I said "okay I well take jack go to zacks for the day" he said "no its something different" I said "what is it then?" he asked "I--" I paused "you what?" he asked "I want to propose to him" I said looking down "holy shit!" he said loudly I cover is mouth "keep your voice down!" I said "sorry but yeah I will help" he said "that is the best brithday gift ever" he said "yeah but I need help picking out the ring and I need somone to keep him occupied so I can pick it out and give it too him tomorrow" I said "okay I will ask zack and mitch if they can hang out with jay today" alex said "okay I will wake up jack" I said heading back upstairs I go to the room and I go over to jack "jack wake up" I said quitely shaking him "what?" he whispered "get up I need you downstairs" I said "okay" he said I leave the room and jack soon comes out "okay what do you need me for?" jack askes "so im going to propose to jay tomorrow for his birthday and I need to stay with him all day tomorrow and I will text you that spot where im going to do it so just keep him occupied all day tomorrow" I said "okay what about today?" he asked "you guys are going to zacks house to hang out all day so me and alex can get things" I said "okay well you guys better get going before he wakes up" he said "yeah" I said I go to alex "okay zack will call jay soon so we better get going" alex said "okay" I said "oh and jack tell him we went out food shopping and if he askes why I did not wake him tell him that I did not want to because he need the sleep" I said "okay see you guys later" jack said me and alex get to the car and we go to the ring store first. We get there I figet with my other rings "why are you so nervous for?" alex askes me "I dont know what if he says no?" I said "come on dude he loves you I have never seen him this happy in a long time so he will say yes" he said "yeah but-" I said but he cut in "no buts he will now come on you still need a ring too" he said getting out of the car I get out of the car too and head inside "hi what can I help you with today?" a girl askes "can we look at your wedding rings?" I asked "yes right this way" the girl said me and alex follow her "im rose if you need anything else just holler" she said leaving us to look at the rings "I like this one" I said pointing to a ring with black and blue on it "yeah that one looks nice" alex said "so we found mine now its jays turn" I said "thats going to be hard" he said "yeah I know" I said with a frown I look for a while "oh wait alex come here I think I found one" I said alex comes over "which one is it?" he askes I point at a red one with blue gems on it "holy shit he will love that one" he said with a smile "hey rose?" I asked "yes?" rose said walking up to us "I found one I want to look at please" I said pointing at the red one with blue gems she takes it out of the case "what size is jay?" I asked alex "uh I dont know" alex said "wait he is a size five remember" alex said "oh thats right" I said "do you have that in a size five?" I asked rose "yes its actually that size right now" she said "okay and I want to see that black and blue one" I said "okay" she said getting it from the case "here you go" she said handing it to me "thank you" I said I put it on my ring finger "do you have this in a size seven?" I asked "yes we do let me go grab it for you" she said "okay" I said I start fidigetting again "'dude calm down its okay there is nothing to worry about" alex said "I know I just get like that some times" I said "okay here you go" rose said handing me the new ring I try it on "this one fits I will get both of them" I said "okay and is it for a proposal?" she askes "yeah im going to use the red and blue ring" I said "okay I will put it in a box for you hope it goes well" she said "yeah me too" I said I pay for the rings and me and alex leave back to the car "okay where to now?" he askes "uh I dont know we fo need food though so lets go there and maybe other places" I said "okay fine with me" he said "oh and alex can I ask you a question?" I said "sure go for it" he said "when are you and maddie going to get together?" I asked "what do you mean I dont like her" he said "yes you do I see you when you text her you smile and blush sometimes" I said "I dont know she is not even in this state" he said "she will be at the wedding" I said "fine I will ask her then okay?" he said "nice now lets go" I said and we leave.
