I sit down to write this poem/Not really knowing what I'm gonna say/I click on word document and/pour out my feelings
Most times while i'm writing these things I don't know when to go to the next staza
i almost always forget to capitalize the letters that should be
andmosttimesiforgettohitthespacebar
Most times while I write these things my heart is aching with pain
and my eyes are pumping with tears
ifiweretotellsomeonewhytheydpronouncemeasmad
Most times while i'm writing stuff like this i feel lost and alone
i sometimes just imagine how everyones life would be if i werent alive or if id died
youmaysaythatiamcrazypleasetellmesomethingidontknow
Most times while i'm writing shit like this no one gives a fuck and don't read it
i sometimes imagine what id do to those who ignore and decieved me
dontletmeruletheworld
Most times at the end of these things everything of what i say makes not sense
i sometimes imagine having someone there for me who actually cares and understands
iwishnoonewouldlietomeandbestraightupwithmeandnotfeedmebullshit
Most times while writing
I dont want to write
butidocauseitsalligotanditstheonlythingthatidothatpeopleactuallykindoflike
Most times
I don't like sometimes or imagining
mosttimesiwanttobeheard
Most times
i have no clue of who i am
mygovernmentnameisrhodedena
Most times
I dont want to be
her
Most times
I don't want to be