A/n: this is kinda a short filler just cause i don't really know what to write lmao
~Gabriella~
i think i've fallen for her. she's the type that you see so much good in. but how can you fall in love with your childhood best friend?
i just don't really know how to open up to her. never in my life have i ever opened up to anyone, so that's probably the reason. i find it so awkward. besides, i don't really even know what's going on in my own head let alone explain it to someone.
i think i'm gay. or bi. i never thought about my sexuality before. but i guess i've always had a general preference towards women rather than men. most men are assholes anyway. but some have soft souls.
i think a big hint was when i was younger i used to go see pantomimes and musicals and stuff like that, and would always fall in love with a woman actor.
but does Billie like girls? would she feel the same way towards me? i haven't shown her very much of who i am yet. i feel comfortable with her, and i'm trying to open up, but it's hard.