jays pov
I wake up to someone shaking me "jay get up your phone is going off like crazy" jack said I grab my phone and I answer it "ello?" I said "hey its zack im on my way to your house now so get your ass up and ready" he said "okay" I said I get out of bed and I walk to the bathroom and I take a shower when I get out I see jack sitting on my bed "where is mark?" I ask "him and alex went to get food for the house" he said "okay and zack is coming to pick us up so get ready" I said "okay" he said leaving my room to his I scroll through my phone till jack is ready "okay im ready" he said coming back into my room "nice you ready to meet zack and maybe mitch if he is there?" I asked "yeah I think so" he said I hear honking outside "welp he is here lets go" I said heading downstairs and I wait for jack before closing the door behind me I go zacks truck "hey guys" I said "hey" mitch and zack both says "this is jack" I said moving over so they can see him "hi im zack" he said "and im mitch" he said "nice to meet you both" jack said "come on lets go I just got a new toy and I want to try it out" zack said "okay I said getting into the truck bed "come on jack" I said "but isn't that illegal?" he askes "oh come on kid you going to get arrested at least once when your with us thats the fun of it" mitch said "okay whatever" jack said hopping in "yeah lets goooo" zack says taking off. We get to zacks house and we all get out "so what do you want to test out so badly?" I asked "come on its in the backyard" he said "okay" I said we all follow him he uncovers it "holy shit!" micth said "you got a sniper riffle!" I said "yeah I did you guys want to shoot it or just stand there with your dick in your hands?" zack askes "shoot it!" we all say zack grabs it first and shoots a watermelon and it explodes "oh my god thats so fucking cool" jack says "yeah" zack says "you want to try?" zack askes "yes" jack says they play with it for a while so I go sit down and start to smoke when I see mitch coming up to me "hey sorry for trying to get you to drink" he says "its cool dude dont sweat it" I said "sorry for alex beating the shit out of you" I said "its fine he is just on overprotective big brother" he says "you just luckly it wasn't mark and alex in that room or I dont think you will survive" I said "yeah supper lucky" he said "ow fuck!" I hear jack say I get up and I rush over to them and I see that jack has a bloody nose "what happened?" I ask zack "the gun back fired" zack says "jay it hurts" jack says "Its okay just tilt your head back" I said guidding him to the kicthen I grab rag and I run it in water and put it on his nose he jumps on the counter "here just stay like that for while till the bleeding dies down" I said "okay" he said wraping his legs around my waist like a little kid does when they are sitting on the counter zack comes in and grabs otter pops for all of us "here sorry for the bloody nose" zack says handing jack one "its okay" jack said taking it from zack "so is jack like your kid or something?" zack askes I look at jack "no they just saved me from my asshole of a mom" jack said "okay but I have never seen jay act like that before" zack said "act like what?" I asked "you acted worried when he was hurt and I mean really worried" zack said "no I didn't" I said "yes you did" mitch said "okay whatever" I said we go to the living room and we turn on a moive. "Hey where is alex and mark at?" mitch says "they are out getting stuff" I said "okay" mitch said "im going to smoke" I said getting up and heading outside a few minutes later jack comes out "hey you okay?" he askes "yeah im fine" I lied im not fine at all but I cant tell him that "okay if you say so" he said "how old are you again?" I asked "13 why?" he said "here" I said giving him the cigerette he takes it and he coughs "how do you do that all the time?" he askes "I have been doing since I was 11" I said "damn okay then" he said "do you like it?" I asked "no its not my kind of thing" he said "thats alright" I said zack comes out of the sliding door a bit "hey do you guys want to play cod with me and mitch?" he askes "yeah sure" jack said "im good" I said "okay" zack says jack heads inside but zack stays out "hey you okay you only smoke when something is brothering you" he says "im fine dont worry about me" I said "okay whatever dude just come talk when you want to" he said going back inside I just sit out there and smoke for a while.
alex pov
I feel my phone vibrate and I see zack is texting me
ZACK: Hey im going to tell you this because my texts wont go through to mark
ALEX: Okay what is it?
ZACK: Something is wrong with Jay
ALEX: What i wrong with him?
ZACK: I dont know he wont open up to us but I know something is wrong because he has been smoking all day
ALEX: Okay I will tell mark about it we are going to be home soon so tell Jack to get back now we are like ten minutes out
ZACK: Okay
"Uh mark?" I said "yeah whats up?" he said "zack just texted me saying there is something wrong with jay because he has been smoking all day but wont open up" I said "shit thats not good when he gets like that" he said "yeah I know so lets get home" I said. We get home pretty fast and I see jack on the couch but no jay "hey where is jay?" I asked "when we came home he just went to his room" he said "okay" I said me and mark head upstairs to jays room and I lean on the door frame and mark goes to jay "hey love" mark said "h--hi" jay said with a harsh voice we can tell he has been crying "whats going on?" mark askes "n--nothing im fine" jay says "baby whats wrong talk to me please" mark said "im fine just go please" jay said "okay love I will leave come talk me if you want to okay?" mark askes getting up from the bed he walkes over to me "your turn" mark said leaving the room to go downstairs I walk over to jay "hey jay" I said "alex?" he askes "yeah whats going on and dont tell me your fine" I said he sits up in the bed "my thoughts wont leave me alone again" he said "what are they saying?" I asked "they are saying that im not important and im worthless and that I should kill myself" he said trying not to cry again I bring im closer to me "your not any of those things and if you kill yourself you know hwo bad it will hurt mark and jack" I said "what about you?" he asked "aw I could careless" I said with a chuckle "rude" he said throwing a pillow at me with a smile "there is that smile" I said "why did you want to tell the others?" I asked "because I--I did not want them to worry so much" he said "and you know about it more then they do" he said "true" I said "your birthday is tomorrow" I said "yeah I know" he said with a long face "whats with the long face?" I asked "I miss them" he said "I do to but I bet they watch over us" I said "I know I just miss them more around the holidays and birthdays" he said "yeah so do I" I said "I want mark" he said "okay I will go get him" I said getting up "and alex thanks for the talk" he said "thats what im here for brother" I said walking out down to mark "hey jay wants you" I said "alright here" he said handing me the controller "is he okay?" jack askes "yeah he is just some stuff" I said. Me and jack play for a few minutes I see mark come back down the stairs "is everything alright?" I asked "yeah he wants daisy" mark said he gets daisy and they go back upstairs "so jack if you have the ablity to go back home would you?" I asked "no I love you guys even through you guys are crazy as shit" he said with a laugh "yeah we are" I said with a smile "I want to ask when is your birthday?" I asked "its uh its july 17" he said "how did you forget your own birthday?" I asked "I never did it growing up my mom din't care about me only my little siblings" he said he look down at his hands "dont worry you will have one at this house" I said "and if your going to ask my siblings are 8 and 11" he said "okay I get it if you dont want to answer this question but did you ever hurt yourself?" I asked he didn't say anything for a while "yeah I did" he said looking down "hey its okay I know how it is trust me I got two of them living with me" I said I put my hand over my mouth "wait jay and mark have hurt themselves too?" he askes "I was not suppose to tell you that but yeah and not just hurting themseleves they have both tried to kill themseleves manytimes" I said "okay I wont tell anyone" he said "want to play again?" I asked chaning the subject "yeah sure" he said.
Marks pov
I just look at jay petting daisy while watching tv I slip my hands up his shirt he jumps a little bit "what want attenshion?" he askes "maybe" I said he looks down at me and kisses me deeply "I love you so much" I said "I love you too" he said kissing me again he moves on top of me grinding his hips on mine I flip us over so im on top I suck on his neck a little bit I grind my hip on his I go back to kissing him deeply I slip my tounge in his mouth we fight for dominice and I won he let out a soft moan I suck on his ears I hear someone kock on the door "hey guys?" alex askes I stop kissing jay "uh yeah?" I ask and jay starts kissing me again "can I come in?" alex askes I pull away from jay again "not a good time right now dude" I said "alright just dont be too loud" he says jay starts kissing me deeply again "your so horny" I said "yeah but you like it" he said with a smirk "yeah I do like it when your horny but you just got to wait till tomorrow" I said "thats too long" he whined I kissed him more "better?" I said he looked away from me I kiss his neck he looks back at me with a smile he yawns a little bit I lean down to his ear "we can fuck tomorrow just get some sleep okay?" I whispered he just nodded and pulled me in "goodnight" he mumbled before falling asleep. I dont think I can fall asleep so I just go on my phone I see the bedroom door open "what?" I whsipered to someone "is jay alseep?" jack askes "yeah" I said "okay" he said "what do you need?" I asked "I am cold so I wanted to ask if I can borrow a blanket" he said "come here" I said he comes from the door to me I move over so he can get in and he lays on my other side of my chest "you know if could have just asked to see jay you know that right?" I asked "I was embarrassed to just say that" he mumbled "yeah I get that" I said he mumbled something "what was that?" I said looking down at him I see that he fell asleep "nevermind then" I said I see that he did not close the door "shit I cant get up to close the door if I do then I will wake both of them" I thought to myself I text alex
MARK: Hey you still up?
ALEX: Yeah whats up?
MARK: Can you come close my bedroom door?
ALEX: Why cant you?
MARK: You will see why when you get up here
ALEX: Okay im coming
MARK: K
I see alexs shadow on the wall I look over towards the door "thats why" he said with a smile "yeah" I said "do you want me to carry jack to his room?" he askes "no im fine just close the door" I said "okay we will talk in the moring" he said "yeah okay" I said "night" He said closeing the door "night" I said and soon start to drift off to sleep. I wake up by someone moving around I see that its jack he starts mumbling something that I cant make out he starts to shake a little bit "jack its okay calm down" I said I sit up to get a better hold on him and I acctdentally woked up jay "mhm whats wrong mark?" he askes "its jack he is shaking and is mumbling somthing I think he is having a nightmare that is turning into a panic attack" I said jay comes over so he is in front of me he puts his hands on jacks hands "jack wake up" he said jack starts to cry "jack wake up!" he said this time shaking him jack jolts a little bit "do it again" I said so jay did it again this time waking up jack he looks up at me and then at jay "what happened?" jack askes "you where having a nightmare that was turning into a panic attack" I said "oh thanks" jack said "does this happen a lot?" I asked looking down at him "yeah it does here and there" jack said with a gloom look "have you gone to the doctors for it?" jay asked "I have tried but my mom stopped me" jack said "we can go to the doctors after jays birthday" I said "okay" jack said laying back down me and jay leave the room and we go downstairs "what time is it?" he asks "uh its 2:30am" I said looking at the clock in the livingroom "okay" he said he looks at me and he kisses me "I love you" he said "I love you too" I said daisy barks at the door to be let out "shh quite daisy" I said letting her out I step outside to watch daisy I light a cigerette and I feel arms wrap around my waist I turn around "can we go back to sleep now?" jay mumbled "I got to watch daisy out here but you can go" I said "I will stay here with you" he mumbled "okay" I said daisy runs back to the door to be back let in I relized that jay fell asleep around me so I pick up and I walk back inside to our room I see that jack went to his room so I laid jay down and I wrapped us in our blakents and feel back asleep.
Jays pov
I wake up to something sweet on my lips I open my eyes and I see mark kissing me so I kiss back "happy birthday baby" he said I just noded "what not going to say anything?" he asked he kissed me again "better?" he askes "yeah" I said "me and alex got to leave for a bit we will be back later" he said "where you guys going?" I asked "we got some business to attend to" he said "okay love you baby" I said "love you too" he said getting up from the bed and goes towards the door but he stops and turns around and he kisses me I wrap my arms around his neck he pulls away I go up to his ear "what about that fuck you promised me?" I whispered "later~" he whispers into my ear "see you later baby" he said this time acctually leaving I lay back down and try to go back to sleep. But jack comes into my room "hey jay want to hang out with zack and mitch today?" he askes "sure I will be down in a minute" I said "alright" he said leaving the room I get up and I get dressed and I head downstairs "lets go it looks like its going to rain" jack said "alright" I said we head outside I go on the side of the house and I grab my skateboard and my old one "do you know how to skate?" I asked "yeah I do" he said nice "here" I said handing him my old board and we start going to zacks house. We get there and I see another car in the driveway and I go to the front door and its locked so I grab the key that I have out of my pocket "you have a key to his house?" jack says "yeah I do he has one to ours" I said "okay" jack said I unlock the door and go inside I grab two sodas from the fridge and I go to zacks room "why the fuck was your door locked its never locked" I said "my parents are over" zack says "where is mitch?" jack askes "he is not here right now he went to get us food" zack says "okay im going to play cod" jack says leaving the room "is mikenly here too?" I asked "yes they are not just going to leave my little brother at home" zack said I look at him with begging eyes to let me see him "fine he is in the room next to mine" he said I leave the room and I go to the guest bedroom I knock on the door "come in" mikenly says I go in "miss me?" I asked "jay!" he says and he runs to me and hugs me "yes is alex and mark here too?" he asked "no but my other friend it here" I said "oh okay" he said "follow me" he said pulling me to the other guest bedroom "mommy look its jay!" he said happly "hi tina" I said "hi dear is your brother here too?" she askes "no just me and my so--my other friend!" I said "so mark?" she asked "no its my friend jack" I said "oh how old?" she askes "im 13" jack said behind me I jumped a little bit "why does your parents know your hanging out with them?" she askes jack looks at me "uh my mom kinda disowned me" jack said "and me and mark took him in so now he is living with me mark and alex" I said "oh okay" she said "hey guys do you want to play with the toy I got?" zack asked me and jack looked at eachother and we run down the hall to the back door. And I go to the the porch and I uncover it "okay guys I will set up the targets" zack says "alright" me and jack both said "alright you can shoot it now" zack said getting behind me. Right when I shoot it off zacks mom comes out "oh my god why do you guys have that!" tina yells "mom its okay its for protection" zack says "yeah tina" I said "put it away right now!" she shouts "okay" I said and I give it to zack "do you guys want to go to the park?" tina askes "sure" we all said. We get to the park and mickenly pulls me to the swings so I start to push him "hey jay I have a surpise for you" I hear jack say "okay" I said he covers my eyes and walks me towards something and he takes his hands off my eyes I see mark "jay will you marry me?" he askes "yes!" I said and I hug him I pull away and kiss him "yeah lets go!!!!!" alex and them shout. "Were you guys all apart of this?" I asked "yes we where" they all said I kiss mark again "I have another surpise~" mark wishperes in my ear "okay~" I said back and "we are going to head out" mark said "alright" they all said and mark takes me to a hotel when we get into the room he kisses me deeply.
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Hey guys hope you guys liked it and the next chapter will contain smut.